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2/2/2018 7:07:23 PM
My master has been discussing FGM with me. He says he isn’t demanding it and that it is my choice, but that if I were to ever fully dedicate myself to him it’s what he expects. FGM, for those that don’t know, is Female Genital Mutilation. The clit, the labia, and the vulva are all entirely removed. It’s an extreme painful procedure, but we all know how much I love that. The procedure entirely removes any possible pleasure that I could be getting out of sex. I know that might sound insane. But I do what to give that up. I’m a whore. I don’t deserve pleasure. I only should be focused on pleasing my Master, my Lord. 

To Americans this is outlandish, but my Master is arabic and frequently vosits the Middle East. He tells me this is normal and expected over there.... I’ve been allowed a few hours on this site to work though any hang ups I might have with getting this surgery. Would love to know what you think!

4/2/2017 10:34:11 AM
After speaking to a few men on here, I've been fantasizing about dolcett. Does that freak everyone reading this out? It probably should. I guess I just love the idea of giving absolutely everything for my master... Including my life. Religious people talk about dying for their god. Why is my dying for my master any different? Maybe it's the Catholic upbringing but I do think of BDSM as somewhat religious. Having a master that's in charge of everything you do. The man who decides whether you deserve punishment or reward. The man who you undoubtedly listen to no matter what. I guess I kinda want my next master to be like that. To look at me one day and see that I deserve punishment and crack my bones. To be the determiner of when and my life should end. I want to serve you. Diligently.

3/31/2017 12:27:48 AM
I'm back. Y'all know what that means? It means another Dom dumped me. This last one told me I was so broken it wasn't any fun to force me to do fucked up shit anymore. ... Every time I think about it I get wet all over again. I guess I just love being called broken. Anyways, he broke my only hard limit which was no scat. I can't even tell you how vile it is to be shat on. ... But then what it feels like to be told that you're literally worth less than shit. Here's a really fun aspect of my treatment that I thought you sexy men would love to hear about. He bought a fucking tarantula, and would leave me tied up in the tub with it for hours. He'd just stand over me watching me having panic attacks and jerk off on my face. *Holy shit* it was literally so hot. I can't explain how amazing it felt to see my emotional well-being mean absolutely nothing to the man I'd die for. Everyone talks as though Dom's are supposed to love their subs. Maybe some enjoy that, but I much prefer it when they despise me.

1/29/2016 7:45:43 PM
My dream is to have a home in which children are taught the proper roles to be the norm. I want my children seeing their mother as a bitch that lives for their father's pleasure. I want them to see me smile as their father brings home other women. To watch as I suck on their father's asshole while he watches the game. I want them to watch as I get beaten, and then cry out a thank you. I want boys that grow up to know the power their cock possesses. I want them to know they command obedience from every pussy... Even their mothers. I want my daughters to learn that sucking a cock well is more important for their future than geometry. Society pushes goals onto people. Right now it's telling people that women should be empowered. I see no issue with trying to fix just a few girls and boys. Helping them to learn from birth that Men are in charge, and women are simply made to be their slaves. We need Men, desperately. I think it would be kind to raise children with such an honest message.

7/15/2015 8:10:24 PM
One clip to share my deepest desires? This. http://www.heavy-r.com/video/159001/Rotten_Fish_In_Her_Nasty_Snatch/ I want to be degraded and humiliated, I want that more than I even want to serve. I want to just be trash, and treated as it.

7/13/2015 4:18:33 PM
I get asked the same questions many times, so I figure il answer them here instead of making you wait until I can get around to answering your individual messages. The focus of the janitor hadn't really been sexual which is a hard thing to explain. He wasn't excited to fuck me, and it didn't look like any of the porn you'll find on this type of thing. I'd just be there, to service him. He'd usually have me strip naked and just spend an hour in some awkward spread out position. He wasn't jumping me, he'd barely even look at me. He'd flip through some magazines or watch porn and cum on me and smile.... He always would smile when he came on me. I was to let it dry and feel myself covered in him until bath time. He pissed on me all the time. Half of that was he just simply needed to, half was because he liked seeing how far I'd go for him. I'd get beaten, not daily and usually not too bad. He did break three of my fingers in fourth grade when I started being bratty though... I'm pretty sure that was an accident. My front tooth is chipped from a pretty intense head bang and my appendix burst from being kicked. A lot of it was about control. He'd watch me and give me instructions for how to act. He told me I made him proud when I would sit in the corner and not talk to anyone, so as a kid during my recess and lunches I usually was doing that... Because he'd randomly come in and just stare at me to see if I was doing something wrong. I know a lot of you think it's sexy that this forty year old man was fucking me while I wasn't even ten, but it was more that I was just being used. I didn't mind, actually nothing has ever made me feel more accomplished, but.... I just was more of his cum rag than anything else.

7/13/2015 2:45:01 PM
Someone sent me this link and it's something I haven't gotten over. It's quite vanilla, there's nothing overly brutal, and yet it's been such a massive turn on. If ever I would live a somewhat normal life, this would be it. Treated to however many punches my husband would be willing to give. I love how he says "you're welcome" as he stops... Clearly knowing that he's giving her everything she needs when he hurts her. http://www.heavy-r.com/video/198582/Torturing_Wife_During_Sex/ If anyone else has anything they'd like to share, I'm absolutely always interested.

7/11/2015 4:04:42 PM
I want to address something: I am a whore, but I will not commit my life to you in the course of two messages. Once I'm yours, you may do with me whatever you please, as I view it as signing away my life to my Master; but because of that I won't sign so quickly. I fulfill my need for abuse with random men around my neighborhood who rough me up for a bit of free service. I'm happy to be used, I just want so much more. To the animal of a man that's going to destroy me? I'm desperately waiting for you. Now... I've been getting a lot of questions on when the first time I was used by a man was and figured I'd share. I was in second grade, at the age of seven. The janitor of my school pulled me into his closet and stripped me naked and would originally just stare and me and cum onto my pussy and have me wait until everything dried and would send me to spend the rest of my day marked by him. I went to a private school and was sent to resource room so teachers weren't always aware of when I was supposed to be in class. He'd give me lessons on sucking his cock, and said I only looked pretty with tears. He'd beat my ass, and every single part of my body. I think the most degrading part is the fact that the very first time he inserted something into me, it wasn't even his cock but rather a broomstick. He loved to piss on me, and knew exactly how to make me cry. This continued until fifth grade when he was caught touching another student. I can honestly say that I still love him and felt nothing but jealousy when he was fired as I'd assumed I was his only "little girl".... I haven't gone into too much detail, because I'm not sure how many of you are interested, but feel free to ask however many detailed questions you'd like. Spare me the therapy shit talk though, I wanted to be used and he knew it. That was all. As always, horny and desperate to be hurt.

6/27/2015 1:32:22 AM
I'd like to be kept in a stable, in a pen, on a farm. Covered in manure, fucked by all sorts of animals.Then maybe I'd get some attention from you, and I'd get fucked by you too! I wonder which hole you would use, because there are enough dicks for me, to get every orifice filled. I've been imagining myself sucking off a donkey and getting pounded by a horse. You know what excites me most about It all? It's not the first week I'm getting my pussy ripped open by all those massive animal cocks. It's the few months in after you've left me there. It's when I start to think it's normal to be fucked by whichever animal has clawed me first. It's when I think it's normal to live in my shit. It's when I forget how to have a conversation. It's when I stop crying and start loving being in whichever pen you put me. It's when I moo or neigh instead of talking. I already feel subhuman, so being treated like I am is such a huge turn on. I fucking love being degraded- I'm a piece of shit and love getting treated like that. Please do that for me Sir? Free me from having to live with all the pretending like I'm someone presentable. I'm a worthless cow and all I want in my life is for someone to really see that. To look at me, the real me... All of me, and kick me in the face and have me suck the dirt off his shoes. I want someone that doesn't have any respect for me. I want a man who sees how completely worthless I am.... That I'm legitamitely worth less than his shit, his piss, or the ground he walks on. The man that sees that? I will give my life to willingly, and hope he'll abuse the power I give him.

6/27/2015 1:22:17 AM
I spent 3 months with a master and now he's had to leave on business. Hopefully he'll be interested once again when he returns, because I realllyyyyy loved how he used me, but he still is unsure of when he'll return so I'm now ownerless again. Sorry just felt I had to update y'all on where I've been. ❤️

5/13/2015 4:19:53 PM
One of my favorite kinks ever is a Master controlling my diet. Preferably a Master that loves tiny anorexic girls. I had one a while ago. He'd text me an exact list of foods every night that I was allowed to have the next day. He'd weigh me every time he saw me and beat me if I wasn't what he wanted me to be. On days he thought I looked fat, he'd make me choke on his cock until I threw up any extra food that was bloating me up. He liked me boney because it made me even weaker, and he liked me starving because he loved how easily it made it to manipulate and play with my mind. Every day during lunch I had to throw up and record myself doing it. I sent him the clips and he'd make me watch as he jerked off from them and came on my face. He said he loved hearing me gag and cry from hurting myself. He'd pinch my skin and tell me that he thought I was nasty because of my fat. He moved away, but if there are any masters with similar fetishes, I gained tons of weight and am so desperate to go through the process again!

5/13/2015 3:23:10 PM
I've been with many Men, and serving them brings me more pleasure than anything else in the world. When I don't have cock I crave it more than anything. I can't think fully. When I see one I honestly begin to salivate. But... I just am starting to feel bored by this. Kinky sex used to be so exciting. Now it just seems as though everyone thinks it's outlandish to piss on me, choke me, and have me blow a dog. I know. I know I'm being a terrible whore complaining like this. I should appreciate every single opportunity for degradation. I just am feeling a little bit saddened that sex seems to have lost some of its excitement. In fact, I just... I Keep on fantasizing about snuff which is quite freigtening. Have any of you Men had whores struggle with this? I'm thinking I just may need to make things even more intense to refresh everything. How have you pushed your fucktoys beyond their limits to remind them of their worthlessness? Thank you for sharing of any of you amazing Men do.

4/17/2015 12:00:35 AM
Tonight, I was used as an ash tray. It sounds silly and boring, but it was actually pretty nice. I was tied to a beam in his basement for seven hours, not able to move. He was sitting on a couch right beside me and was watching some hockey game, shaking his cigarette into my mouth. later he poured an entire ashtray on my face, and put out a cigarette on my tongue. After whining that it stung, he had me drink his dirty bong water. .... It wasn't my particular fetish tonight, but I love letting men know that whatever it is that they desire, they can do with me. My favorite part was his reasoning behind it all though: "Slut, I want to ruin every single goddamn part of you. Your organs too." .... If you live around me, let me know your fetish. The more interesting, the more interested I am :)

4/16/2015 11:59:59 PM
Tonight, I was used as an ash tray. It sounds silly and boring, but it was actually pretty nice. I was tied to a beam in his basement for seven hours, not able to move. He was sitting on a couch right beside me and was watching some hockey game, shaking his cigarette into my mouth. later he poured an entire ashtray on my face, and put out a cigarette on my tongue. After whining that it stung, he had me drink his dirty bong water. .... It wasn't my particular fetish tonight, but I love letting men know that whatever it is that they desire, they can do with me. My favorite part was his reasoning behind it all though: "Slut, I want to ruin every single goddamn part of you. Your organs too." .... If you live around me, let me know your fetish. The more interesting, the more interested I am :)

3/31/2015 3:35:52 PM
I just want to take the time to thank all of the men on here. I'm a whore, and I know I don't deserve my own pleasure, but having you all scream at me, insult me, threaten me? It's amazing. There also are quite a few of you that send me porn to watch with specific instructions, and I appreciate that too. .. I know this sounds insane, but I really want to suck each and every single one of your cocks. Small, big, black, white, fat, skinny... All of them. Kind of like this...: http://www.xnxx.com/video5378595/human_blowjob_fucking_machine

3/29/2015 8:39:21 AM
This sounds really intense, so im mot sure how much i should share... But i really love the whole idea of body modifications.... The two biggest ones that id want are that my vocal chords be cut. I love that it would take away the biggest human element from me. I wouldnt ever be able to voice my opinion or fears.... Because there isnt anytjing i have worth sharing. Not ever being able to talk again is so amazingly hot to me. It proves once and for all that im subhuman. Plus, I'd go legitamitely insane never ever being to communicate again... Which leaves me in the perfect position to be taken advantage of!! The next thing is I'd want my ring fingers cut off. It's so simple to do, but it tells everyone what separates me from regular women. It's not just that I can't get married, it's more. I don't deserve to be loved. God I want this so badly! It's body mod so I'm not expecting most of you amazing Men to like this, just wanted to share :)

3/28/2015 10:57:18 PM
Holy fuck. I doubt anyone else would be interested, but this is so fucking hot to me. http://www.xnxx.com/video351738/trash I love when men force their whores to recognize what they really are.

3/28/2015 10:42:07 PM
I'm the kind of girl that loves to please, so being paired up with the most critical men is a whole new level of torture for me. I want the man that nit picks. The one nothing is good enough for. Here's the only thing I ask..... When I'm not good enough for you, please punish me? Punish me for not respecting you enough to get everything perfect. Hurt me when I don't please you completely. Hurt me however you want... Some men like to punch, whip, fuck, piss on, beat, cut... Anything. Be aggressive, be cruel, and be mean. I know I don't have a right to ask for anything, but the masochsit in me wants it so badly. ... New picture of my tits. Hope it pleases all you men on here!

3/2/2015 11:20:29 PM
Ive gotten a lot of flack for my last post... I recognize that it is disgustig... But thats the pOint. I dont want to be some sexy girl you want to fuck... I want to be your animal youre dosgusted by, but still get pleasure out of hurtig.

3/2/2015 3:32:45 PM
I've been pissed on many a time. I love the feeling.... But two nights ago, I was shat on. I'm sure most people reading this are disgusted... I'm heaving just from remembering. This particular Man loves ass eating, and I regularly do that for him. He sits on my face while doing other totally nonsexual things. I love that. He makes me feel terribly unsexy... I don't know why I like that. Maybe because it makes the humiliation more real? Anyways, he likes to force my entire face between his cheeks and sit down hard. He doesn't get up until I've sucked well enough or passed out. All was going as normal... And then I felt and then smelled the most nauseating thing hit my mouth. I tried to fight, but he push down harder and continued filling my mouth with his filthy shit. I tried to be good and keep it down but I threw up all over. A combination of his shit and my old food covered the floor, myself, and his ass. He stood up and told me to lick him clean. Then he walked away and told me to clean everything up and leave, that he was done with me for now. I left, got into my car and sobbed. I was covered in shit it was in my hair and everywhere. I stunk and couldn't stop gagging... It took me a while to appreciate it... But now... Hell I think it's hot. I'm so fucking worthless, and I love that everyone knows it! My new goal is to be able to swallow and keep it down. As always, desperate and worthless ❤️

2/10/2015 4:42:15 PM
Id love to live in a world where men were able to adress how muvh better they are. Yknoe how blacks were enslaved before the civil war? I kinda wish women treated that way. Enskaved. Beaten. Put to constant wirk for the benefit of their masters. A slave that ran away was beaten untik they were killed or returned. I think about all of us whores having our clits removed at birth so there was never a concept of our own sexual oleasure. Our job is to serve with no qurstions asked. Public beatings and no legal rights would make it so much easier to serve... Dont you think? Super curious to know your opinion.

As always,
desperate for cock..... lexie



2/7/2015 12:32:21 PM
I think that drowning is a technicque that many Doms shy away from, and thats a real shame considering how freightening it can be for te whore thats experiencing it. Here's one of my ultimate fantasies:

You come in looking meaner than usual, and i cant help but whimper as my pussy starts to moisten. You place a thick black leather collar around my neck abd tighten it to where i still can breath, but it takes all my focus and a lot of energy. I love the feelig of my neck being squeezed like this. You then open the the collar and place a very thick plastic bag over my head. Im startig to get nervous as you tighten the collar as is it had been moments befre. Earlier i enjoyed the pressure. Now im scared. I gasp for air while there is none and the clear plastic suctions against my face. Im petrified this is how youll end me, but i see a smile and it all feels worth it. I try once mor for air and begin getting lightheaded. Just as im about to pass out you cut the top of the bag open and watch as i pant for oxygen.

Its then that you tell me about a game that we're going to play. You start pissing into the bag. At the the beginjng i feel it around my chin, but it rises up to mouth. You tell me this is called "DRINK OR DROWN" if i cant swallow your piss in time, it will cover my nose and ill drown that way. It seems simple, but it isnt. Your piss so quickly rises up. I cant seem to swallow fast enough. Im scared and shaking as you hold the bag of piss filled up to my eyes shut. I dont know if ill make it, but i know ill enjoy in the way that a whore is suppose to

2/5/2015 4:02:12 PM
When i play with my flithy cunt, i think about what my future master will do to me. How he'll continue to beat me, even after ive passed out. How he'll keep me locked up in a cage for months, just like solitary confinement. How he'll piss in my ass every morning, and with the help off a buttplug, make sure that im filled with his waste every single day. How he'll starve me, and when i cry that ill eat anything, he'll have me suck the shit out of his asshole. How he'll tie up my tits until they're purple, and stick skewers through my nipples as they bleed. How he'll tattoo and burn me in ways that make it permantly obvious that im nothig.
 
Many of you are messaging me saying that you dont think i know what im in for. I know its against the rules for a cunt to talk back to a Man... But i really really. Really know how brutal You can be. And i want it so fucking badly.

2/3/2015 11:12:49 AM
Dear Men on this site: You're all amazing. I'm not just saying that. I have spent such a long time looking for the men I'd fantasize about. I couldn't figure out why no one in real life was acting like they did in the porn that made my pussy gush. I so desperately wanted to serve and to be hurt. I only wanted a Man that identified enough with that role to want it. To want to hurt me. To cut me. To beat me. To ruin me. I wanted to sacrifice everything to please Cock; I only wanted a Man that would demand it. I've finally found this place filled with so many of you and I'm a bit overwhelmed. I want to please, but I don't know how to do so when there are so many Men I should be serving. I want to submit to all of You, but I simply am not able to make that commitment instantaneously. I know that's evidence of my failings as a whore, and I'm sorry. I know I have no right to ask for anything, but please be patient with me. I feel so lucky to even just have my ass looked at by most of the Men on here. Please don't let anything I fail to do give off any other vibe.

2/3/2015 1:13:10 AM
While I love the fact that I choose to be a whore, I so often dream about that choice being taken away from me. I fantasize about my master drugging me every time I earn his cock, so that later while I'm shaking, sweating, and going through withdrawal, I'm screaming at yelling to have more cock. I want to so obviously be a fucktoy that I not be able to formulate complete sentences. I want my mind reduced to less than a seven year old girl's. Do that to me please? Destroy what I value most.

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 Age: 40
 Pretoria, South Africa