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| Hello. Not sure what I'm seeking at this time. If any of my interests, also interest you. Message me and we can chat and see where things go.
If you live very far away and can not will not drive to me, do not bother.
If you message me and do not receive a reply, it is most likely because you are in my bulk mail. I do read my bulk mail, I rarely if ever reply to any of it. If you are out of state, from another country, older than 43 or younger than 35, a woman, a couple or have no profile I am not interested in anything you have to say. unless I'm bored and its late night. That's usually when bulk mail gets read. Cause I'm bored.
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Emails with a new friend.
Happy new year. I didn't do anything, I actually slept through ringing in the new year. But it was a good long sleep so I'm not mad about it. Lol As for kink sort of becomes your new normal. Like, I was with someone a year ago and we started out mostly vanilla. Added kink as time went on. More for me than him. Not that he didn't enjoy it but it was extra for him. Where anal, spanking and oral were basics for me. He felt like they were for special nights or weekends. It's kind of like tolerance. You build it up as time goes on. Is straight sex good, yes. Is kinky sex better absolutely. Given a choice, I always will pick kink. Why wouldn't anyone, especially if you enjoy it. The guy I was seeing got closer to where I was in that anal and oral became apart of the normal weeknight sex routine. Also, some people (vanillas) aren't built for lifestyle kink or bdsm. They live small repressed lives. So anything outside the norm is exciting because it feels naughty but they can't keep it up for long periods of time or even more than once in a while. And though they did one thing or maybe a few, they view it as dirty or immoral. So, someone like myself will get judged by the same person who licked my asshole the night before. Unless they are also comfortable with thier kink, then I get whined at because I haven't reciprocated the favor. Which, I am more than happy to do. Lol |
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Since I've moved very far away from the city (NYC) It has been crazy difficult to meet people. As friends or potential partners. And that's looking in the vanilla world, finding someone into kink or BDSM is literally impossible. I think back to when I was in the city and how I thought it was like to meet someone there. It felt like a needle in the hay stack kind of situation but now there is no haystack and what appears to be, no needle. At this point id take a platonic friendship over a romantic relationship. But as much as I felt separated from my peer in the city due to my interests, I feel even more disconnected here where there aren't enough people to even feel a separation from. |
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People are lame and everything sucks (in a bad way) and I want ice cream. |
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I've been asked, chastised (through text) and villainized for listing collars under "hates" and leashes under "hard limit". These are not entirely immovable stances. I am generally not apt to wearing or submitting to the wearing of stated articles. I can and have, given the right guidance and training worn them. But I still hate them. I recognize that they have symbolic meaning. And its their symbolic meaning which causes me to hate them. I'm not a house pet, I am not domesticated. I'm tame. There's a difference. If you don't know what the difference is, Google it. |
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Him:
Why are you ignoring me now?
Harley8Quinn (me)
Not ignoring, distracted.
Him:
whats distracting you?
Harley8Quinn (me)
People, places, plans. I have a lot going on these days.
Him:
Eww, if that's not tacky, then I don't know what is. So sad.
Then he blocks me, wtf!? And puts his profile on inactive. Dude, your a moron. |
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Presently living in 2 places at once. Upstate NY (the beautiful Catskill mountains) and "The Boogie Down" Bronx. Stressful. |
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For the love of something holy, NO SUBMISSIVE MEN. NO WOMEN. |
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So, things are going well. Really excited about this weekend. |
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I feel better now. As opposed to putting him on blast I just let him know that I was not pleased with his inability to communicate that he was either not interested in me or had changed his mind. There might have been a bit about being anally raped by a dog, but I am blaming that on my impulse control issues. |
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I'm usually a person with low expectations of others and high demands of myself. But I always meet someone who falls so far below the very least of my minor and not hard to achieve expectations that I feel like not ever putting myself out there again. It saddens me but ultimately, doesn't surprise me. My only lasting thought is, don't they want to be better than that? Even if no one else knows, to know for themselves that they are a better human being capable of truth and honesty. Not just with others but with themselves. Owning ones motivations, be they righteous or heinous. No one is perfect, and we all have faults and failings. But to accept them as immovable points of character seems . . . stupid. Is it truly so hard to try and be a better person than you are/were. |
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Not chasing after nobody. I don't play the push me pull you games. Your either interested or not. Deleting all the messages. Good night. |
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A falafel from Mamoun's on St Marks would be awesome right now. With extra tahini and a side of hummus and baba ganoush. And a large unsweetened iced tea. |
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So I told some people I was a brat, which to an extent I am. And I'm spoiled, not just in a bdsm way, I'm talking general life. I'm good to people so people are good back. I don't know why being a spoiled brat is a bad thing. I'm not bad. I just have like impulse control issues. I want what want, when I want it. And for the most part I get it. Why is that bad? |
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So I am bored again to night. All this thunder and rain makes me antsy. I love the rain. I wanna run out in it and do naughty things. It sounds so beautiful. I used to have a sound machine that I paid way too much for, but it had the sound of rain on a tin roof with thunder. It was my most prized possession. I want pizza so bad. :-( I'm very hungry. Hmm, I be back. |
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I detest when people I don't know, message me like we are the best of friends who haven't talked in a while. Dudes! You seeing me online after a year, and having sent me a message forever ago which I highly doubt I replied to does not make for any kind of relationship. Not friends, not even acquaintances. You are a stranger addressing me as if we've been cool like that for years. Get a grip on reality. I also truely am disgusted by men of any ethnicity asking if I'm into "black/middle eastern/mixed/whatever dominant men". I'm into men. Color is not a factor. I'm not racist or prejudice in any way shape or form. I however hate stupid people. I can not stand stupid people. Blissfully ignorant stupid people need not apply cause I hate you. And I appreciate that you guys have penises and are curious as to whom might want see them, but random "cock shots" are not, I repeat, not sexy or hot. And when viewed as thumb nails along with other photos they literally look like thumbs. Why do I want to see random little thumbs. . . . I don't! I also don't want to see your ass checks. You could have the most amazing ass in the world, which would be great for you. I however am not turned on or enticed by random ass cheeks. Smh. Now a face pic with a great smile and a well written message. And you will have my undivided attention. If you can't do that, don't message me. Because if you can't think up a articulate thought out message when you have time and spell check on your side to send then don't bother. What are gonna do if we ever met? Wow me with your articulate ass shots? Impress me with how well read your dick is? Spellbind me with your limited vocabulary and lack of wit? One last rant for the road, I appreciate all your thinly veiled messages offering availability to "play" "get together" but, I don't need you to let me know you wanna fuck. I know. I am a woman, I have pussy and only gay men aren't interested. Even if I'm not everyman's type, they'd still fuck me cause its pussy and its free. I know your there, men are everywhere. You all are not hard to find. A formal invitation to get cock from you or any other man is not necessary. |
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Dominant males gross me out. Not all but a large majority that are on here. They are either way to aggressive, or like Victorian era pouffs. Eww. I look to the switches and most lean too far to the sub side for me. And actual sub's just aren't what I'm looking for. Women are out of the question. Not because I haven't but because I have and they are crazy (myself included). I think it might actually be easier to find a needle in a haystack. |
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I wish I knew more crazy people. Not damaged and broken, cause I'm bombarded by them constantly. I mean people who see the world in so vastly a different way that it makes you question who's reality is closest to the truth. Everyone I know is so set in their way that deviating from it is akin to treason and mortal sin. Maybe its the world, its just not set up for people being anomalies and being the monkey wrench junking up the works. |
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So, I'm bored. So I come on here to read profiles, kill some time and laugh. And boy, do the trolls deliver. Dudes, being a gross troll is just fuel for my pity and laughter. And boring "hi, how are you?" Messages are just that, Boring. Try harder, entertain me. If your gonna be a clown, at least be entertaining. |
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Like OMG! I just read a scathing message from some domHole, rude dumb ass shit. These stupid AHoles say horrible shit and get away with it. But it's all good, cause karma is a bitch and always gets you when your not looking. My question is, is there some dumb ass chick out there who is like totally hot for being called terrible things by people she don't know. Like I totally get into if it's someone I am into. Cause we both know it aint true, well, atleast not all the time. But a random stranger, that's just rude and offensive. Not hot, not sexy, not at all. But whatever. I digress, since starting my profile, I have gone from Submissive to Dominant and over to Switch, and back again. The grass always seems greener but it isn't. It's just as green or more often less green there where I was before. I always "unhide" my profile with a little hope, that someone worth my while and effort will have apparitioned on here and be waiting for me. |
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Hello again,
Just got a few messages while I was typing up my last journal entry. Why the hell do people do that? Just jump into a conversation, like we are best friends resuming a previous conversation. WE ARE NOT! I don't know you and I am guessing your screen name is not your real name, cause that would make for some odd first introductions. "Oh, this is my friend, monstacock79". Dudes!!! Introduce your self, like " Hi, I am Adam, I like your picture." And add a damn picture. Like seriously. You are not so well known "everywhere" that you can't be socially polite and make a proper intoduction before not so vaguely implying you'd like to have sex with me, if i were so inclined to let you. Which I am not inclined to do. Rude dumb asses. |
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So, I'm bored. I could watch netflix but not really feeling it tonight. Been reading DIY and survivalist site stuff again. It's become a compulsion I feel. This increasing desire to be prepared. For what?! who knows. My kid is convinced the Zombie Apacolypse is just round the corner. I say the fall of western society is closer at hand than anyone would like to admit, maybe not but maybe so. I figure it cant hurt to be prepared. And if it doesn't happen and I prep for nothing, then Ill just eat the stock pile I've accumulated. Not like it's gonna go bad. Well, not atleast untill 2014 at the earliest. (best by date) lol . . . I feel like making cake. I'll be back. |
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I am almost always shocked, confused, grossed out and at the very least entertained by this site and the people who use it. It's like all the worlds insanity decided to converge here. |
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My favorite sins sloth, lust, and gluttony. |
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| Age: 30 |
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New York |
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