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Heavenlysweets

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At the moment, I am not searching for anybody right now.

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7/31/2009 5:51:56 AM
Oh and I forgot to mention that I would like to say thank you to those real people out there who read yesterday's journal entry and gave me some wise and mature responses. It really helped me to feel better about all the situations I'm going through.

Again, thank you guys !

7/31/2009 5:31:27 AM
Whew okay so my mailbox got filled up to page 3, (again...) responded to quite a few that interested me, and I noticed that somebody asked about my cat. For those of you that of which are curious, Cami, (my cat) is a full bred female tabby manx. Stupid me had her fixed, I was planning on breeding her, but then she got a tract infection for being in heat too long, and I couldn't find any full-bred male manx cats to breed her to, not to mention I love my baby with all my heart and even though she's spayed now, she's still just as sweet and playful as ever. Cami will love on you ! She's such a flirt. -giggles- I'll let you know beforehand that anybody who takes me and Cami into their life is lucky. Cami is a cutie, not to mention if I'm guided the right way, you can have me to serve you : ) Oh ! If you ask, I may send you a picture of Cami. I'll send more pictures of myself when I start to feel comfortable with you.

~Heavenlysweets

7/30/2009 1:48:26 PM
I've noticed...
That the ratio for doms to subs is high (referring to here on the site, and how people's profiles are color coded, not RL), but the ratio for subs to doms is low. Now not all subs will claim to be true and state what they really want, but that also means that you're most likely to find a dom who isn't what they say they are or will do just because there are so many of them who are looking for subs/slaves and there are so few of them that they will cross the line pretending to be someone else to get their way. My point is, that I have ran into a lot of them on here, and all I have to say without sounding like a crazy person is that amongst all this, I have found no such luck so far with finding a dom who sounds serious, is patient, and isn't pushy. I may be a sub slave, but at this point in time, I do actually have the choice to decide who I want. And nobody has met my standards.

7/29/2009 2:35:24 AM
Okay so I continued my search, found somebody who is willing to get to know each other for a while before meeting. He's very funny, we share the same interests, and he's much older than me so I am sure that he can teach me quite a few things.

7/28/2009 5:40:24 AM
Hot damn ! My inbox has 3 pages of messages from different people ! Talk about a jam packed mailbox... Lots of doms wanting slaves, hehe.

I will reply to everybody when I find the time to !

7/27/2009 2:16:07 AM

My turn-offs...

An impatient man who is quick to call you a fake just because you don't like what he has to offer. I don't want you to be an ass to me, but I want you to be patient enough to develop an ever-lasting relationship based upon discipline.


7/27/2009 1:21:15 AM
One or two doms have peaked my interest. I'm still talking with them. As a side note, I will not give out my yahoo ID to just any person. If I don't answer your e-mail, it's because I've viewed your profile, and I don't think you have my interest. It's as simple as that.

7/26/2009 6:05:32 AM
I think it may be too soon. I'm going to continue looking, and keep conversation with doms I'm interested in.

7/25/2009 5:45:28 AM

This is to let everyone know that I may have found my master a couple months ago, I just didn't know it until now that I have decided to see if I could find somebody to top him and I've failed to do so. Nobody has even come close. I will be going to visit him soon enough. Patience is a virtue.

~Heavenlysweets


7/25/2009 3:58:18 AM

Still lots of e-mails coming in, and I must say that nobody really impresses me but one. Not looking to actually cum or be sexually pleased all the time, but learning new things in life that I can carry with me throughout all my life. Looking for some guidance, a teacher who is willing to do so as I repay them in return.

I wish everyone a good day anyhow, and I'll be going off to bed here soon. Hopefully.


7/24/2009 4:45:51 AM

I can't sleep again tonight. Or should I say this morning. I need to learn how to get to bed on time without fail.

I got tons of messages from lots of dominant people today, I can hardly believe it. I've been sorting through them here and there, found a couple interesting ones. For one, I am looking for someone who is worthy to be my master, but they must also be worthy of me.

I'll keep searching...


7/22/2009 4:40:40 AM

Hello, this is my first entry, hehehe. I'm more or less kind of tired, but that's because I've been staying up all night and into the early morning doing my work. I'm listening to music right now, let's see what is this that I'm listening to... okay it's "Mandibles" by E-Town Concrete. It's heavy metal, heavier than stuff that I usually like. I do enjoy a variety of music. Most Rock, some Hard Rock. Some older stuff like Ozzy, Black Sabbath, and AC/DC. Whew, anyhow it's almost like I'm talking to myself... lol. Is this how a journal is supposed look ? Well actually I used to do a lot of journal writing in high school when I'd get bored, kinda like I am now, LOL. Anyhow I need to get back to doing what I do, and so I'll leave this here.


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tranquillitylost
 
 Age: 40
 Beverly Hills, California