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I am owned and collared by Master Ian Black with whose guidance has led me to this wonderful world as his play toy and lover.  I am a very lucky woman to have Him in my life and his wonderful, loving, caring spirit to teach me.

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1/12/2009 9:15:46 AM
I don't know why I have the feelings that I do. All I can tell you is that for the past 3 months my life has not been my own anymore.


As You know, I'm a very strong willed woman who has been the strength for so many in my life. I've always had to make decisions from silly small things to the big decisions. I've always hated that I resent making decisions because it doesn't match my life. Conflicts such as this have left me vulnerable, unsure and very self conscious.


Over the past 3 months, my world has been shaken and turned upside down. This has been a rollercoaster ride for sure. Lots of exciting thrills and some shaky emotions along the ride. However, I don't regret one day of it.


I can't regret it because I've fallen for my friend and Master. I've yet to fully understand the lifestyle with which we exist, but I do know that my world would not be complete without You as my Master. I miss you when I don't see or hear from You. I feel awful when things are tough for you. I want to make you feel better, to please You, to be there for You.


Having always made the decisions, it is very tough to give someone else control. I know I want to let go. In some ways I have and in others I am trying. I'm so not used to the emotions that it all brings and that scares me. I am a planner and am always looking at the big picture and the little details, where things are headed and the consequences of my choices. With You all of this is out the window. It is a disconcerting way to exist.


Master, You are like the Wind. You are always there, but I can't always feel you. Sometimes you are gentle and sometimes brutal, sometimes warm and peaceful and other times cool and exciting. It is all of these ways that intrigue me and find me giving up more of myself to You. I am at peace with this decision.

1/4/2009 5:06:56 PM
This new year has been a quiet start. Unlike the end of 2008.  With plenty of quiet time to reflect and consider, I know I am where I am meant to be. I've made some friends and I have developed some deeper relationships with others. All in all, 2009 will be more of a calmer, more successful year and one filled with great memories and experiences. 

12/29/2008 7:59:13 PM
I am so happy that You have brought me into Your circle and You are helping me learn and introducing me to some great people. I love our time and Your use of my body for Your own pleasure. You are amazing and wonderful and very very good at what You do. I love you Master.

12/26/2008 5:18:08 PM
I am so looking towards this new year and all that our relationship brings. I thank you for pulling who I am out. I cherish our time together and even when it seems otherwise, I am grateful for having YOU in my life.

12/25/2008 10:24:52 AM

"I’m Yours" by Jason Mraz

 

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks, and now I’m tryin to get back

Before the cool done run out I’ll be givin it my bestest

And nothin’s gonna stop me but devine intervention

I reckon it’s again my turn, to win some or learn some.

 

But I won’t hesitate no more no more

 it cannot wait, I’m yours.

 

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you’re free

look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We’re just one big family

And it’s our god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

 

I won’t hesitate no more no more

 it cannot wait, I’m sure

There’s no need to complicate, our time is short

This is our fate, I’m yours

 

Do do do do

scooch on over closer dear

so I can nibble your ear

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass, and so I draw a new face and laughed

I guess what I’m sayin is there ain’t no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and so just go with the seasons

It’s what we aim to do, our name is our virture

 

But I won’t hesitate no more no more

 it cannot wait, I’m sure

There’s no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I’m yours

 

 


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 Age: 23
 Winston-Salem, North Carolina