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| Hmmm. I hate these things. Like the little boxes say, bi switch (well, mostly Dom, but that's not to say I won't sub for the right person). Just got out of a relationship. So not really looking for anything. Happy to see what turns up.
As a general rule though. Not looking for a male Dom
*Sigh* why is it so hard to just settle down?
Ok. Not into old guys, or all the "financial dommes" (quotes and lowercase intended) what I want, it to find a few people to chat with, maybe see what happends.
Still looking for some friends
Ok, so a fair few subs have messages me asking me to "abuse this worthless piece of shit" or words to that effect. let me make it perfectly clear that I don't own worthless things.
Also, why is so hard to find a woman who isn't just into "control, abuse, obedience and humiliation"
I have no issues with control and obedience, but what's with all the abusive woman about now?
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I hate that it's over.
I hate how and why it ended.
I hate the lies and the deception.
I hate that, again, everything we was working towards has crashed and burned.
I hate the betrayal.
I hate that you made me out to be a terrible person, an Evil Bad thing that did nothing but hurt you. After everything we had, everything we did.
I hate that everything we shared, everything we went through together, means nothing to you.
I hate how you made me doubt myself, made me fear that eveything you said was true.
I hate that apparently you never really trusted me, Not really.
I hate that you couldn't grow up.
You were mine, and I loved you. Flaws and all. I wanted you to come and live with me. I would have done anything to protect you and keep you safe. And I stood by you through everything. The moods, the depression, the fear, the hate. And every time you let me down you fought like there was nothing else in the world to make me forgive you. You fought so hard for your collar, I was so proud of you, you were doing so well. I was so happy. You were sorting out your mess and I was proud to help you become such a good person.
And now? It's all gone and I feel so empty. You flew straight back to the ex you said you hated and could never trust again. So nothing's changed. You go straight back to how it was and I'm left with another hole in my heart. I didn't want this relationship in the beginning, but you pushed and pushed and I, like a fool, let you. And I fell for you so hard littlest. It was perfect, even when you annoyed me, even when I punished you, you were mine. And I adored you.
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| Age: 27 |
| Everett,
Washington |
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