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I must do this. I must find a dominant counterpart to serve loyally, and undergo training. I am a complete novice, only having thought about all this bdsm for years, yet with no real time experience. I won't bore you with all of the fantasies I have thought about---the truth is nothing hurts when you masturbate, so fantasies and real life, should not even be mentioned in the same breath. Additionally, in fantasies, everything is your way, the way things play out, and in real time, Mistress directs everything, and does things HER way. Ok, I am married--I cant help that, yet I still seek to serve a domme, because I guess I am selfish in this way,wanting to fulfill my deepest needs, because if I were to die tomorrow, that sub part of my life would have been a complete waste of my unique life. I feel it would be a complete shame for the deeply sub part of my soul be unactualized. That's just the simple truth. I am a real person, and not here to waste anyone's time. I am not a fraud or
here to harvest your email address in any way by leaving you yahoo addresses to contact me etc....I hope you can appreciate the chance I am taking, rather than scold me for
"cheating" on my wife,etc... I must do this.
The fact I ahve no one to serve gnaws at me daily, and makes me lonely in that regard.
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