Happy New Year 2012~

Had a nice quiet Holiday season and am enjoying the winter as it is so far mild here in Maryland,serving my Sir(SirButch).....

Enjoying taking care of O/our home,making things comfortable,cooking and baking all the meals,learning home baked from scratch breads better at this time and working on some Valentines crafting,including O/our decorated tree,which was just too nice to take down. Sir suggested i make it themed for the different times of year. i will doing an St pattys/Easter for spring and then will do a red/white /blue themed for the summer months ahead and of course fall/Halloween-Thanksgiving,then the standard fare,lol.

i enjoy my crafting so much i have decided to make a few extras for sale as W/we have quite a bit of traffic here across from the Appalachian trail. i will be gardening and adding to the patio area,so a few days a week i will set up a stand and offer some plants,veggies and fruits,country crafts,jams,mix in a jar gifts,a few gift baskets,wreaths,quilted picture frames,bulletin boards and a few speciality baked goods along with sweet tea,cider and lemonade and bottled waters and sodas/sports drinks. i will enjoy having a marketable small home - based business! It's something well suited for this now country owned gal,lol.

my collar is now being ordered custom made from Fantasiesinleather.com,owned and operated by Archer Sir and elegant,stop and take a peek,sometime. This lifestyle has taught me many things for body,mind and spirit and i contnue to grow and learn to be the best slave and submissive i can possibly be. To be owned is to always wish to shine brightly so your Dominant can be forever proud. If the mind is enlightened the body will follow along well.....Always looking for friendship,anything more would be approved by SirButch at all times,thank you~

Family is well back in NJ and have recently become the Mom-Mom to a gorgeous baby boy on January 7th,welcome Lucus! W/we also have 7 more 4 on each side,so the family is growing rapidly! i feel very blessed and look forward to a long and healthy life with my Sir. May you all find what you seek this year and have a happy/healthy 2012~ jewels~

Happy Thanksgiving E/everyone!~

When i think back along this year and my journey in general i have no obvious regrets in getting to the place i am at right here and now.

The Dominants i have met,belonged to and that have shared or mentored me and showed me friendship, have all taught me some things,living this lifestyle and applying what works for me has polished the shine and makes me glow. My Sir keeps me shiny and valued!

There is a price to pay as nothing in life is free,but the rewards are endless if your outlook is positive and pleasant. i wake with pain each and every day,and often lay my head upon my Sir with it lingering,but i have been previously taught to embrace it,and use it's power within to exceed my daily doings,not be thwarted by it. my prayer, daily reflection,and good communication goes miles in processing life's challenges as does the ability to know my limits,and speak up to protect my resources and energies. For years i had no self worth to speak of,and valued myself as a people pleaser putting my needs last only to empty my vessel and become empied and alone. Now i put myself first,even before my Sir when i allot time for me so that i am available to Him,refreshed,invigoriated with a light about my soul that shows to those around me. i am the success of all the efforts of the past four years!

When i set out on this path i had no agenda other than personal improvement and finding a few friends. As the first year emerged i saw i could have companionship of Men if i choose and chose the Dominant to control my will,to bend me,mold me and push me through my obstacles,and eventually my walls. At the end of my fourth year i am accomplished,well spoken and versed on the lifestyle,i live it daily,but it does not live me,life has many ordinary moments that are neccessary to balance and not become fantasy based,but goal oriented and with more positives than negatives. i am the gift of submission to my Owner,the servile to O/our guests,and the pride of my surroundings,making folks comfortable and pleased when near me. i am loved deeply,possessed and have confidence i never experienced prior with others.

If in reading this you the newby,the unexperienced subbie, see something, a glimmer that connects you somehow,reach out to me please. i would be most happy to honourably help,assist or aid your success in your personal journey. It's the least i can do to give back for my good fortunes. May Y/you find what Y/you seek,and may what finds Y/you be safe,sane and satisfying. That is all W/we can hope for,the rest is the gravy on the Turkey of O/our lives. Be well~ jewels

p.s. Sir Butch owns me,loves me,provides all i need and live for including my home,my food,my basic needs. The only thing i now seek is friendship and possibly a girl to mentor and share things with,thankyou for being respectful to U/us. Any questions will be forwarded to HIM~

Had a great revelation today reading a not-so-very-sweets profile. How can a submissive make claim to being a submissive and bitch and moan so much online????? Makes you shake your head and go wtf doesnt it? When all a person has to say is the negative, that's all they will draw towards themselves. Not i, i was taught to expect the positive and ignore the nasty, it isn't worth my time, life is great,life is good,and so am i.......lmao @ ~~<~~

i tell my Sir every day how fortunate it is W/we found one another. Both of U/us had great luck finding mates here, but had bad luck in finding a mate that was sincere in themselves and what they portrayed and "delivered" in the end. Those that know me, know i am the real deal here and in person. i have a mind and mouth and the permission to use them both respectfully and honestly. While i am "sitting" here as i have been told, my Sir is sitting here beside me, as both of U/us enjoy O/our friends and family connections online. Neither O/one of U/us have a worry in the world of cheating as W/we are open, giving and honourable.

W/we look forward to enjoying time spent in the lifestyle as not all time is spent on the li goes on. May E/everyone find their perfect fit, It can be done, W/we are living real of proof of it. If W/we can be of help to anyone, answering a question on training, 24/7, M/s, bondage, etc, feel free to contact me and i will discuss it with my Sir and get back to Y/you. Hope to see some new names in Passions chat, come join U/us sometime! Would love to help a sub girl in the area and make a local friend or three~ SirButch/jewels

my visit with family back in Nj has gone as expected pretty much,some ups ,some downs but alot i have accomplished in the time here. Sir comes Saturday to get me and things i am bringing to make O/our home much more comfortable and homey. i cannot wait to see Him! 17 days is wayyyyyyyyyyy too long at this point in the relationship. Will be so content and happy snuggled up in O/our bed together Saturday nite and by the end of next week i hope to have everything put in it's proper place and orgainized nicely and neatly. i look forward to decorating for Halloween,have quite alot to put up and W/we will be pleased to get a few trick or treaters out O/our way in the country. Before i know it Thanksgiving will be headed this way and i can cook up a small sized feast for U/us two or anyone wanting to join in i am sure. i have a large prayer of thanks this year,and feel blessed overall,my heart is full,this girl wishes E/everyone well~ jewels

Had a wonderful 49th birthday,my Sir brought home the lovliest of flowers for me. Today i am under the weather but W/we have a date planned for dinner and movie when i feel up to it. Slept the day away while He sat on the sofa with me cuddled up. i am the luckiest girl to have the best Dom who loves me and takes such good care of me. Thanks to those for the birthday wishes~ jewels

W/we had an earthquake the other day and i napped right through it,although i did wake drousy and wonder what the rucus was about,lol. my Sir was up on a hydraulc lift near Virginia so He felt it much more so than i and couldn't call home to check on me for almost an hour. i am just greatful E/everyone is safe. Things can be replaced,people cannot~

Its getting cooler here on South Mountain each and every day and evenings are nippy when W/we go outside for a cigg,i imagine i will nearly quit come snowfall,lol. Winter will be brutal to me here, i will have to ask permission for alot more snuggling,hehe. Saw two does in O/our yard the other morning as i was saying goodbye to Sir for the day at daybreak. i have a family of groundhogs that play outside my kitchen window as well as a bunnie and kitty that pays me a visit here and there. i love the quiet charm O/our home is becoming and Sir is every so generous allowing me to choose what suits the decore best. He treats me so well i am baffled as to accept things at times having not been treated so well in many years if ever actually. i become very nervous when asking for something ,and He tells me to calm down and relax, He understands the abuse i have faced for many years. i am such a lucky girl. O/our kitchen is almost decorated with a blue mason jar theme and roosters on the curtains and braided rugs,its oh so charming....

i will return to NJ mid September for a week to finish packing and then W/we will most likely, depending on Sirs work schedule,as He has been almost working 7days lately,bring the rest here. Before W/we know summer will be closed and fall will begin and my new grand baby will join the family at the years closing. What a strange year this has been,such life changing occurances but adventurous non the less. God has blessed me with a Master who truly loves me for me and likes my training and eagerness to please. i hope yall find what it is Y/you seek on here,i am proof it can happen~ jewels

i am loving my life with Sir in Maryland. It is so peaceful and fresh here on top of the mountain. Today W/we had a produce vender acrossed the road, Saturday He returns so W/we will shop together. i have already made some home made salsa Sir enjoyed. i can see the trail hikers enter the Appalacian Trail. Evenings are getting cooler and when Sir and i sit outside it's a bit chilly but oh so pretty,the stars,the views of the valleys below U/us. It's "home" here.

The place is becoming more homey each day and i find where things fit much better,since space is tight,but i can get my chores done by 8 am usually after W/we rise for the day between 4-5:30 am and the rest of the day is mine. Sir calls a few times and checks on me and calls when He's heading home. Tomorrow i plan to greet Him on knees,eyes cast downward,palms up. My place has been determined and i am such a happy girl~

i cant believe July is gone already,summer is going by so fast. So many changes and all of them are exciting and postive. i feel blessed to have reconnected with my Sir and to know you belong and where you're headed is awesome. Life with no direction is very confusing indeed. i have been down to Maryland once already and back i go for two weeks! i can't wait. each time i take a few more things to leave behind and make the place more homey and "O/ours". i even got my pink key,lol. Thank You Sir, i love You~ yours xo