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I think my new goal is to be a trophy wife. |
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Giving in and accepting my desire to serve hung cocks is the best thing ive ever done~ |
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I think a Daddy Dom/Littlegirl relationship would be amazing for me~ |
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Shopping for a new toy~ Cant decide how big i should go ^^; |
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It's been too long since i've been pounded. i need COCK. |
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Really excited to finally be able to accept my inner Little... hopefully i can explore it a ton soon<3 |
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Lately i've been so desiring of a pet role... I do so miss being kept as a kittygirl. |
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Another sleepless night, dreaming of being raped into submission... Too many people on here play games, I'm so sick of it. |
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I need something BIG inside me, asap. Wether it's a huge cock or a huge toy. Hell i'd settle for some insertion play~<3 |
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a man who enjoys the aroma of sissyboi ass is just the best~ |
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absolutely cannot get the idea of huge breast implants out of my head~ |
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the thought of changing my body to be more overly feminine is really arousing me lately... |
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To be forcefully taken by a bigger, stronger man and shown my place beneath him as his bottom, his female, his bitch - That's my purpose~ |
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I just absolutely love when men are attracted to me. I want to improve my body so more and more men will want me. |
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I wanna be like this girl~
http://pornsharing.com/sheena-shaw-makes-objects-disappear-in-her-big-butt_v77464#.VP3jcPnF-lY |
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Calling all alpha tops... |
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Sometimes I really can't believe the things i do on webcam... |
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I feel...Sexually restless. I'm in so many moods, all at once.
The mood to be held close to a hard body, feeling a warm, hard cock sliding between my cheeks, and have the tenderness fade in favor of near-violent penetration... held face-down, ass-up and completely destroyed.
But I'm also in the mood to top. I'd absolutely love a cute little bottom to bend over myself. Maybe have my cock played with for the first time in ages, and enter into whatever tight hole they may want to give up to me... That'd be lovely, too~
So restless. |
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I NEED to be taken advantage of. I NEED to be abused. Taken by the hair and bent over. Ravaged and made to feel like a good little girl. It's been far too long. |
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My pheromones have officially turned. every time i drop my panties, a distinctly... feminine sort of scent greets me. I simply must be in heat. |
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How can i be less normal... I really need ideas. |
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Things are sort of on the upswing, i suppose. Work's gotten a bit better, though i still have no idea where i'll be living soon. The sex drive is back and it's wrecking me, but maybe that can get taken care of soon.
I have my first appointment for laser hair removal in july, looking forward to not having a beard ever again ever. It'll be nice to do something for my transition, as i havent been able to do much for it lately. |
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Things have gotten hard. Hard is probably an understatement. On the brink of homelessness, barely able to afford food or the gas to continue getting to work, I'm really running out of options. I've been trying to stay positive, but having every resource you have taken from you just because you refuse to be a boy feels pretty unfair.
I'll never buckle, but i'm not sure how much longer i have, you know? |
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Things have been good. My breasts are developing nicely, I'm losing weight, my ass looks great... I'm getting much better at bottoming. Things are going well for me.
Transition's been a really positive thing for me, overall. In general, people are so much nicer to me now that i'm a girl. And i do love the attention when men hit on me. It's so flattering.
I'm still trying to settle into the new sex drive; It's intense. It's becoming this vulnerable, dependent need. But when i finally am taken to bed, it's so worth it.
And I'm still woefully unowned; but that can change at any time, you know?
Just a quick update since it's been a few months. |
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I swear, one sex dream is not all it should take to leave me quivery and lusty for a full day... so frustrating. |
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Changes. Always changes. I really do like estrogen.
my sex drive Is back. or, well, I guess that's innacurate. I have developed a new sex drive. It's quite needy, wanton, and all of that lovely lustiness. But I have a much easier time coming out of it when I really really need to.
my body's changing ever so nicely. My butt is all nice and round, and I'm growing cute little boobies. My skin is so soft, and every inch of me is so sensitive. Life is good.
my moods have been pretty good. I have some down days, but for the most part, I'm really happy.
oh, and I'm passing. I haven't been miss gendered in months.
i know this is a bit simple compared to my last few entries... I'll make my excuse that I am tired from work, and just wanted to write a bit before bed. |
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Estrogen is a lovely thing. Sort of. I am both loving and hating this process, but someday it'll pay off.
Lately I have been thinking a lot about the BDSM lifestyle. With my sex drive down to zero, I have all the time in the world to examine the core relationship aspects I want. And the more I do, the more I feel like collarme is a bad place for me to be. I am having very much trouble meeting many Dominants who take the lifestyle very seriously outside of just sex... It is a bit distressing. But, positivity is a must, and so I will just keep looking I guess. |
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It's a wonder what welcome change the hormones have brought in such a short time. Not only has my sex drive quieted down a bit, allowing me to focus on more pure aspects of BDSM, but my body is always changing in very much positive ways. Although my emotions are going haywire and my resolve is being tested, I am thankful to be on my way. |
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The cravings are getting worse. Every morning I wake up from dreams of men, women, and trans women forcing me down and brutally penetrating me, using my body for their pleasure, like a toy for them to achieve orgasm with... I wake up and there's nobdy holding me down, nothing inside of me, and I am anything but a slut. Reality can be harsh.
I desperately need to be penetrated... |
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If I see an amazon wish list on your profile, it immediately calls to mind someone that is a user, and has no genuine interest in subs outside of their money. Just a thought. |
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As of 4/3/13, I am on a testosterone blocker. This marks my first medical step in transition, and will be followed by my starting estrogen in the beginning of May.
It's already making me feel different. Though I am not getting "hard" as often, I still have a fairly high sex drive. And so my cravings for big, strong men to bend me over and fuck me raw have been magnifying... It's maddening, really. Having these cravings and no way to have them satisfied. Who knows, maybe the estrogen will even me out. |
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I will not submit to you simply because your username has "Master" in it. Nor will i submit to you simply because you CLAIM to be a Dominant. Submission is not something that can be given away so freely and without thought. True submission is built through a strong personal connection; through trust, and actually getting to know you so I have a reason to WANT to obey you. I am not here for random hookups, and i am not here for "bedroom only" types. If all you want is to tie me up and use me sexually, i am probably not the sub for you. If you are looking to build a real connection, and are actually willing to put some effort into it, then we should probably talk.
TL;DR, i am sick and tired of the people here who think they're hot shit and i should be crawling at their feet to suck their dicks or hand over my paycheck. |
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Getting fucked and cumming feels good. Submitting feels good. Being feminine feels good. None of these things hurt anyone. And so I have no reason to be ashamed of them~ This is an indirect way of noting a personal growth, and a step forward into self acceptance. |
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I have been thinking a lot lately about getting fucked... By hot, hung men, and sexy transwomen, to be precise. I have this unshakeable desire to be fucked roughly, bareback, and have the top cum inside me... marking me like a little slut. Hehe. I have an active imagination. |
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Although there are some genuinely nice people on here, the overwhelming presence of these so-called "fin-dommes" and people demanding "tributes" is quite depressing to me... I may not stay here much longer. |
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