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| Well, here goes.
I would suggest for the sake of both of our time that you try and read through my profile before contacting me. Thank you.
First and foremost. As my profile indicates, I am straight. Accordingly, at least insofar as anything on this site is concerned, I have no desire for any such interaction with anyone of my own gender on such a level. Good luck on your own search in any case, but no need to waste your time here. Feel free to message me if you want I guess, but don't expect a response.
Now that I've narrowed it down to 50% of the human population or so, to my main reason in being here. *Sigh* Something as of yet I'm not entirely able to perfectly define myself. This fascination, this desire, it's still somewhat nebulous in even my own mind. In some ways, in a latent form at least, they've always been with me, but have only crystallized to such a level wherein I'd actively seek them out in recent times.
Put simply I suppose, I've always had a sort of latent desire to submit (primarily psychologically) to a female. I can't really explain any particular reason for it's onset; it's just something deeply internal to me that, particularly in recent times has been wanting to express itself.
The odd bit is that really, such is at odds with the persona I display to much of the outer world. To those who know me in real life, they'd probably claim me to be something alongside the archetype of the "cold scholar." Philosophical, exceedingly self-confident; one who, at least in the field of scholarship can be fiercely aggressive in defending what positions he takes as his own. At this , I'm nearing graduation in a double bachelor's degree and plan on continuing my study in academia to a Ph.D. Suffice to say, publicly, at least in such fields as I care to associate, I am perceived as anything but submissive. But paradoxically, this deep internal desire exists.
So that, essentially is why I have come here. In attempts to explore this facet of myself and understand it better for what it is. I seek out for this endeavor, if possible, an interested young Lady with compatible interests. I'll admit to having no present real-life experience in this field - though with the growing crystallization of such desires in my mind, and some degree of research online into this field, I think I stand at least in a position of knowing what my interests are and are not, as well as holding a strong desire to at least try such out for what it is.
So, what I am looking for in a Lady:
Age-wise - 18 to 25 or so I would say, roughly. Well, 18 being an absolute for legal reasons. 25 is somewhat a softer limit I suppose, though I think that, particularly as I have little firsthand experience starting out in this, I would be rather more comfortable with someone closer to my own age. But if by some chance you're somewhat older than that and things seem to work out, I'm not opposed.
Race/Sexuality - No real discrimination per se (though I wonder if lesbians would even be reading this; nothing against you fine Ladies if you are ^_^). I'll admit offhand that there are certain physical characteristics I personally find more attractive than others (we all, I presume, have our own preferences), but particularly in this field it's less an issue. A mental connection means far, far more to me than anything physical.
Intellect - This, to me, is probably the biggest one. Perhaps it's a flaw in myself in some ways, but I'm never really able to forge that deep of a connection with those of a, shall we say ... less than intellectual bent. Not so much a matter of a particular IQ or degree, more just the way you present yourself. Particularly in what I'm looking for here; I think I'd really have trouble suspending belief enough to submit on any level to someone I felt couldn't hold her own intellectually. Sorry, just how I roll I'm afraid.
Respect - Also another matter that can very easily make or break this. First and foremost in what I'm seeking is a Lady who has at least a healthy deal of respect for herself as a person. And is respectful enough to keep the details of our encounters discrete from the public, as I'm certain we both have a respectable reputation in both our cases we'd like to remain.
What I am NOT looking for:
Sex - Certainly not sex itself. At the very least, not right away. Call me old fashioned if you must, but I'm still of the sort of ethos that it's really quite foolhardy to engage in so potentially risky an intimate an act with someone else without first coming to a point of deep personal connection and trust. Casual sex is NOT an interest of mine, nor am what I after primarily physical/sexual in nature.
Financial Domination - I think again I'll strive to save us both some time here. To begin with, I don't find it all that interesting a dynamic in the first place - I'm sure it is for some, just not myself. That said, I'd be more than willing to provide fair compensation to any interested young Lady helping me explore this facet of myself in real life. I'm still a university student, so naturally not all that wealthy, but I think if it's a determining factor in the dynamic I could at least fairly compensate a Lady's services.
Cross Dressing - Simply no interest in it, sorry.
Anything involving bodily fluids, or anything illegal - Certainly no interest whatsoever.
Particular Interests:
Psychology - Definitely the biggest draw for me in this. I'm looking to, in the context of my interactions with such an interested young Lady to be made to psychologically submit to her, be belittled, humiliated, degraded, etc. Still in a somewhat "experimental" stage as I've never done this in real life; but this is DEFINITELY an interest of mine.
Roleplay Scenarios - Works very well to compliment the above. Though I've yet to have firsthand experience in this lifestyle, I have some incredibly complex psychodramas formulated in my head that I'd love to share with any interested parties.
Verbal humiliation/degradation - Either in the context of the above or not.
Foot Worship - While I've stated above my draw to this is primarily psychological than physical in nature, this in particular is a particularly strong interest of mine. To me at least, symbolically, the foot is the lowest part of the body and so submission, service at this level is in a way the highest form of submission one can physically display. Shoes/bare feet/etc. all works equally fine for me.
ALSO:
For those parties interested in the psychological dynamic of things, but are located far away (or even are close but are interested in this), I am a HUGE fan of text-based roleplaying. And as stated above, I have a *ton* of rather intricate, complex psychological plotlines along these lines I'd absolutely love to try out. I'd very much prefer it if we went down this line that my partner had at least some level of competence with writing/text roleplaying.
Well, I suppose that is primarily it in describing what I'm here for. Sorry for taking so long in doing so, but I figure in some senses it serves to save more of all our time to explain myself out front to keep any non-compatible persons from wasting their time. Thank you for reading, and hope potentially to hear from any interested parties soon. ^_^
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Regarding the picture - Apparently there's some sort of structural bias on the site for those with images. But, unfortunately we don't live in the most open society where I'm from, and I have something of a reputation to maintain, so unfortunately I can't put up my own image at this point. I'm more than happy to send an image of my face via private means to any respectful inquiring parties, however. ^_^ |
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| Age: 29 |
| MOODY,
Alabama |
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