Waiting... Your there, and im here. Why do i have to be here all alone?  i miss you, i need you, i love you, i need you. You are what truely completes me. i sit here all alone, and tears fall from my eyes, as they hit the ground, salty spray hitting my skin. Part of me wants to curl up and cease to be. but the rest of me knows that i cant, if i will ever get to be with you.... on my knees at your side is where i want to be, where i need to be... where i belong. Hopefully someday, i will find my way.

i was asked to put into words what my collar and submission means to me... i love words, but never before have i had such a hard time finding the right words to describe my feelings.... my Mistress was very pleased with my answer, but i look at them, and i will admit they are all feelings that my submission brings to me, but... i cant help to think there are feelings that maybe there just arent words for.... i hope she knows that i feel those too..... more and more every day....