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I spent my first several months in the scene as a sub and puppy. These things I enjoyed quite a lot despite the shaky start.
After several months spent on a mental retreat I came back into play in a heavy way; I made some fantastic friends, learned many new things, and discovered my pain-slut side. This was an intense time and I am grateful for every minute and painful impact.
The last couple of months has changed me yet again. I started to Top; and I bloody love it!
My life at the moment is full of so many wonderful people, some of who allow me to inflict upon them things that in the past I had only taken. You girls know who you are; I love you to pieces and look forward to much more exploration with you.
...Should I be satisfied? Probably. Unfortunately I'm not.
I am a switch, deranged and complicated.
It isn't enough just to push one month and be pushed the next. I need both otherwise I have this empty part inside me.
Unfortunately finding people to take control of me is not an easy task. I push back, some people don't like that. I'm a cheeky puppy, and a lot don't like that either. I learn fast and my curiosity is endless, it makes things difficult for some.
Anyway; come talk to me. I'm interested in pretty much everything and will happily chat for hours about most anything.
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