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I'm a wonderful woman who knows what her place and role is in this world; and very proud of it. I am a submissive and will become a slave to the One who decides to capture me. 
What I seek is a 24/7 long term relationship with a dream of actually marrying my Dom/Master. I don't call just anyone Master. I also don't call just anyone Sir. That is a respect and honor that is earned then deserved. I don't believe in changing subs/slaves and Dom/Masters like some do toilet paper. 
The One who has captured me will have all my love, loyalty, fidelity, devotion, committment, honor, respect, trust, mind, body, and soul.
I seek a man, a real man. A man who knows what it is to be head of the household, can hold down a job, not still be living with his parents, and one that is still not married trying to hide it. 
I am not a petite lady, but a beautiful larger lady. I have a career and I'm mother of a child. I've been divorced for a long time; and yes, I'm still young. I hope that my Dom/Master will complement my weaks/strengths and help me conquer my fears and achive his/our goals. I do not mind working full time for I know it takes two this day in time. However, I have a goal of one day being able to only work part time so I can devote more time to taking care of Him and my child/his children.
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I have had a wonderful, self-imposed hiatus and now I return........nothing has changed how I feel and view things previously mentioned in my journal blogs. I know I am real and I know what I believe in is real. Now I just patiently wait to come across that One so like minded. |
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Let's see what else I can add..........yes, I do have a photo and yes, I will gladly share upon request.........but only after receiving one from you first. I browsed through photos from here. I was fairly happy. I enjoy people and their interests alway facinates me. However, a simple face photo would suffice.......at least for the first photo......I'm not interested in someone's pose, kinky wear, or body parts........well, at least not until I get to know you.......LOL. The face shows who you really are.........the eyes, the expression. |
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I've been taught that good things come to those who wait.....dear God please give me more patience......lol. Anyway, why is that when someone finally realizes just how honest and real you are, they run ? I mean after really talking and getting to know each other....... they vaporate....lol. Surely I'm not that ugly or they would have not kept pursuing or talking to me. Also while I'm on another soap box moment........people need to realize that your world doesn't revolve around a computer. We have lives, families, children perhaps, careers, and any of that will keep you occupied.....when you work all day.......you have work to do when you come home.......lol. I'm actually laughing while saying this. If someone doesn't respond right away.......geesh, don't take it so literally............who's gonna take out the trash or clean the toilet or do laundry? |
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Those last few entries seem to have come off as being harsh. I didn't intend for them to be harsh; but just to address some issues that others have brought to me. I am a very positive, forgiving, understanding human being. I love life and I love people. Of course I have an issue with what I look like. In fact, we all do in someway, shape, fashion, or form about different things with our bodies. Am I happy with what I look like? Of course not. Am I trying to do better? Yes, I sure am. It's hard to do it by yourself too. It sure would be nice if the One would take control over that (well everything of course for that matter...lol) and help me to do better along with discipline.
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Yes, I know the difference between a submissive and a slave. However, when one is searching and begins an involvement of some sorts, there are still not so safe people out there. What in the world is wrong with safe, sane, and consensual? What is wrong with verifying who you are? Examples: seeing driver's licenses, talking to friends or former partners perhaps in this lifestyle and vanilla. If you say you are divorced, what is wrong with showing your divorced papers? These are basic safety needs and there is nothing wrong with them. Those who are truly serious, dedicated, committed, to this lifestyle and yes in the vanilla world too, wouldn't have anything to hide. They would either offer the information before you asked or give it to you immediately after you asked. Does anyone have an address anymore or a home phone? Is everyone living inside their cell phone case? If you are real, then you have nothing to hide. I know I sure don't.
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May I clarify a few things?
First, not all overweight females resort to this lifestyle because we want to be loved. That is a natural basic human need. All humans want to be loved.
Second, just because we are overweight does not mean we are desperate, 'easy', vulnerable, gullable, stupid, idiots.
Third, I finally found a male that agreed with me that most men look for or only want petite or normal size women. Actually he said it before I did. All I know and can say to that is this: I know several, if not many, wonderful, happy 'couples'/marriages where there are overweight women involved.
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| Age: 19 |
| Las vegas,
Nevada |
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