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Pan Transgender Submissive, 27,  Keansburg, New Jersey
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IsaNova - photo 1
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not currently seeking











Last Online:


 Submissive Transgender


 New Jersey

 6' 1"

 340 lbs










 Intellectual Discourse

 Curious About:


 Martial Arts



 Obedience Training



 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Speech Restrictions


 Hard Limits:



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Journal Entries:
12/24/2012 10:12:10 PM

Secret Admission:


More and more I find myself being excited by the idea of being kept in chastity. Not in a cuckold way (though those are fun to imagine) but someone using their control over a part of me to guide me into submission. I have a real metal chastity belt I bought for myself some time back, but it simply isn't a fetish without someone locking it and being largely unable to remove it myself. 

OTOH I don't know if it would be as fun in real life as it plays out in my head... 

8/12/2012 8:17:53 PM

Is it weird to want a kink partner to be someone you trust? I want to be able to sit with, talk with, go on walks with, cuddle with and debate with someone well before I want them to beat on me. Is that so strange?

1/16/2012 12:40:28 AM
I love, being idealistic. I love dreaming the impossible dream. I love the concept... the concept of hope.

I have always believed in the power of humanity, the power of the individual... to CHOOSE a better way. The power to MAKE the world better, by specific and personal choice. There are moments in our lives, in all of our lives, where we can take the path more difficult, wrought with difficulty and pain, in order to simply make things better!

The future, the better future, is in all our hands. It's in our choices and our actions, in doing the right thing over the easy, whether big or small the future is our choice. It's the words to others we speak, the treatment of others on the playground, at school, in the office, even at the check-out line. These are the choices we make. To treat someone with kindness... to give someone a second chance... to show ask yourself "what can I do" and not look away.

In this and so many ways... in lives big and small... we show not only the world our love, but we show love unto ourselves.


12/31/2011 9:23:49 AM

I wish there were a "Pro Dom/me" option, so people could search for or weed out such profiles as desired

10/3/2011 12:34:15 AM



Any institution wishing to use my pictures, can instead contact me with a plane ticket, and I will come take sexy, dirty pictures for them. I promise they will be sexier and dirtier than anything currently on my profile, that is unless I can convince or hire someone here to take dirty kinky pictures of me, in which case I will likely post them when I can. Thank you

2/11/2011 1:15:25 PM

*sighs sweetly*


will anyone ever use me?

1/15/2011 5:51:21 AM

Thinking of joining Akasha's Web. I love the stories, but the training part (at least those shown to non-members from 2000) are a bit... too tame for my tastes.


I wish there were more femdom in my life, more control. It's just hard to think of anything that would really be kinky and challenging if someone ordered me to do it.

1/10/2011 10:52:09 PM
Tasks assigned to me: - begin keeping my nails and toes painted at all times - get a third piercing in each ear in honor of Miss - practice / play with my toys regularly - take a photo of my clit when it is enlarged - Have my hair styled, with bangs

1/8/2011 5:01:19 PM

Currently considering moving down to Washington in the fall. I might even manage to make a trip this spring break to feel things out. I love Alaska and the people therein, but I also feel the need to serve and be a part of a bigger community. Fairbanks isn't the easiest place to find a mentor or Dominant.


I'm also considering things from a medical perspective... getting serious about my physical transition and there's no doctors in this state who can really advise me on what I need, doing it on my own has proved difficult. I have a really hard time taking pills regularly, but I don't feel comfortable doing IM shots of hormones without speaking to / guidance from someone experienced in these things. 


I have family I have met and come to know in Fairbanks, and I am loathe to leave them behind though. Will see how this year plays out. ;-)

11/23/2010 10:53:55 AM

Let me respectfully state for the record:


If you decide to contact me... and expect from me a response... please consider that I am not here to filfill anyone's online fantasy, not even my own. This is real to me, so think about that when you write me with what you are looking for. I have no objection to possibly being a slave, a fuck-toy, even someone's private slut... but I'm not looking to exist only when your dick is hard. I'm a real person, and a real Dominant/submissive relationship... casual or not... involves dealing with reality. I'm not some "Slutty Fuck Bimbo Whore Doll" nor will I fuck your dog. I am open to most fantasies and even possibly to going to some extremes, but even the most extreme situation has to be a realistic one. I have no interest in sitting online for hours talking up your perverted fantasy just so you can masturbate and go offline. I'm interested in really, actually being a bit perverted and kinky with real people, in real life, within a real relationship.

Please keep anything you wish to communicate with me somewhere within the bounds of reality, and feasibility. If you just want to masturbate all over yourself talking about some fantasy fuck-doll, please pass me over.


Thank you~

11/21/2010 9:31:02 PM

On Relocation:


I have been giving some thought on and off to moving again, it has been five years now and while I love the area... I also lust for new adventure. I am also made keenly aware of the limitations of living in a small city, and finding a place that is at least within driving distance of doctors with experience in transgendered health concerns would be a huge boon in my journey.


I intend to finish at least my first degree here and hopefully get my life in better shape/become more feminine before I move again. I want to enter a new place with a fresh face, so to speak. Even a short move to Juneau or Anchorage might be welcome, though I've been giving some serious thought to moving into Canada. While I do love the United States, the increasingly inate rhetoric coming from our politicians combined with the us-vs-them mentality everyone seems to have really irks me. If I stay in the country I will probably move to Portland or Seattle, somewhere in the Northwest as I love the region, but I am finding Canada to be more attractive every day.


I am always hesitant to move for a relationship or to seek someone out just to make a move, but I am becoming more open to the concept. Having a longer relationship at first, getting to know one another online and meeting in person a few times beforehand, might just be helpful in ensuring that we have enough in common to build a successful relationship.


If anyone does happen to take interest in my profile and is not directly local, please do not let that stop you from opening up a diologue. At the least there will be pleasant conversation, at best... who knows?

11/15/2010 12:12:33 AM

So, I have decided after some debate to seek out new experiences and relationships in the lifestyle. I created a profile on collarme and and have started to contact people and get involved locally once more. For a time I was somewhat sour about things, feeling hurt by my past failures and thinking that I have burned too many bridges to go back... when I realized that stewing in my own bad feelings doesn't do me any good. My life is moving forward and improving for the first time in years, so why shouldn't my relationships improve as well?

I have made a lot of mistakes in the past, mistakes I hope to have learned from. I am trying to be more carefree and less judgmental with myself. I've decided that I will put my best foot forward, be honest and sincere, and see what comes of it.

Rather than look for someone to be the Master to train me and make of me what I am to become, or seeking that special someone who can love me and give me the intimacy and touch that maketh my spirit sing... I'm just looking for the people I meet. I think trying to find someone to fit into the box of what I want from them is silly, much better to find good people and see what you can make of it together.

It doesn't have to be serious for me anymore, I am just as open to a deep relationship as I am to finding a casual playpartner. I'm still maintaining my sense of physical and emotional safety, I don't want to go on one-night-stands for sex or play or whatever and be left worse for the wear. The things that are most important to me are still there, but I no longer see the need to have them limit me. If I find something that clicks, I will go with it. I've learned to be flexible.

So here I am, a little girl in the big world, putting one foot after the other. I am not going to stew in my depression or my pain any longer. I'm going to have fun, and I am going to see each day anew until something beautiful my way comes. Time to focus on my life, on myself, and do what I can to learn, to train, to grow. I'm eager for a good beating, or a good friendship, or a good fuckbuddy I can trust. Time to leave my pain in the past, where it belongs.

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