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| So you are on collarme which means that you are probably spammed every day with one sentence (or even one word) emails. you deal almost daily with men who beg you to be their Mistress despite being listed as a sub/slave. Oh and no one reads your profile ever before messaging you. It’s similar for us men as well. I have more models from 3rd world countries that need a grand to get back to the states to be My slave than I can count.
Well now that the humor is out of the way, I will tell you a bit about me and why I am here. I am 40 from California, and I have been involved in the scene from a young age. My earliest erections came from watching women tied up and struggling on television as a kid. I have over 23 years of experience in the scene covering the entire gambit of activities. Over time, my tastes have gotten darker and more demanding. I don’t know how to be gentle anymore.
To be upfront, I have a slave whom I cherish. she is the most wonderful and perfect slave I could imagine, but she is disabled, and she is not able to take the pain and suffering I need to give. This has been somewhat hard on me since I really need to make a woman suffer in order to fully be able to pleasure myself. I am not looking for a replacement for her. I do not need a 3 holed fuck toy. I have one in her, and I always will. What I need is a piece of meat to make suffer, degrade, punish, humiliate, ruin, and break.
To be clear, I am not interested in fucking you myself. you are unworthy of My cock. This doesn’t mean you won’t be penetrated or used by others for My pleasure/amusement or if it furthers your training/humiliation. The best you might earn from Me is some of My cum in a dog bowl to lick up, but that would take a lot of work on your part.
So if unlike everyone on here, I am not interested in getting in your pants, what do I want? Well let’s talk about humiliation. Let’s be honest, being called “slut” doesn’t have the feeling it once did for you. Sadly, a lot of men on here are thinking with their cocks and think that humiliation is making you blow them within 10 minutes of first meeting while calling you a whore. That’s just unimaginative and generally unappealing to most real sub/slaves that I know. That is the advantage to Me. Humiliation is psychological. It takes knowing someone and finding their weaknesses and then exploiting those weaknesses in ways that make them feel shamed and degraded. Young and inexperienced Doms are too concerned with putting their dicks in you to really degrade you and make you feel like a worthless piece of shit cum dump. Imagine enduring a truly degrading situation and feeling low, desperate, and shamed. Imagine how you would beg to be fucked just so you could feel pretty and in control again, and then being told “no. you are unworthy” as you sobbed in your cage and wished for a cock or a cake or something to take your mind off of how pathetic you are. I would lick the tears from your cheek, and begin working on something even worse to inflict upon you. That is a small taste of what I am looking to do.
My interests include such activities as extreme and cruel humiliation and degradation, hucow play, slave pig play, doggie girl play, body modification, extreme breast torture, control over behavior, micromanagement, and other more typical forms of play such as bondage, caning, fisting, dildos, etc. To go into more depth, I enjoy the extreme forms of humiliation that come from getting to know someone’s weaknesses and exploiting them (think shaving your head, made to fuck a fat ugly smelly stranger while wearing a paper bag on your head as if you were the ugly one, being masturbated by remote vibrator controlled by Me while in a very public place, etc depending on who you are and what fucks with you). Petgirl play is also pretty important to Me. I like to go pretty far with it, and not just limit it to highly elaborate outfits, but to include degrading behavior, caging, licking feet for 15 minutes at a time, smelling my ass, eating disgusting food out of dog dishes. For the right person, body modification can be fun. This can take a lot of forms. For example, some feminists would look a lot better with a set of 44FFF tits and shaved bodies, shaving heads, rings in nipples/labia, tattoos, branding, scarification, etc. Again it depends on the person and what would be the most beneficial to their training/degrading/humiliation. Extreme breast torture is something that the ideal candidate will be willing to take. I might message you if you aren’t into pain because you have other qualities I find appealing, but I honestly love to torture tits. When I am being gentle with tits, they still turn out black in the morning. I find it almost impossible to not cause incredible pain to those if given half a chance. Behavior control/micromanaging is also something that can be fun to do with the right whore. This can take a lot of roles again depending on who you are. I have done some things with food, toilet, dress, etc. This can be a fun way to humiliate someone who is a feminist, has weight issues, etc, and for some people it can be a very enjoyable way to manage behavior.
Essentially, everyone is different, and there is no one right way to do what I am looking to do to you. To some less experienced and non-exhibitionist types a bound gangbang arranged on where they are a public party toy might be terribly humiliating. To a lot of sub/slaves I have known, that is the 3rd Saturday of every other month. I’m as real as it gets, and I am dark and depraved as I can get. you will have less power over Me than you can imagine since you will never ever get graced with My cock, and it will fuck with you worse than you can imagine. In my opinion your sexual preference doesn’t matter since this isn’t about sex. I would prefer a female or pre/post op transgender as I will want to do horrible things to your tits. I don’t really want men as I don’t think I can gain any enjoyment out of humiliating you, and I probably won’t talk to you if you message me (not that you are likely to care about this last sentence, and I expect 80% of my emails to be from male subs).
I am mostly looking for something online, but I am open to RL in the correct circumstances with a truly remarkable slave slut. you must like humiliation everything else is awesome but negotiable.
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