It would be so dreamy to awaken to my lover's warm embrace while he or she slips a finger or two up my sissy cunt.............

I live a normal, simple, hard working life as an Alpha male. I have been married, fathered and raised kids, now divorced, and to the untrained eye, the picture of manliness.

But there is another side to me......

I have been talking women out of their panties since junior high. Always the "pursuer", or even a bit of the "Predator", I have had more than my share of success with the ladies. Then I had one very dominant Woman open my eyes forever with one simple question. She asked if I so love the pursuit, maybe I would like to be pursued, and learn what it is like to be used as a fuck toy. That was quite an eye opener.

She started slowly, having me try on a pair of her panties. OMG did it get me hard, and what a huge load of cum I shot that night!

Slowly, over months’ time she escalated my feminization. She bought me a few outfits, and eventually added her girlfriend to the scenes, having me take strap on while I devour pussy is amazing!

I was told one night when I arrived at her apartment that tonight was a special night. She had me dress all slutty, had me hop up into the sling, and tied and blindfolded me. She turned the music way up (Vivaldi's 4 Seasons), and buried my face with her sweet pussy. I went to town feasting on her yumminess, and completely lost myself in the scene, until I felt my legs being pulled apart, and Ms. Amber (Her girlfriend) slowly began lubing my hole and working her strap-on into me. I was throbbing hard, pouring precum, and totally into the scene. Loving the pussy I was eating, and loving being penetrated like a little cunt.

"You like that big Black cock in your cunt, don't you slut?" said Mistress.

Yes Mistress, said I. I love how Ms. Amber fucks me with it.

Then I heard the two of them break out into laughter. But it was not Ms. Amber's laugh accompanying Mistress. Then Mistress took herself off of my mouth, removed the blindfold, and grabbed my hair and held up my head to watch, as Andrew, Ms. Amber's husband thrust his REAL Big Black Cock in and out of my sissy cunt. Mistress told me that from now on, i am a Black Owned cock whore. She told me that i may continue living my every day macho life, but must treat all Black people with reverence, and must submit to any Black Man who might desire use of me as a sissy cunt. That is when Andrew made one final, deep thrust, and began cumming deep inside me. Mistress grabbed my hard cock (much larger than most white sissie's at 8 inches) and with just a few tugs, ordered me to cum NOW, directing my massive ejaculation into my own face and open mouth.

I am available in New England as a pleasure slut for well hung Black Men, and for Dommes who could find use for me.

Looking back at the alpha male I once was, I'm amazed at the sissy cunt I have become. My ass has become more a pussy, and my cock, though still a really thick 7 inches, is more a clitoris at this point. I no longer look at a man, and think I would love to be balls deep in his ass. Now, I marvel at the beauty of his cock, and want to suck it like the slut I am. I now cum just by having my pussy fucked. I am still very much attracted to the curves of a woman, but have decided to make myself the exclusive property of either one Man, or a Male Dominant couple. I have many skills, and bring enthusiasm and loyalty to Your table Sir.

So here i am, alone on a sunday night, and dreaming of a well hung man who wants to make me do things, call me names, spank me, a little CBT. Its all up to You Sir. RI and SE MA only, so i can be at Your beck and call.

I keep reading how this isn't about kinky sex. Am I missing something? Has everyone gone batshit crazy? If its not about kinky sex, WTF is it about, knitting? I agree that intercourse may/may not be the goal of everyone here, but really, aren't we all persuing our own endorphine rush according to our own personal ideas? This site is an adult site. Lets just accept that as fact and stop taking other people's personal inventories.