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I checked dominant TRANS. (I am not submissive in any form)
So do not contact me if you are a Dominant Trans and think I will serve you.I will not. However, I do enjoy getting to know Dominant Trans to join me as I put the slave trans bitches through their paces.So, if you would like to join me or just talk about the use and the transformation of male into sissy slave then leave a message.

I enjoy playing with those that I can find time to meet.

I would like to find a male that is into fetish and dressing.That I can form a relationship with and transform.

A couple would also be nice.

I'm always interested in a natural born female that understands I will be talking and meeting males that wish to be transformed into sissy beings. If you are a natural born woman that would be submissive to me and dominant to the sissy ones. Then you should contact me.

I will also talk to those Dominant females that are not submissive as we can both use the sissy bitches.

I will answer all messages.
I receive a large number each day it may take a few days, So DON"T give up.

If you see me in Your "WHO's Viewing Me" Section it is because I found something of interest about you that caused be to stop by.Yet, I may not have enough time to leave a message so why don't you.
Leave a message.

It matters not what type of slut/whore/cum bucket/you are say hi,anyway.

Anyone female/trans/CD/TV.
If you are or have always desired to be a whore/slut/bitch and cum dump then we should talk.

I mean the use of all holes.

feminization lifestyle, chastity, sissy training, forced womanhood, mummification, strap-on training/dildo, butt plugs, girdles and corsets, lingerie, hosiery, high heels, collar and leashes, rubber dollification, tight lacing/figure training, reversed gender role relationship.

Yes, I do enjoy putting on a nice large strap-on and taking you forcefully,hard.

Forced Womanhood
Enslaved sissies.

I enjoy the look of huge false tits.
So stuff those bras.

The things you say you don't like to do/or things you say you will NEVER do again. Are the very things that come creeping back into your mind flipping the switch of desire for them back on every time.








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Sub/Sub Couples

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 Masks (On Partner)

 Massage (Getting)

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 Orgasm Denial

 Pantyhose Fetish

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 Horror Movies

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Journal Entries:
2/11/2018 12:30:31 AM
Some who contact me think in certain forms and ways.
If I suggest ways that may be different. I find them fighting with me or disappearing suddenly.

You may have ideas of how you think it should be. That is natural.However, I do and I don’t care what your ideas maybe in cases of where, what you want would not be the best for you.

Or, I simply want to do it my way. Which is what happens most often.

Now there are times when I’m hired to train/teach/transform. Then each step is followed that has been stated to me by the owner of the human being changed.

Changed! Yes one is born a slave. They maybe born with a submissive bent/nature.They are not born a slave. That must be taught. They must be taught to be a slave.Most will say they are. But that is very laughable. They are not a slave. And most will never be a “slave” they will not have what it takes. So does not mean that there are those that can not be trained as a slave. Yes, that is correct. To some it is a fantasy and should remain a fantasy.

It seems a surprise to a great number of males that contact me that I say no to transforming them.
I has been my experience that if the male contacts a person that is dominant and transforms men into sissy/slut slaves that I should want to transform them.

You can’t begin to imagine how many messages I get in one hour.  Not to mention how many messages I receive in a day. (I would love to take control of every person that contacts me...
I however  I can’t)

Some don’t really want to be transformed they just want to have some jack off fun. I don’t really have time for that. Unless,there are those out there that want to pay for jack off sessions.

Now...just placing a male in female clothes is not enough. That can become boring over time. Unless the mind is changed. The mind and its control of desires and passions are paramount to make a transformation succeed.

10/21/2017 8:15:28 PM
That includes the Journal.
If you do you will know the answer to your questions about chatting.

10/8/2017 12:19:16 AM
You do know,or maybe you don't know... because you have not thought about it after viewing my profile.

There is more to my profile than just getting off on ones fantasy of being something different than they are now.

We all would like to be different than we are forced to be in everyday life.
We know life is short and yet, we can't seem to break away from it all.

Sure you want to and you read my profile you think for a moment that maybe it can happen.
It can and it does happen everyday some where.Some how.

I wish I could make every ones dreams come true. Sorry to say I can't.
I try to reply to everyone that leaves message.Some days it is impossible to answer all that came in that day alone.  Much less all those I did not get to the day before.
I will reply. Later better than never.

I wish I had time to talk with all of you more and longer.
I even reply to those that are rude because I did not reply  within 5 minutes of their finger pressing  the send button.

I have transformed males over the years. And will transform a few more.

To most I know it is a fantasy and if you were given the chance to really be transformed you would not follow through.Because the fantasy of it would be gone.
Those that I have transformed were transformed because someone wanted them to be...Someone who had the means to have it done but did not know how or where to find those that did.

I have controlled and been served by TV slaves. That would take the shemale off and put her in a locker until she could come out and serve again after their service to me.I do not have to transform totally a person to be served by them.

Yes and I call her a shemale. I know most do not like that title today.
However, if they bring her out and put her on then that is what she is a shemale,if he begins to transform and moves on to full time and seriously making the change then she no longer is a shemale she is a transgendered.

I understand your frustration.That is why I reply to all. Sometimes I do not say a lot in my reply. I just do not have the time.And when I do I find that there are so many that just want to be told things and controlled for awhile to get off. To spill your sissy juices.I understand that.And I do allow that with some. They are the ones that are polite and tell me the truth.
Think about what you are going to say when you write me.
I know that while you are writing most of the time your are playing with your little clitty nothing wrong with that.Just think for a moment. What can you say to me that will give me pause to think about more than just a reply and thank you.Because now you know just how many messages I get a day.And all are welcome.

The sad part is a lot of those that will leave a message will have never read this.
And still expect me to enslave them and make their dream come true.

Remember sexy tarts/bitches/and sluts. it is not about you during service it is all about me.If you get turned on while serving dressed the way a sissy slut should be then all the better.


9/14/2016 5:00:20 PM
Yes...for those that have contacted me. I know I can do whatever I want to you.You do not have to tell me.
you can be assured that I will do just that.

I receive 100's of messages everyday.
What makes you different than all the others that contact me. There had better be something.

8/23/2016 1:24:59 PM

A servant is loyal to their master.
A good servant is not emotionally invested in doing things in one particular way, and can readily adapt to different circumstances or methods. They genuinely like and respect their master, and this respect is evident in their behavior. They are not oblivious to their master's flaws, but may gracefully assist the master in ways that minimize their negative effect. In no way do they expect the master to change in order to suit them, or to live up to their ideal for them.


the servant is not here for education, although they may receive education at their master's discretion. Ideally, they would know how to do their job before they arrive. The master may not have the time or inclination to train them, and may not know a thing about the servant's skill set beyond the basic results they expect. You don't need to know anything about cooking to hire a cook, for example, and you ought to be able to tell your cook to modify their dishes to suit your preference, making it more or less rich, more or less spicy, etc. even if it goes against their previous training or they don't think it tastes right that way. As an alternate example, a master or mistress may expect a servant to drive them places and maintain their car, and not care to know anything about the car so long as it looks nice and gets them where they want to go.


No airy fairy pie in the sky romance novel service wanted or needed.

7/7/2015 8:53:02 AM
We all have been let down.
I have spent time with what I thought was a person that I could trust and transform only to have them vanish/disappear.

If you are sending messages to me and this may just be a fantasy and you might just want to jack off to things I say to you. Then be truthful and let me know. I can understand how it feels when you are dressed or thinking about it and how turned on you are.

It is a big decision to be taken control of by another forced to be transformed into whatever they decide you will become.

It is also a major turn on to think about being owned and forced transformed. However when it gets close to becoming real that can be very damn scary.In which case you will want to change your mind.I understand that as well.

So, I would ask that you be truthful with me.
I know what you are feeling. I know how turned on you are.
You also have to know I can't take everyone and force transform you.

I wish I could. I have been looking for those that could help me help others. I have been looking for a person or persons that have been blessed with money or knows the ways of getting the money needed legally.

To build a place some where where those that would like could visit and live the life for a time. A day/week/month. Yes there would be fee charged for the visits.

For the ones selected to be forced transformed that would have to be planed out as to how it would have to come to pass.

I'm for real I just can't transform everyone.

If you are really interested in this for real we should talk.
Make it clear in your message to me that you want to discuss this for real.

By placing in your message to me in bold the letters.

If you are a business person and  can help with the above mentioned enterprise.
Leave a message letting me know how to get in contact with you.

2/13/2015 4:38:57 PM
Almost all the replies I receive tell me that they will do anything I command...anything.
Of course you will. If you are owned you will do as you are told.

Think about it for a moment. Before you write one word "THINK"
If I receive some days well over 100 messages. I can only read so many of those.
The next day I receive the same or sometimes even more. While I still have not had the time to read the first 100.

The messages that say something to me without being to wordy. Will get my attention first.

I can tell you the messages that say I will Do anything to be owned by you will place you at the very end of the pile.

Come on. You will do anything. Really....

11/29/2014 11:39:53 PM

IF I want to chat I will let you know.

11/29/2014 11:22:02 PM
It appears that some of you think that a person can and will just take you in and transform you at a drop of a hat.

One could not be further from the truth.
Think about it this way.

Someone knocks on your door they want to come in and be transformed into a sissy slave that will do anything.Would you let them in?  I would say NO.

However some of you are asking me to do the same thing.
It takes a lot of money to transform a man into what most of you say you want to be.

7/11/2014 7:51:46 PM

So there is no need to send a chat request.

1/19/2014 2:29:31 PM

There are so many seeking/looking/needing/craving for the one that will take them


own them/control them.



So very few that could/would take them.

6/13/2012 12:45:54 PM

For all who stop by... Welcome.


Feel free to look at the photos and when your ready leave a message.

For those to far away to meet. I will be happy to talk with you about your desires.


I have made friends with a few that love to dress and embrace their female side.

When we are alone. Then in public they appear as normal as one can be.

They are however to far away for me to have a day to day relation with.

If you are close and would enjoy that type of life contact me.


11/30/2011 8:29:21 PM

It is not always clear why you desire a certain thing.  
It could be because you are what some would call middle age. And you want to do,be something,maybe your not sure what. You just know you do.  
It is not always explainable why a male wants to be a sissy and dress in the sexy clothes that natural born women could wear but refuse to do so.  
There must be an element of force. He does not have a choice. He must become her.  
To hear the words you will dress in what I tell you to. You will do as I say.  
Even though he may be dressing already. It is just not the same. Without the force.  
Not sure why. It just is what it is.

4/18/2011 3:10:53 PM

Everyday is something that happens to us every 24 hours.


It is the kink and the pleasure we find in the everyday that matters.

To live for "THE KINK" no matter what it may be is paramount.


Live it everyday. don't wait till it is to late to enjoy whatever it is that turns you on and makes you feel "ALIVE"

4/5/2011 4:53:29 AM
Have you seen those head cages they appear on the right side of of the screen. I designed and had one built back in the early 80's If you have never been locked into one ,well I'm told it is an experience like no other. I wouldn't know. I know I enjoy locking a slave into one. Most Dom males use mental and rope. Mental is good. Rope is so boring .

2/16/2011 12:24:35 PM

I was asked if I would provide some type of everyday control over a sissy bitch if she is to far away to meet face to face.YES, I will consider doing so. I understand that there are those that need and crave the control they have not yet found.Leave a message and we can talk about it.

2/15/2011 12:36:49 PM

I can't enslave all of you. It would be wonderful if  I did not have to work to make a living.


It would be wonderful if I had my days free and could offer a heaven for those that want to dress and serve. Maybe a large 3 story house with dungeon rooms or  small dungeon cabins and even a barn for those that want to follow the hu cow path.

The above is something I would like to create. So here it is.

If you have the means to help create such a place.

If you have a compound some place where you can serve me along with the others that visit or live there as well then let me know.

Because I love being  in total control.It is way to damn hard to find the one you seek. You know that as well as I do.


So if you have the means or know someone who does let me know.


Or if we get a few to live together and all of the slaves work outside the home we could make it happen that way.


YOU have thought of this I know. So send me your thoughts and lets make this happen. No one else is going to do it for us.

1/15/2011 12:23:22 PM
Chat does not workChat does not work Chat does not work Chat does not work Chat does not Chat does not work Chat does not work. Read the above!!! Chat does not work Chat does not work

1/7/2011 12:28:56 PM

It is amazing that males make better sluts/whores/bitches than natural born females do.


However, natural Born Females could if they would.

But that is just not likely now is it.

11/24/2010 2:34:14 PM

Just how much of a slut whore can you be????

Bimbos created.

11/6/2010 11:26:42 PM

I do reply to every message I receive.

I have been really busy and have not had the time to answer even half of the messages I have received.


I will.

10/20/2010 1:04:31 PM

Not everyone can give up total and complete control.

Their daily life will not allow it.

Where do you stand. I'm sure most of you dream and beat off to the fantasy of being taken. With no choice on your part. It does happen. However you know it can't and will not happen often. And may not happen to you. Depends on you and your everyday life.

The feel of stockings over pantyhose and the tightness of a corset that hugs you till you can hardly breath as you stand in very high heels with the silkiness of the lipstick that covers your lips the scent of perfume and the feel of the makeup on your face.

9/28/2010 8:15:16 PM
Your desires. I want to know them. I desire to get deep into your head. I love the look of nylons, pantyhose and stockings,not to mention all the other frilly and sexy things I will command you to wear. My lovely slut. And don't forget the makeup.

7/14/2010 1:41:30 PM
Females!!! Are very welcome. Yes I'm looking for a natural born female submissive/slave. Sure I top sissy males. So? In many cases the sissy slave male is better at service than a natural born woman. The sissy male slave does raise the bar for the natural born female.

7/9/2010 12:51:51 PM
Sometimes what you beg for and dream of when faced with it for real you just can't do it. Its like sleep walking when someone turns on the light you wake up. So many times I have visited those that begged to serve me and begged to be transformed. To wake up when I started talking about the Doctor visits and the steps I would take with them to really turn them into She/Male. If you are just really turned on by it and that is all...then be honest I will still spend time talking with you and may even visit you. I do enjoy a good blow job from a sissy slut. And I really enjoy using strap ons on your sissy cunt hole.

6/10/2010 12:51:41 PM
I was looking at and reading profiles as I often do here on CM. I noticed something I have never really paid much attention to before. I noticed when the profile is from an owned slave looking for friends or for a sister slave their photos show them as being sad,mad,or some form there of. Why,if you have found the Dom your looking for then why would you look so pissed or sad or mad. Just a thought.

6/7/2010 11:47:33 AM
You never really own another person till you change them in some way. If they remain the same. They will go back to their same old ways"

5/29/2010 10:43:20 AM

5/19/2010 12:37:33 PM
If your a natural born female and you have found out that the male in your life is submissive and wants to or you have caught him wearing your sexy clothes,or maybe you think he might be wearing your sexy clothes when you are not at home and need someone to talk to. I understand feel free to contact me. No strings attached you will not be required to do anything but talk. Unless you want to.

5/18/2010 1:07:33 PM
YES, is the answers to questions I have received about sub/slave couples. YES, by all means leave a message. I also enjoy the mother daughter sub missives,That can be any combination, use your nasty imagination.(Yes, that can also mean older she/males and her sissy daughter,it sure can anything you can fantasize we can do) As always sub/slave natural born females are welcome to leave a message. female/shemales.CD's/Tran/Post/pre ops. And those that are not really sure.

5/7/2010 12:05:05 PM

CHAT does not work in this Profile. Do Not Send a Chat request.

5/6/2010 3:32:28 PM
DID I mention "SPANKING"

I do spank. Love the feel of flesh under my hands.

5/6/2010 12:35:57 PM
Just last weekend we had a lot of fun.

2 female switches that contacted me here had fun with 3 sissy she/male whore sluts that also contacted me here.

So, you see you never know what might happen.

4/7/2010 11:33:24 AM
Chat does not work on this profile.

4/7/2010 11:22:53 AM
For the natural born female.
Remember this profile is for you as well.

I can force you into heels,hose,and bondage,and show you off to friends and strangers just as easily as I can the  She/males,TS's,CDers.

4/7/2010 11:12:42 AM
Been away for awhile having some fun with forced womanhood.

Yes, with some I met here on collar me.

Know this I can't get with everyone in real time I will with those I can.

Think about this a moment. I have over 100 pages of emails and more coming in each day. If I have not replied to a message you've sent. I will as soon as I can.

3/16/2010 11:29:27 AM
A good slave is a good slave regardless of gender.

3/9/2010 3:10:22 PM
I read every,every message I receive.

I reply to all messages. I just can't  always reply at the time I read them
To send me a message that says
"Since you have not replied you must not be interested." Just a few hours after you posted your message shows a lack of maturity.

I do not check messages every minute of everyday sometimes days may go by before I have the chance to log into my profile.


3/2/2010 4:15:35 PM
Chat to open.

3/2/2010 12:28:34 PM
Yes, you may add me to your friends list.

3/2/2010 9:37:24 AM
If you have left me a message I will reply. Just have patience.

I read them all and enjoy hearing from all you gurls/sissy bitch slaves even if you are to far away to meet.

3/2/2010 9:20:32 AM
If you would like to add your photos to my profile.
Feel free to send them to me and I will add them.

Show me you legs and feet in heels higher the better,send pics of you dressed in leotards and tights.

Send the gurlie pics you would like me to add to the art i have there already.

2/28/2010 7:10:24 PM
I have been over run with emails.
I will answer all just be patient.

2/20/2010 4:11:56 PM
I can not get chat to work here in my profile

If you wish to chat ask me for my IM's

1/22/2010 9:35:42 AM
A sissy trainer. I'll make you do what you desire to do and be and some things you may have not dreamed of.

1/13/2010 4:04:28 PM
When you tell me you desire total Power exchange. To be used and abused,caged,hooded,treated like crap.

You better be careful you might get just what you ask for.

I have found most run when their stated desires become real time.

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