Brand new wrist collar today from Master, WHAT A WONDERFUL surprise! He wants to have it fitted for my ankle so that I can wear it at work, but for now it is TOTAL PERFECTION in my heart and eyes and can easily slip into my pocket for when I need to be more discreet. It has Master's name on it which makes made me smile :D

Well it's been just about a week and I have had some nice conversation, which is a step in a positive direction.

(More) I am always stepping, hopefully forward, occasionally looking backwards and taking my little journey. I am also always hoping to learn from others as well as from introspection. As Master is fond of saying "Girl, that damn brain of yours!" (with a smile and an exasperated forehead slap sometimes) and "What did I tell you about thinking?" (answer, jokingly, "Don't do it")

Yes, I am a thinking slave and any friends I may encounter should be thinkers as well. I like to know what makes people do as they do or what they THINK makes them do as they do (sometimes these things are not the same)

I am hoping to meet some people that I can be safe to discuss a myriad of topics with related to this lifestyle while being nestled at the feet of my Master. This thought occurred to me about a month ago while we were visiting with some of our wonderful vanilla friends. We were all sitting around in a group talking and joking around, Master kept grabbing their puppy by her collar and making her stay at his feet. Patting her head and rubbing her when she did as he desired and grabbing the collar more tightly and speaking more sternly when she acted like the crazy puppy that she is. As I watched and listened I envied her, because in this company it was acceptable for him to be training her and having her sitting there, and I was sitting like a regular girl on a chair next to him dreaming that we were in a different group and that I was the one sitting there at his feet. In a place where it would just be a given and not raise an eyebrow.

This is just one of the many reasons that I would like to cultivate a group of like-minded people to socialize with.

That's it for now,

So how was your week?

Just checking this part out.

So my profile seems super lame to me. Good Lord, how I hate making those things, but it is what it is right?

Anyway, this might actually give more insight into me than my profile itself does anyway.

I'm just in need of some lifestyle friends. I do have a couple of friends who are very open to the lifestyle, but I used to have a good base of online "s" type friends and a few r/t friends and now, I just feel a void.

Alot of things happened in my life which is why my previous base of friends has diminished. Life happens and you move on and restart.

Ever the butterfly in transition. Which means that I am truly living :)

Okay, so sitting here thinking.

I attempted to have a little girl day back at Christmas time with one of my open minded friends. I thought that it would work out well. We had a great day but she just couldn't wrap her sweet head around being a little girl and just wanted to shop for the holiday.

What I'd envisioned is that wonderful feeling of running amok and being silly (with Master's approval of course) Lolipops, swing sets and sitting on Santa's lap (whoa it isn't cheap to sit on his lap, quite a racket that bearded dude has, ANYWAY....) So we did end up getting to the mall, decided against the Santa thang and then she wanted to shop shop, not silly little girl shop, but serious "I'm a Mom" shop. We had our candy canes, we had our Santa hats but the internal **magic** was just blocked due to the whole "Get 'er done" thing with shopping. We ended the day with Pop Rocks and Cotton Candy (what ever you do-do NOT try to eat pop rocks with vodka-just OUCHIE on the tongue)

So what I am hoping to find is a friend (or friends) who know that magical feeling and who want to occasionally go out and be silly before returning home to Daddy's boots.