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I've been in the lifestyle a while and played in a way that some people have told me is pretty hard and pretty far out there, but lately I'm not getting the kind of situations and activities that are really doing it for me anymore. So, what I'm looking for now is a woman who's power over men comes from her physical attractiveness as well as her inner confidence and twisted harsh mean sadism, someone who will shove me around, make me feel low (especially with verbal abuse), tie me up and beat me to uncontrolled sobbing and then just laugh and keep going, slapping in the face, spitting, kicking (yes, you know where!). I'm also into giving rimming to a sexy woman's rear (if really really clean back there), as well as receiving golden showers. All kinds of male-female sex, of course, is always hot, especially when I'm "forced" into a servicing and submissive position during it, and especially strap-on play. But the hardest thing for me to get addressed, and the hardest thing for me to accept in myself, is a deep seated longing to be well and seriously tied down by a beautiful woman who just wants to get wet and get off by forcing me to get brutally gang banged, and I mean really really roughly, front and back, by a roomful of _men_. It's just SO humiliating to me that I can't stop thinking about it. Does someone out there (in the Bay Area) want to see that, want to make that happen? And are you really hot enough to MAKE me do it?
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