I'm deleting this profile. Honestly, right now, the way my life is, I simply can't handle everything I'm getting. I'm highly emotional, I keep getting angry emails, or ones that simply say, "Look at my profile and email me if you like it", who get angry when I don't email. 

I have always loved BDSM. As a Domme or as a slave, or anything in between. But this...there are so few who understand, who are willing to work on it, and are willing to do actual work. And so, I'm out. 

Goodbye. 

I don't think I understand this age of BDSM. Maybe I'm old...I don't like that. 

But seriously, there are so many profiles, both men and women, who simply want money. Even slaves are doing it. I'm really having a hard time understanding it. I recognize having a job and giving my paycheck to my owner. That makes perfect sense to me. But buying someone's dinner, or clothes, or items on their wishlist, just so you can imagine a sense of ownership? 

I may not be old, but I've been in this lifestyle officially since I was 18, and spent years before that learning and trying to understand, and I simply do not understand this way of doing things. Maybe someone can explain?

Just got lectured by a lesbian bible humper. Not in a good mood now. 

i'm told many of my fantasies are dangerous. :'(