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*Sigh* I have always found it hard to accurately describe what I am searching for in a few paragraphs. I shall try though.
My background: I have always had a more mature sexual nature. I have never been interested in boys my own age I like excitement and I like trying things I have never done before. I like a challenge and I also acknowledge that I can be very challenging at times :) I found myself fascinated with the Dominant and submissive roles at a very young age. A man who knows what He wants and who is not afraid to take it just makes my legs quiver! In an effort to make a full disclosure, I am currently married to a man that I love the best that I know how. He is completely vanilla and I am absolutely NOT looking to leave him, period.
So why am I on here you may ask? I seek the company of like minded individuals. I still have needs and I like to be reminded of my place. Just conversing with Domineering men helps me to stay grounded. I know that I cannot give much to another individual but I also do not request much.
More about myself: I feel I am like any other 24 year old, I like to have a good time. I work as a Respiratory Therapist in a children's hospital. I am very passionate about what I do and I get a lot of satisfaction out of it. Not to mention I get to wear scrubs ;) I mean really, who doesn't love a girl in scrubs?? I love to play the piano, I'm not very good but it is an easy stress reliever. I also like to read, typically fantasy or medieval times. Although lately I have just finished up the 50 shades of Grey series and it was um.. very enjoyable to say the least.
My interests...
I am submissive, not a slave. Although I think I would enjoy some aspects of TPE, I don't think I have that much trust for an individual and I am very curious by nature and my mouth gets me into trouble. I like bondage but I think there is nothing more sexy then skin to skin contact. A man holding me down with nothing but his bare hands/strength is such an enjoyable thought. I am by no means in it for hard core pain, but a good spanking is very pleasurable. I like the idea of micromanagement such as having somebody pick out clothes, food, setting a schedule for me etc. but I honestly don't think I would be able to stick to anything like that long term.
I hope that gives You all an idea of who I am, if You have any other questions just ask ;)
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Somedays it is so hard not to be jealous....
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Just an FYI....
If You do not have a picture in Your profile or in Your message, I typically don't respond. I hate when people send me a message and say if you want a picture, let me know, or then give me your yahoo name and then I'll give it to you. The reason half of You message me, is because I have a PICTURE, if i didn't, You would not have written, so why do You think I would respond or go the extra mile if You didn't include a picture to start?
If You are twice my age, 44 and above, Your messages go to my bulk. I do read my bulk on a regular basis but I think I have responded one time to a bulk folder email in the last year. I read them, if I didn't respond I was either busy or didn't see anything special. I absolutely hate when I get 10 messages from the same person in my bulk file. They normally go off like, "hey I would love to be with you or mentor or Dom you (take your pick)" and then it goes on into "oh you didn't respond do you not like what you see or?" then it goes, "wow you're a real bitch if you can't even respond to one e-mail", then it goes on into things like: "You think you're so pretty but you're not, I can get hundreds of girls like you! fuck you." I'm just saying...if You can get hundreds of girls that look better then me, why the hell did You waste Your time on an ugly bitch like me in the first place? LoL I'm just pointing it out there guys....
Now I'm done with my rant for today :)
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Lots of creepers on here lately...
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Recently CM has been making me type my Date of birth in everytime before it allows me to sign in. I am curious...is this happening to anyone else?
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Tonight was a good night :)
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This is not exactly a normal request, or maybe for some dynamics it is, who knows. But I know most girls don't like to admit this, but I have noticed I've been packing on a few pounds...more then I'd like to anyway :) With the holidays coming around I really want to look my best, was just wondering if any fellow subs had any tips or ways to help motivate/what worked for them?
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I just enjoyed a wonderful night conversing with a Dom friend, Now it's off to bed for this sub, goodnight CM!
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School is taking away every bit of my social life, including time spent on here unfortunately. With this said, I'm asking for a little bit of extra time to respond to e-mails, Please don't fret if it takes me more then a day to respond :) Thanks to all. And now on to my thought for the day..... why are all the good looking Dom's into ass play? LoL
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Normally when I login everyday I have e-mails to read but today however, I had none. That made me kind of sad :(
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*sighs* I am in desperate need of conversation...I have all my reading and homeworks DONE. I am ahead of the game for once and what do I get? An extra hour or 2 to spare before bedtime and NOBODY to talk to, LoL Go figure....
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I am proud of myself, I just did all my dishes, scrubbed the stove and the counters, cleaned out the refrigerator, swept and mopped the floor...it looks very clean lol. It was an afternoon well spent :)
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I am a relatively smart girl. I enjoy conversation, I can tell a lot about someone by the first conversation. Some may call it silly, but I enjoy some protocols when talking with Doms. I do capitalize, I use the word Sir, depending on the person I may even refer to myself in the third person. I have found most enjoy it, some expect it to be that way. I don't make mistakes, I carefully consider all my choices I make and weigh out pro's and cons. When speaking with someone for the first time, I will "slip" up, miss a few capitols, begin speaking out of turn/asking questions out of turn. I do this to see the reaction, if it's even noticed. Most of the time it's not, or if I am corrected I simply reply that it was a mistake. This is the part of conversation where I can tell if I will connect to a Dom or not, if He is one I will invest my time in, or W/we will just remain friends. If a Dom asks me a tough question, one about the past or one I don't particularly want to answer, and I can simply change the subject, turn the question around without Him missing a beat and not realizing I did not answer His question, I know I am running the show. To put it simply, I don't want to run the show :)
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So....I have had several questions about the picture with my tongue sticking out. I will say mostly from an older generation keeps asking me what is on my tongue, It is a tongue ring :) Most already knew that but I still get the question probably daily and just figure i'd clarify, it's not cum, it's not food, just my tongue piercing.
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It was pointed out to me that I needed some updated pictures....so I put a bunch of new ones up, please tell me what You think and which ones You like best :)
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I have taken my tongue ring out for the day - it feels..weird LoL
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If You do not have a picture in Your profile, please add one or send one with your message. I have multiple recent photo's in mine....It's only courteous to include at least one. If You think I am not worthy to view your picture after just a first message...You are right, I probably am not nor will I be interested :)
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I need some motivation to do my dishes...anyone care to help?
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tipsy and barefoot on the bathroom floor....that's how I roll ;)
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Another Dom walks out the door today...I was rather attatched to this One. In reality I'm actually very hurt *sighs* Please do me a favor, don't contact me unless You plan on staying in touch.
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*smiles* somedays I wish I were capable or believed in financial domination. I'm not trying to be disrespectful in any way shape or form, but think about it for a second. In my case, I would be able to work part time (which would be ideal), and I'd be able to freely pay for my nursing school. Wouldn't that be great? lol. I am under the age of 24, I have no kids, and I'm not quite considered poverty level income, therefore at my community college I get no loans. That means about every quarter (I attend three a year) I have to come up with an extra $1500 for tuition and books give or take. I'm not complaining, I understand that this is relatively cheap. It's just so hard somedays, I work full time and most weeks overtime, I always pay my bills on time, try to do the responsible thing and I also attend school full time. All I'm saying is, financial domination.....I see the appeal. LoL
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I have put a few new photo's up - may I hear what You think?
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FYI - Settings for my bulk mail folder
*Over the age of 40
*Male submissives
*Under the age of 20
*If You live outside the United States
*If You do not have an active profile
I do read my bulk mail folder on occasion, however I very rarely respond to it. So for those of You who send me multiple e-mails saying how if I don't e-mail You back I'm rude and obviously not interested etc., I'm sorry it hurts Your feelings but I typically will not be interested if You fall outside those general preferences.
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Just to put a general note out there -
I have been receiving a lot of messages about no strings attatched, one night stands or weekend play etc. It doesn't matter how hott You are, or which dirty things You say You want to do (there has been some good ones though lol) I am just NOT Your girl. I think I am incapable of even comprehending the idea of a no strings attatched weekend involving me. It just will not work. Thankyou for the offers - but it is a waste of time :)
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Do you ever just wake up somedays and realize...it's just not worth it?? That's my life lately, so not even worth it.
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So I must admit, I am getting a little bored on here. Don't get me wrong, I have talked to quite a few great people, but it's becoming everyday lull etc. So....I have decided I would like to have a contest of sorts to spice things up a bit. I would like to challenge the Doms out there to send me a letter and tell me if they could do anything with me, what would the nastiest, kinkiest thing they would desire to do to me/have me do. Between now, and next Friday (the 26th of October), is when this challenge shall take place. For those of You who do decide to participate, I promise You this that I will respond to each and every e-mail. Give me time to do so, but I promise I will respond. At the end of the contest, I will announce the winner if they will let me in my next journal entry. The more detail You give, the more enticed I will be ;) Good luck!
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Okay people, please look at my title, I am a SUBMISSIVE female, I cannot Dominate anyone, I don't want to, it doesn't in the least bit turn me on and I physically and emotionally cannot do it. Thus why I'm a submissive. Please respect that and just pass my profile by. I do not wish to receive messages from submissive or switch males telling me how their old mistress used to tie them up or how they dream about me controlling them.
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This site is extremely frustrating sometimes. if one doesn't hand their phone number out to someone when they have never talked once, how does that make someone a fake? Or when someone copies and pastes the same message to hundreds of submissive women, and they get mad when you dont respond back, they call you names and even accuse me of being an ad?!? Iwork two jobs, I get 100's of e-mails, I do read everyone but no sometimes I dont respond back to them. If you really want to get my interest put something original or just keep trying. If i see the same e-mail more then once i'm a lot more likely to respond to it.
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| Age: 23 |
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