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I have grown in the Lifestyle so much in the last 8 months. Master has taught me many new things, a better sense of self, and a heightened ability to Switch.
We are now actively seeking a "beta"...someone to join us in our exploration of the Lifestyle passions and all it offers. In particular, we would like to find a stable, experienced female sub who will be comfortable nude, bi-sexual, and self-assured enough to be able to handle being the third person. She will be trained by Master and used by both of us. |
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It seems time to enter updates into my journal.
Have joined another web group and there found many new and old friends. Also found the one I currently call Master.
We have reached the point when we would consider adding others to our play. |
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Time has passed, people have come and gone in my adventure, and still I seek what I cannot have.
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As i take the path to submission, i learn so much about myself.
For years i have resisted meditation, but since commanded to do "cornertime" i find it soothing to focus my energyies at the beginning of each day.
Clothing has been a central part of my day. Choosing the right outfit, cursing the size range in my closet, shopping for yet another perfect outfit. I still love that, but now find freedom in wearing nothing but a collar. Giving orders and keeping control all day leaves me exhausted....receiving and follow direction, surrendering my will, gives my soul rest. And my soul takes flight as He takes control of the body. |
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As I have decided to focus my submission on One, I will only be availble for friendship to those who peruse this website and respond to my profile. |
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Ah, the delicious first encounter with the chosen Dom! Here I can give of myself and thus receive! |
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I'm grateful for the new friends I have met here. Once again I am enjoying the fellowship of like minded people, sharing thoughts, concerns and especially, laughter! |
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Now that I have connected with, been chosen by and have chosen One from many, I feel compelled to watch for every word, eager to meet, and a deep yearning to serve. |
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Sometimes a protective friend is a helpful friend. But sometimes that protection borders on possesiveness.
And just how does one be submissive and still maintain this independent streak? Perhaps that's where the Switch part of my soul resides. |
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A stressful series of events have left me weak and wanting to fall at the feet of a strong and kind Master! While I may appear strong when others have need of my strength, the inner soul longs to be sheltered and cared for. |
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A few have peaked my curiousity, a few have drawn my interest, many have been politely refused, others have caused annoyance to rear it's ugly head. But only one seems to have touched my soul. |
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No doubt some will think I am pretending, but in truth, I get cold feet if pushed too far too quickly. Establishing a D/s relationship takes time and communication. And if too many details are demanded, I will back off quickly. |
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June has arrived...and the warmth of summer is finally making an appearance! The warmth of new friendships is blooming here on Collarme, too! I'm learning so much about myself by sharing with others here! |
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Ah, the wonders of the visual! As my photo now appears, I am innudated with inquiries. The limitless possibilites are astounding, but daunting as well. |
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Honesty is to be prized. But occasionally my brutal honesty scares away potential partners. So be it. How can I be honest with someone who prefers not to be honest with me or others in their life? |
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Amazing the number of people out there who either cannot read or ignore what is written. Or are they so hungry for fulfillment that they reach out to anything in hopes of getting something? |
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Well, so it is that today I have finally decided to enter this Cyber world. Perhaps I will find something of interest, perhaps not. But it is an experience to savor as is any other part of the so-called Lifestyle community. |
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