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If you're worth it, you'll read it...
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Hi! I'm Stephanie. I'm sometimes quiet, sometimes a little shy, and sometimes I like to sit back and watch the world go on around me. I'm playful, with a mean streak a mile wide. I'm loving, doting, melancholy, affectionate, wicked... a woman with all the human flaws included free of charge. Generally speaking, I'm pretty awesome.
What do I like? I like listening to music. I like singing karaoke. I like movies. My favorite movie is Tank Girl. Cheesy, I know, but I love it. I'm a big fan of horror and suspense movies, but I enjoy a wide range. Films based on comic books are another favorite. I like playing euchre with friends. I like taking the occasional road trip. I like snuggling in front of the television. I like kissing. I like flirting and teasing - possibly more than actual sex. I like letting my inner child out to play (sometimes she's a real pain).
I'm an eclectic pagan, and I often gather at the lunar holidays with a close-knit group of like-minded sisters. I vote, but I'm not terribly political. My views tend to be slightly left of libertarian. I'm definitely more humanist than patriot.
I'm a bit of an introvert, so I tend to be more reserved in social settings, unless I'm among friends. I live with anxiety and ADHD (if you decide to get to know me, I'll be happy to explain the effect these things have on my life, and what I'm doing to manage them), but I'm also a hostess at a busy restaurant. I've worked there for a few years now, so I figure I'm doing okay.
The important people in my life are very much a part of it, and as such, make frequent appearances. You'll get to know who they are pretty quickly. It's not uncommon to see me sitting quietly, just taking it all in, and occasionally passing it on the left-hand side. (There aren't many people in my life without at least some level of awareness regarding who and what I am.)
For the record, I went ahead and married the only man I'm interested in a long time ago (1995). My husband is a fantastic human being. He's 'nilla, but that doesn't stop him from being in love with every bit of me, accepting and supporting me. He carries my heart in his chest, right next to his own. We have an awesome 17-year-old son who also happens to be a bisexual, slightly gender-queer Gemini. With a kid like that, we never saw a need to have more. He home-schools through an online program sponsored by Ball State. When he's not working, he spends most of his time in his room with the door closed, or at his best friend's house. Pretty typical teenager.
How would you fit in? As the girl who washes my back in the shower. As the girl who rubs my tired feet/back/neck after a long night at work. As the girl who makes sure the house isn't in chaos so my anxiety can be at bay when I'm in my home. As the girl who asks if I've eaten, brings me something if I haven't, and offers something wonderful to drink, regardless. As my friend, my lover, my playmate, my plaything... (Yes, you'll probably have to keep a part-time job to help out with household finances.)
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13 Random Facts in Equally Random Order:
- I'm a total princess. I make being spoiled an art form.
- My inner child and my inner sadist are the same person.
- I married a man, but I'm attracted to women. I've got the gay. It may be contagious.
- I'm a Libra, and it shows.
- I love coffee.
- I cry easily.
- I prefer bourbon to beer.
- I'm very affectionate, and not very secretive about those affections.
- I have a lot of pets - one dog, three cats and a turtle.
- I think that marijuana should be legal for adult use, regardless of medical need.
- Brushing my teeth makes me gag (but I do it anyway).
- I grew up in Indiana; I've been here all my life.
- Sometimes I pick my nose.
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I think flexibility and the ability to conform to the ways and wants of another is important and appealing in a slave. I do not think M/s should be dependent on kink. It's fun to play with the toys and trappings sometimes, but I don't want a relationship where ownership and service depend on it. I look at kink like frosting on a cake... I like a little bit of frosting, but too much masks the flavor of the cake underneath, and I'm a big fan of cake.
Regarding Polyamory:
In the same way that I'm "kind of" bisexual, I'm also "kind of" polyamorous. How I "do poly" is centered around a root M/s dynamic. For me, poly isn't so much a self-descriptor as it is a label that loosely fits my personal lifestyle. To be my girl is to be My Property first and foremost. You will live and serve in my home. This renders moot the whole metamour discussion where you're concerned; if you need to be with more than just me, we're completely incompatible. You also need to understand that my marriage is a priority for me. Although I don't place one partner above another, my (monogamous to me) husband is vanilla and not subject to the same control dynamic I'll have with you. Sometimes, lifestyle precedes love style. YMMV.
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I'm waiting for your message...
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Mmmmmm... www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YIIM1EVDqg |
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Some days, I can elevate passive-aggressive behavior to nearly art form status. |
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IF YOU:
? have no profile
? are not from the United States
? are male
? are a Domme
? are a couple
? are not between the ages of 24 and 47
YOUR MESSAGES ARE AUTOMATICALLY ROUTED TO MY BULK MAIL FOLDER. I PROBABLY WON'T READ THEM. |
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Everyone on this site is an adult (or at least claims to be). Why, then, is it so hard to say, "I've decided I'm not interested in pursuing this any further"? The disappearing act is both childish and cowardly. Grow up, people. |
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The Invitation
~ Oriah Mountain Dreamer
It doesn't interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn't interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me
what planets are
squaring your moon...
I want to know
if you have touched
the center of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life’s betrayals
or have become shriveled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.
It doesn't interest me
if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
"Yes."
It doesn't interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me
who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the center of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments. |
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| Age: 36 |
| Jackson,
Ohio |
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