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Temporary hiatus: I am not going to be on this website often if at all. In any message I receive I will post the following message. I'll update again when I am ready to meet worthwhile people again. Thanks for your understanding. Thanks for your interest in me. I appreciate it. However, I am becoming uninterested with this website and lifestyle at the moment. I am going through a tough transitional phase in my life and I need some alone time to really cope with it. I've been less social lately and I really have no desire to talk to anyone. So I'm sorry for such bad timing. Right now? I'm just not interested. But thank you anyway. Hello there. I'm a curious sub who is interested in finding a mentor. I am very much a beginner. You can read about me here: http://www.okcupid.com/profile/InquisitiveCI If you are on , I am InquisitiveCI. I will list my known Fetishes at the bottom of this profile. I live in Titusville but am willing to go to orlando. I may not be able to go often as I am a college student with little money; however, I will be transferring to Orlando this August to attend UCF. Yay Bachelor's degree! <3 Because I'm still in school, I am looking for a mentor/play partner right now since my situation cannot allow me to put in 100% effort into a relationship. I apologize if this is what you're looking for. I want to learn as much as possible before actually jumping into a serious relationship. If I do so right now, I would be doing so blindly. I will most likely send you a similar note like this if you offer me a new home to relocate or a 24/7 relationship. I'm just not ready. Please understand. I get scared at the thought of anyone over 48. Please don't contact me if you are over this age. I won't be comfortable talking with you because I am still quite immature and I want to live it as much as possible since my childhood was rough. If your profile lacks information, I most likely will dismiss you. I love open honest people. A lack of info signifies a need to hide something in my opinion. That, or laziness which I also don't like (though that's very hypocritical of me since I can be lazy frequently as well.) Some known fetishes of mine Into:bare bottom spanking (receiving), being treated like a beautiful princess but fucked like a dirty little whore(everything to do with it), biting(receiving), bondage (receiving), cocksucking (giving), d/s (everything to do with it), degradation (receiving), denial (receiving), domestic servitude(giving), double penetration(receiving), face fucking (receiving), flogging (receiving), hair pulling(everything to do with it), handcuffs(wearing), nipples (everything to do with it), play rape (everything to do with it), predator/prey (everything to do with it), rough sex (everything to do with it), stockings (wearing), submission(giving), verbal humiliation and degradation (receiving). Curious about: candle wax (receiving), polyamory, sexual slavery (everything to do with it), shibari.

4/8/2010 6:34:33 AM There's been some misunderstanding in regards to my profile. Or maybe I'm just misunderstanding myself and my needs/wants. I'm not looking for a serious relationship, especially not one to be a 24/7 slave. I haven't even considered myself a slave to anyone. I'm a sub, but because of a lot of the trust issues I have, it's hard for me to just open up and "feel". I want to learn about the lifestyle and different fetishes out there, yes; however, it is impossible for me to submit myself fully to see if I like those things or not if I am not attracted to you, barely know you, or feel very uncomfortable around you. A few of the Doms I've been with so far consider me very hard to read and hardly think I'm a sub at all. I'm sure I am...I just have to like you first to really show those colors in my personality. Maybe that means I AM looking for a serious relationship. I wouldn't really know. I have a horrendous fear of commitment and with school in the way, I hardly have the time. I doubt I'll have the time afterwards when I'm holding my degree. I have to be willing to sacrifice for you, but I can't do that if I can't open up to you... What really, REALLY irks me on this website is when some Doms start talking to me like they own me already. Like I'm just gonna submit to anyone. It doesn't work that way, ESPECIALLY not with me. I will call you Sir or Ma'am only because I respect others first and expect it in return, but that does not mean I'm necessarily interested in you. And like I said, I'm very hard to read; therefore, it may be very difficult to know if I'm really interested or not. But I also don't like leading people on. If I'm horrendously uninterested, I will let you know. One thing that irks myself is that fact that I am becoming a bit vain. I try my best not to judge others and give everyone a chance...but lately it's harder and harder for me to ignore the image of others. Everyone I've talked with so far, I hardly find attractive and it's screwing even more with my ability to open up to someone. So unfortunately, If you are really unattractive in my opinion, then I won't be letting you in fully. Sorry. This is one of those phases I think. I mean, this is my last year as a legitimate teenager (though I will always consider myself a child because no one can truly be responsible and know the world) and I think I'm trying to make sure I know who I am so that I can be confident in myself. So that I know what I'm looking for in life. So long story short, please try and understand my situation and my feelings. Try to realize that, though I'm legal, I'm still just a child and will always be. I'm judgmental. I'm picky. I'm untrusting. Once sentence is the entire difference between attraction or repulsion to me. School and career comes first for me. I just want something to supplement my life, though it's really unneeded. So just...be careful when you talk with me. Thanks.