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Likes...
Bondage (any kind)
Corner time
Discipline
And just about everything else in that area of topic.
I like music. Prodigy, Depeche Mode, Dresden Dolls, and alot more.
I like sleeping with someone I care about next to me...or at my feet...or in a cage near me. Any of those is fine. :-)
And I like challenges.
Dislikes:
I do not like liars.
I do not like fakes.
I do not like people who cant take the time to spell things right. ie. wut's up. Thats aggrivating.
I do not like conservative christians who think everything is a sin right off the bat because a book told them in not so many words and an old man whos gone a long time without sex except for those random choir boys tells them that sex is evil...looking beautiful is evil...human emotion is evil...we are evil. Get a life and more, so get a grip on reality. We are what we are. God did not make us this way. To not sin is to not be human. To not to be ourselves is to not live life as is was intended. Anything other than imperfection is droll. I am done ranting about that. :-p Hehe.
Me:
I am 20 years old, I drive a Mitsubishi Spyder 2005 it's my baby that Ive tuned. I work out of my apartment in which I live alone with my dog Max. I am a dom and sometimes switch with the right lady. I don't particularly think that because of my age I know nothing. And neither should you. Dont judge the book by its cover because of other bad experiences. Keep an open mind. I might just be perfect for you. As perfect as one can be I suppose. If youd like to chat, please feel free to write to me. Id love to hear from you!
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"Spirtuality is not Theology. Theology literally means, "thinking about god". Spirtuality is thinking about self. It is not religion or religious dogma."
Im not sure why this struck me as important. Nor do I know why this phrase in particular meant anything to me. I'll try to explain. Work my thoughts out. Your feedback would be nice.
Spirituality is not Theology. I think about Spirituality and my own mortality daily. They weigh heavily on my heart. Although my attitude is based off of a Zen attitude, parts are jaded. The death I've seen, in real life, on the news daily and video games has turned my view of life from that of something beautiful to...decay. I see a old lady crossing the street, I see the bus hitting her. I see a baby being pushed down the side walk by its mother. I think to myself. The mother will die. The baby live for a short while longer. I believe the reason I think so much on my mortality is I see it happening to me when I look in the mirror in my bathroom. The reflection on the river shimmering like I am inconstant. A blip along the flow of time. But I also see in that same reflection, time moving on, flowing down the river. And my image reflected back at me staying. So am I constant? I dont know. So I think.
"Theology means thinking about god"
I dont think there is one single god. If there was an all powerful being why would the world be as it is? Why would neighbors shoot eachother over some land? Some turf? What significance is that block of city more important that life itself? I know if I was god I would wipe this earth clean and start fresh. The...death, decay and the lack of honor among men and women would sicken me. Or I would take those that cause harm unjustly out of the picture. Let them start again. Maybe this time they wont be so...calloused and dishonorable. I agree with the statement that no parent should see the death of their children.
"Spirituality is thinking about self"
Some might see this as a selfish statement. I assure you, you are wrong. To think about ones self is to be conscience of existing. To think of self is to think of others. Example: If I think 2+2=4 then do others? Those that think this way often band together. Thats why were all here right? So if domination+submision=harmony and the furtherment of both involved do others think this as well? I say yes to you. To be selfless is to not exist, but to be selfish leads to narcissism. A balance must be achieved. So then would not Dom+Sub=Balance? I believe it must. To be Dominant means to care about your gift, your Submissive. You protect them, show them the way, discipline them when they go astray. To be Submissive means to devote yourself to Him/Her. To serve Him/Her. And in return you get that shelter, the loving embrace, the peace and harmony all look for in life.
Ah. I believe I have sorted out my thoughts. Why that statement caught my attention. I believe we are all gods in our own right. I believe there is something or somethings bigger out there than us, but they do not make their motives or presence known to us. So we must become what we seek. Gods. Submissive or Dominant, we should be equal in eachothers eyes. We should strive to better ourselves and eachother through leadership or servitude. There is no one person more powerful or higher up than another. We all came from the same place, we all end up in the same place. From ashes we rose so ashes we fall. What we do in between is up to us. But we must remember no matter what we do in this life, the next holds no bearing over it. We all must learn our lessons. For the Dominant, maybe it is to learn how to lead, or how to teach. The Submissive, to serve or possibly learn how to kneel to curb their egos. Whatever your path, I believe you should keep your mind open, heart ready to make that leap, and spirit ready to kneel down or perhaps help someone learn how to kneel. Mind Body Spirit, thats where its at.
But hey, I could be wrong, maybe we're all just sadisitic and masochistic. *shrugs* what do I know, Im just a 20 year old kid eh? :-) |
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| Age: 37 |
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