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| So I am new to CM and guess I'll need to spend some time figuring out exactly how to phrase and find what I want. But here's what I know and what I hope for:
I know that I have harbored intense fantasies for years of being a sex slave. I don't just mean like naughty dreams of dirty thoughts. I mean it's at the point where even though I've never been a slave I will stop what I'm doing in the middle of the day to sit and close my eyes and think through involved scenarios of sexual enslavement. And it is what I make myself think about to fall asleep at night.
I took the next step and have spent the past several months finding "play" scenarios on Craigslist. I have met dominant men all over -- at their place, at mine, at motels, in cars, etc. -- to be used by them. I have been tied up, anally raped, sucked strangers' cocks, been beaten, etc. And it has been SO meaningful for me. Such treasured experiences.
So now I want more. I want to take the next step and walk down the path to true real-time ownership.
I have imagined this for years. It is possible I can find the One to make it be?
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