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Hello I am an attractive masculine obedient alpha appearing male who is naturally submissive and has masochistic tendencies and doesnt feel anymore complete then when I am submitting to a Dominate woman who welcomes that gift of control, power, and ownership.
Im looking for ownership and an opportunity to explore some kinky taboo activities with like minded people and finally live out that life I was born too. I am a healthy 52 yo and in January of 2019 my wife and I filed for divorce after 15 years of marriage but please do not feel sorry for us It is for the best, I have been through this twice now and have come to the conclusion that its pretty much my own fault.
I start out every relationship Ive ever had with a huge secret or a lie, I dont tell my would be partner who and what I am on the inside and what it is I truly desire. So at some point I start to try and turn a Vanilla average woman into a dominatrix and this causes confusion and confusing issues, and they begin to wonder who is this freak they have married this guy who wants me to tie him up up put things in his butt, feminize him, keep him chastity.
So I have decided Im not doing that anymore instead Im going to try and find like minded people and start my relationships out with the truth. I would like someone who can be sadistic and makes this lifestyle a major part of theirour lives and is always in a naughty mood, like when we are out in public worship and training continues like being forced to wear a vibrating butt plug, panties (because all my mens underwear have been thrown out), electro shock cock harness, ect.
I would love to be sessioned in front of a group of people like at folsom or at a play party somewhere I am Humiliated by having to suck her starp-on until shes ready, then one up my backside, maybe even fisted in front of them all.
I am experienced and enjoy having my limits not only tested but destroyed, I would like to spend the rest of my life with a partner who loves this lifestyle as much as I do and kept in chastity and only allowed to orgasms when getting pegged with big thick Dildos or vibrator but never again allowed to pleasure myself.
I am so ready to belong to someone and be the sub I have had trapped inside me all this time...
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