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| It is easy to see myself as too old and too fat to be attractive to most people. But in looking at myself in the new year, there are unique qualities about myself that I would appreciate in others were I to find them, regardless of age or appearance. It is good to consider that there are bound to be others like me.
I can be very open to risks and alteration to please others. To this end I am open to brainwashing/hypnosis in order to please someone. The main thing I seek in others is passionate desire for sexual pleasure. This could be manifested in a lifestyle, dominance, or submission. It could be to take, or be taken, but one of us would need to be in control.
The door to the dungeon beckons but remains open for you. We may talk. You may learn more about the dungeon of my mind, heart, and passion. You may learn that I will embrace the darkest parts of you that you may not have wished to explore before. But to know for sure of the pleasures of giving yourself over to yourself, there is only one way to find out. You must walk into the dungeon, close the door that locks as you close it. Still, you have the key to unlock it. That is why, just for you in this instance, the shudder on the barred window opens and the cold light of the vanilla day shines through. The only action left for you, from the bottom of your soul, is to throw the key out the window. For when that is done, the shudder will close for you forever, and the lights to the dungeon will come on. As I live, I will be waiting for you.
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