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I sit alone in my room and cry silently. They are simply the tears of release after months and months of battles. In the end I lost the fight.
I however am very victorious. I did not loose myself, nor compromise myself nor cow down to those that percieve themselves as having authority over me. I stood my ground. And though they continued to beat me down I always managed to get back up.
No more!
No more will I be that scared little girl afraid of dissapointing people, of putting their needs above my own. No more will I let those that wish to destroy me, erase me from the light.
No more will I look at others and feel undeserving of what life has to offer me.
I am as my master says, an amazing person. I deserve the rewards in life for my hard work. I deserve it. I am no greater or lesser than anyone else and I deserve to be treated the same.
my master has permitted me a wonderful opportunity on the heels of this battle, even though I know it is hard on him to let me go on this trip, he beleives in me and has always beleived in me. I will do him proud. Always
love passion
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caged by her love for Him
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