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Hello there,
Let me begin by iterating that I am only looking for a FEMALE mentor. I'm spoken for in terms of men in my life. I am engaged to a lovely man who has been greatly supportive in my search for female companionship.
I am a BBW with extremely long, chestnut hair, brown eyes, and ivory pale skin. I am fastidious about hygiene, and ask that you are as well.
Now, it has come to my realisation that I fear women. We can discuss the reason in further detail at a later date, but let's just say I didn't have any particularly thrilling role models growing up. I am fiercely intelligent, rather neurotic, absolutely in love with my research and work, emotionally cold when nervous, and intensely self loathing when it comes to my deficiencies.
Still reading? Excellent.
Without really expecting it, I've been surrounded by powerful and awe inspiring ladies this past year, and it has left me trembling. I can bring a man to his knees with my smile and a few poetic sentiments, but I cannot seem to keep my composure around women.
To combat this terminal shyness, I would like to approach it within the sphere of BDSM. I would greatly love to submit to an articulate and brilliant woman who has the ability to break me into pieces and put me back together again. I wish to have a mentor and friend in all things interpersonal. I wish to understand myself more as I work at understanding you.
In terms of fantasies which I might like to start exploring with a woman, I do really like to please people. Giving my Mistress a bath, massaging her, brushing her hair, administering pedicures. As I have been nervous around women themselves, I have stayed compulsively away from most things considered feminine. I would greatly love a Mistress who could teach me how to put on makeup and do elaborate things with my nearly waist length hair. Sexual things are all still on the table, but I would need quite a bit of guidance.
If I interest you, please send me a message, and please ask me anything you wish.
Thank you for taking the time to read this,
Isa
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