Five sexual experiences in and out of the lifestyle:

OUT

Number one: 300 hundred feet in the air in the nose cone of a wind turbine. After climbing all the way to the top and getting settled in to work, we realized that a part was missing. HE radioed down to the ground for the part to be brought to us. While we were sitting there, just he and i....I decided that we needed something to do to keep us entertained. So....I unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick. And gave him an amazing blow job 300 feet in the air!

Number two: Our first night together. We had never met face to face. I drove 1457 miles to meet him. It was love at first site for me. We  met at two am and he had to be at work in a few hours. Even still he spent those last hours making  me feel comfortable and was very loving. It was one of the best days of my life.

Number three: The first night we got to go out he took me to a club. I love to dance and I had an amazing time. Seeing him work the room was a huge turn on. He bought me roses and made me feellike the most important person in the room. On our way home...he pulled over onto this road. The field was covered in snow and the moon made it look like diamonds. I was so turned on I didnt want to wait until we got home.....it was SO cold but we were hot enough to melt ALL the snow that night.

Number four: The first time we had sex in the light. I was very self concious of my body but he was tired of me being that way. He got home from work one night and I guess he was tired of showering in the dark. He made me undress and take a shower with him with the lights on. I was SO embarassed! But he made me feel better about myself .......Number five also has to do with me and my insecurites....a few days after the shower he took me into the bathroom and we made love on the bathroom counter....it started out in the dark but he soon had the light on and made  me watch us....this paired with the shower made me feel alot bewtter about  myselfand now I dont mind the lights on at all.

IN

Number one: The greenville casino. Somefriends of ours and I had planned an overnight stay at the casion. They were going to ride the bike and i was going to follow behind in my car. As the day wore on, He told me how to dress and what to take with  me. I was reasdy to go and was loading things in  my car and getting the final touches of my hair and make up done. My friend called me out of the bathroon and guess who was standing in the living room? Turns out they all had planned this suprise for me! We all loaded up on the bikes and headed out. We played the slots and tables for a while and He went to the room to lay down and rest. I came in to check on Him a little while later and he was waiting for me. He took me into the bathroom with our bag of goodies and tied my wrist together and hooked me to the closet door. There I stood in my sexy "hooker" boots and nothing else. We worked me over real good. The sex was amazing. I can'tr wait for another trip to the casino!

Number two: A night at the office. I was instructed to grab my bag and meet him at the office. When I walked in he took my bag and instructed me to undress. He layed out all of our toys and told me what he planned on doing with each one. He placed the plug first and went down the line. It was amazing because just hours before the office was teamimg with peoiple. Everyday at work after that i thought about what happened in the room. I left that night wearing the plug. Even after I left himthere he was with me! It was a fun and sexy experience!

Number three: The dark room. Every so often at work...the urge would hit us. This was a different kind of day bc this was during the time the "other" woman was there. It had been awhile since we had been together and it suprised me when he told me to meet him there.....he bent me over the stool and counted me down. Then I cleaned him up with my mouth. As we were waLKING OUT OF THE ROOM THE OTHER WOMAN WALKED IN THE DOOR!  i grinned at her...she knew what had happened. Remember..she had no idea what she was gettinginto with us......it was a memorable experience......bc I knew that I was back on top.

number four: My first punishment. (read it in the other section) The sexual part of this is that after the initial shock wore off and he talked to me...he asked that i pleasure him. Through the tears and such....i pleasured him. It was very humiliating and at the time I was mad and didnt want to do it. I was forced into it which made it so much worse in  my mind. As i think back on it,it really wasn't that bad.

number five: James Brown Lane. The first time I realized that i really like to be tied up and choked was after a tense nbight. To vent our frustrations, we had rough,let it all out sex. He got a little sadistic and I loved it. As i responded to his roughness he added to it. It ended up being an all night long ordeal and the next day we were both refreshed and ready to start again.

The Top three PAINFUL sexual encounters:

Number one: The zipper.....delightful yet SO painful!!! This was one of the times that a quickie was called for. On the floor waiting and ready...he comes in and just un zips his pants.....the friction of the zipper on and around my pussy was wonderful and different. All the sensations in the various places the zipper hit made things wonderful and getting off was easy and as quick as it needed to be! 

Number two: One night He came into my house without warning. (i LOVE those times) I am updating this one because the encounter I am going to write about happened three nights ago! He came in and woke me up. I had no idea he was going to comeover. I fought him at first because I had no idea who was getting me! I had been sound asleep for several hours when he got there. Anyway....when he spoke my name i knew it was him and relaxed. He got me up and tied me spread eagle. And worked me over...it was a welcome release as it had been several  months since one of those. Afterwards we had kinky sex, fast sex, hard sex and loving sex.....it was a wonderful night.

Number three: The icy hot: BAD idea all around...but a good laugh afterwards! Apparently this is good for some.It was a disaster for me. I had no idea what he was doing but I figured it out REAL quick! I laid there and took it for as long as I could...I ended up squatting in the bath tub splashing water on me trying to get the burning to cease. BUT...the tendserness made the rest of the night great....so it was kinda worth it!

The three hardest things I have had to endure in the lifestyle

number one: Losing Him because i thought i knew more and was the bigger boss. Having to see Him move on without me. It would have been so  much easier if it were a vanillia relationship. No one can give me what He did.

number two: Getting over my jealousy. i learned the hard way. After showing my ass several times and going back and forth with himbecause of my jealousy...he brought in another woman. He gave me something to be jealous about. It changedmy attitude real quick.

number three: moving on in a vanillia relationship. i knew nothing about the lifestyle before Him....all i know He taught me.....and i am  no longer satisfied with anything else. After being with someone who knows you top to bottom and insideout,it is kinda hard to go from that to neing with someone who doesn't. And the sex isn't the same....can't compare and won't ever be able to compare.

My top five acts that I have enjoyed inside the lifestyle:

Number one: My first true punishment. It was scary and painfu lbut the release of guilt i felt and the way He took care of me afterwards made it all worth the pain i endured. I was still "stuck" in the vanillia life i guess and made the mistake of believeing that i was in love with my ex husband. While He was working i cheated on Him. Instead of hating me and leaving me he understood and told me what he was going to do and all would be forgotten afterwards.  This was my first glimps of an M/s relationship although i had been living it for that past year or so and really didn't know it had a name. This was the day he took the last bit of me i had and turned it into us.

Number two: The trip to the woods. It wasn't anything I had ever done before so the thought of it was scary but it was more amazing than I could have ever imagined. I was worried about being caught. Just being in an element that i wasnt used to was nerve racking to me. It made things so much better....every touch was more intense......

Number three: The red tshirt night. I have never left the house so "undressed" in my life. Talking to people with barely nothing on then getting out in public was embarrasing and I was afraid they were gonna know I had nothing on under that tshirt. Then being taken in the middle of the road with cars coming was also scary but exciting. Trust was a big issue here, but everything turned out nicely and I would love to do it again!

Number four: The trips to the scary place. Just getting caught was a big thing.....it was at the place where we worked....an abandonedbuilding behindour building...cold dark anddamp. It had an upstairs....with yellow green carpeting.....and a rickety old railing. It smelled old in there....but it was quiet...and no one ever came in there. It was a place he took me if I was being bratty at work, or if he just wanted me to pleasure him. It was a wonderful place and every now and the i go back just because.....

Number five: Orgasm countdown...The fear of not pleasing you or getting punished was not fun....but in the long run it was worth it because i can now get off in five seconds or less if I have to. He did this with punishment but it wasnt fear that drove me...just knowing what was coming was such a huge turn on that it made it easy to do most of the time.

I was instructed to list my top Ten desires in detail:

 Desire number one: To become His trophy.

Desire number two: To be able to live this lifestyle daily as His slave 365 days a year 24 hours a day.

Desire number three: To be owned by Him and wear my collar proudly.

Desire number four: To pay for the things i have done in the past that werent becoming of the slave that i should have been.

Desire number five: To carry his marks to remind me of my place in His world.

Desire number six: To physically feel His pain for the things that i have put Him through.

Desire number Seven:  To be able to do all that is asked of me in a manner that is pleasing to him.

Desire number eight: To be able to act, dress and carry myslef in a way that is pleasing to him. I am a direct reflection of Him.

Desire number nine: To let go and put my full trust into Him and our relationship without any outside influences.

Desire number ten: To make Him proud if He decides to take me on.