We seek an eventual 24/7 arrangement with a female who needs pain or feels she deserves pain on a daily basis. Any level of experience welcome. Time taken to accustomise and to extend the level and duration. Your ideas welcome, needs considered. We would design, build and implement equipment. Planned event timetable and it is expected that a daily routine will involve sessions of pain.

While, of course, other incidental aspects come into a relationship even if nominally based on pain, I had hoped to meet someone for whom to eventually suffer is a must.

I did meet someone who, of her free will, desired a life of punishment for something she felt she should have prevented, Although I gladly caused her pain, I had some difficulty in accepting her view and felt I was taking advantage. However, some of the other aspects were missing, the upshot was I met my partner.

Ironically, the submissive lady decided to see if she could come here and serve us both, but she and I would carry on as before. Unfortunately she then became chronically ill and had to stay in Ireland.

At the time we were engaging in pain, i did feel a 3rd party being around would help.

Given my time again, I would have tried to get inside her head, She did have a terrible compelling logic that I was beginning to accept. We were beginning to push limits, including the start of gagging so that she could endure real pain for a guaranteed amount of time - this was for a few minutes but she wanted to work up to many hours.