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Ikinkuknot

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Thank you for taking the time to read my profile! � I am a sub currently seeking an experienced, skilled Dom to compliment this dark side of mine. � My wish list for my Dark Knight in Shining Armour: � 1-SINGLE... this is NON-Negotiable! I am not looking for a FWB or occasional hook ups. The potential for a long term relationship must be there. � 2-Setttled in life. Meaning no young children or ongoing ex drama. � 3-Financially stable. He doesn't need to be rich but he must be comfortable and enjoying the good things in life. � 4-High level of confidence yet not arrogant. � 5-Great sense of humour, quick wit ( sarcasm is a fabulous personality trait ) and can carry an intelligent conversation. � I am: � 1-SINGLE. � 2-Settled in life with a great career and an older daughter living in another province. � 3-Confident and somewhat controlling in my "reality" therefore seek the solitude and release of submission when it comes to my sexuality. � 4-I am quite the masochist yet for me having a variation in sexual activities keeps things fresh, exciting and alive! � Brand new to this site and now going to attempt to figure out how to navigate my way around. � � NOT willing to relocate, sorry.
7/4/2015 2:55:52 PM
She Waits.... The big day is almost here. Her heart races as her mind attempts to process how the upcoming night will unfold. They have spent some time together over the past few weeks conversing about fantasies, desires and mutual kinks. Negotiating the terms of their relationship until they have found a common ground. They have enjoyed one D/s scene that has sparked her dark side back into life. She had allowed this alter-ego to drift quietly into her past life after being broken by another but she is coming to the realization that this is who she is. It is part of her true being and to be embraced not hidden. He brings this out in her like no others have had the ability to do, reaching that which she shields from the world of judgment and ridicule. With Him she feels a quiet sense of confidence, complete acceptance for all that she is and wishes to become. An unwavering trust that He knows her better than she knows herself, that He will push her limits like no other has been permitted to do while ensuring that each step along the way she is cherished, respected and give the highest of regard for her gift of absolute trust and submission. The big day is almost here. A war continuously rages within herself, an epic battle between her daily reality and the fantasy world in which she escapes that reality. Who the world sees and who she truly is. The professional, successful and confident woman she shows to all of those she knows and meets versus the masochistic, submissive pain slut that craves the release that she shows only to Him. The release only He can bring through his own sadistic desires to Dominate, control and inflict sweet pain on her anxiously awaiting body, mind and soul. The big night is almost here. Her mind races as different potential scenarios and scenes consume her every thought. He knows what she wants, needs, craves and desires. Will He push her to an absolute extreme tomorrow night or will He ease her into the thoughts of more intense scenes? Will He take her deepest fantasy and make it a mind blowing reality or will He continue to tease her with promises of gradually increasing His level of degradation? Will He use her as his own or will she be shared? How will the next day’s events and mind fucks begin? Ahhhh… the anticipation is now monopolizing her every waking moment. The big day is here! THE day with THE night quickly approaching. She hasn’t heard much from Him all week and she is of the mind that this MUST be part of his mind fuck. Lord knows he is the absolute Master of messing with her head in the most erotic and sensual way. He is the only one with the ability to put her into that ideal submissive mindset with only a few simple words spoken. She wants to ask for further direction and clarification but refrains for fear of disappointing Him. She doesn’t want it to appear like there is a lack of trust so she says nothing. After all, this has been planned for over a week and she has made every adjustment required to accommodate His demands. Everything is set on place and she must simply await further direction from Him. She must trust Him though trust doesn't come easily to her broken soul. The big day turns into late afternoon She waits She paces She waits She begins to worry Her thoughts take on a new direction She waits Her anticipation turns into a deep disappointment She becomes angry She begins to feel hurt Surely He would never abuse His power or take her for granted Still She waits….. Then the call that instantly brings her to her knees with unshed tears in a mixture of both relief and terror….. So many emotions immediately flood to the surface with just 5 words spoken in his deep voice…. “Are you ready to serve?” "Yes Sir"
DahliaJayde
 
 Age: 24
 Houston, Texas