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| Currently will only be talking with people as a friend with no chance of going further, surprisingly I am under consideration.? Please be respectful as my email is being joyfully controlled and monitored.? Life- who knew :)?
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I have been in the lifestyle many years. I have used this site in the past but haven't been active for several years. At this point in my life I am mostly looking for friends. I have lots of experience in the life style both as a Dom and as a sub/slave. While I enjoyed both sides I have to admit my heart is truly a submissive.?
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I hope to make a few friends here and just maybe help those that may need a friend they can trust to help guide them in this lifestyle.?
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Tonight i served my Mistress again. The pain which She orchestrated was intense and erotic all at the same time. i was not allowed to cum for this was for Her pleasure not mine. She had put me on restrictions for my failures the day before. Tomorrow, i am sure, i will still be feeling the pain and recalling how i failed Her. Pleasure is mine to earn and not given freely.
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It totally amazes me how quickly Mistress has taken control of my mind and body. within days You seemed to know me better than i know myself. You have taken me into a land that is at times , very uncomfortable but non the less a place i need to go. With Your guidance i am are reshaping myself inch by ,grudgingly at times. inch.I am seeing my life and myself for who i am. i will make changes that will lead to more meaning and happiness in this life. i remain a work in progress.
As part of this process, You have re-awakened the sexual desires that had faded over the past several years. The sound of Your voice is all it takes for my sexual desires begin.
You can play my needs like a violinist. gradually building to a bone rattling orgasm.
i have never felt so totally controlled. You will reshape me on many levels Mentally which i need,sexually which is a reward for me.
Emotionally it has been a bit of a rollacoaster ride, I suspect that with the changes there wil be a lot of emotion both good and bad, and i'm to blame for the bad. The fact that my failing also caused You emotional stress has affected me emotionally. i know i must do better.
i am a slave and a slut, unpolished, with Your guidance i hope to become Your slave , one that You cam be proud of. Real happiness can only come to me through You.
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| Age: 24 |
| Hemet,
Washington |
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