All my life I have been different. Never able to quite put my finger on the cause, I have worked hard, had kids, a family, been gentle and caring to all around me. The rock for others to hang onto in the dark times. The sort of bloke who is always out fixing a relatives kitchen, or door, or whatever.
Then I stumbled across BDSM, online....a complete new world....and realised that this is the hole, the void, that has been constantly with me for as long as I remember.
So I am now taking the first steps into this dark intense world. I'm not seeking 24/7, I am looking for that special lady, the one who aches to submit, to give her trust completely to another, to be examined...touched...caressed. To feel pleasure heightened by pain. To be used, objectified, bound, humiliated.
If you are a women who desires these things, then let me know.
