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| Hello, and thank you for taking the time to read about me.
I'm a truly kind-hearted beta sub/heavy masochist. I'm recently divorced, and I have been going to many play parties over the last several months, meeting incredible people and doing some amazing scenes. However I'm finding that the more I learn, the less I know -- especially about myself, my wants, and my needs. My play style is very diverse. I enjoy scenes from the most gentle, sensual, largely painless style to the mediyou know who you are): I will still gladly continue to give myself to You to do to me as You please, as the intimacy is there. As for meeting new play partners, please know that if I meet you for the first time at a party, I'm going to be more interested in talking to you than jumping into a scene. Also please know that I am looking for serious relationships. Not necessarily exclusive or monogamous, at least not until that one special person comes along, but serious emotional/spiritual/intellectual connections which form the basis of bonding, trust, and intimacy. As far as monogamy goes, I don't really even know that that means anymore, and I'm open to many possibilities -- monogamy with intercourse but not with other forms of play; open relationships with rules; being party of a BDSM family; or even marriage. I am not dead-set on anything right now. I have too much to learn about the scene and about myself. I know for certain only one thing: I must take better self-care and be more protective of my own emotional well-being. That is a hard limit.
Play safe, live free, and take good care.
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