As W/we left the shops I told lee to throw his male underwear in the bin and demanded he hand over his wallet, phone and any change in his pockets. Though I could see he was reluctant to do so he did without question. he didn't even have time to turn his phone off so must have been worried about what I might do! I told him I would drive Myself home and that he could walk and carry all the bags of My as well as his shopping back to My house, a distance of about 6 miles and gave him a fairly generous hour and a half to complete.

 As soon as he arrived i had him shower and change into his maids uniform and set him some chores to do before locking him in My cage. A couple of hours later My guests started to arrive and I know lee was nervous hearing the different voices downstairs. When I was ready I led My party (2 favoured slaves and 2 Domme friends as well as Mark) up to the play room. After securing the 2 slaves to the wall I released lee from the cage and ordered him to welcome all My guests which meant he had to kiss their feet and introduce himself as My sissy maid even though they all knew him from various meetings before.  In front of evryone I asked lee if he was happy as My sissy maid and if he was happy that I kept him locked in chastity, to which he, of course, replied that he was. I continued to ask him questions deliberately knowing how he would answer and that the answers he would give would just keep pushing him further into a corner. It wasn't long before he was admitting that he was not a real man and how right it was that he was kept denied and chaste, Next I made him beg at the feet of My guests to persuade Me to continue his training as My chastity slave and they happily joined in with My gameplay.

Next I had him beg to be allowed to suck the cocks of the 2 slaves still tied up and he did so though not very convincingly lol!

With this humiliation complete I then announced to him that since he had admitted that he could no longer concider himself to be a real man, that he had spent the last several months in chastity perfecting his cock sucking skills and often working as My sissy maid that he would from now on no longer be permitted to wear male underwear. With the shock of this still yet to sink in properly I released the 2 slaves and had them cut up all his old male underwear including his socks. I told him that I was not a complete bitch and that though he would have to wear female panties I would let him wear opaque stockings to help ease him into this new regime. Still shocked, one of My friends got up and slapped him hard 2 or 3 times telling him that I was being very generous and that he should thank his Mistress and Owner for being so. With him kissing My boots and thanking Me for forcing him to be a 24/7 sissy (albeit mostly hidden) My friend suggested he should have a more femine name and hence...lucy was born!

During the next couple of sessions I took it fairly easy on lee though I still enjoyed teasing him with other slaves and using him to give relief to slaves at the end of their sessions. Having lee suck another mans cock (albeit a slave cock!) and having him splash over lee's face or down his throat while he had to endure the frustration of his own chaste dick gives me particular pleasure.

lee had been serving Me in chastity now for over 6 months, at each extension to his contract I had made him beg Me to keep him locked which he willing did. However, all the time I couldn't help thinking I was just stretching out his time with Me and I sooo wanted his slavery to become permanant. To this end I planned another special session.

For his next session, I told lee to bring all his male underwear and arrive on a saturday morning and expect to stay the weekend again. I prepared My arrangements and as soon as he arrived I told him W/we were going shopping and I drove him into town. Once there I hit the shops with a mission picking out various items then shocking the other shoppers as I loudly ordered lee to pay for the items. he would then carry all the bags and follow at a discreet distance. In Ann Summers I forced him to buy some underwear for him and his face turned bright red leaving the assisstants in no doubt who it was for. In M&S I had him buy several more sets then W/we went for coffee. While I had Mine I ordered him to go into the toilets and change into a full set of underwear. he tried to plead with Me but knew it would only end badly for him if he did so off he went. When he came out there was a queue waiting and his face went red again! Sitting at the table I then applied red nail varnish to his hands in full view of the saturday shoppers. As I did so I remember thinking, this poor pathetic submisive fool, he is just asking Me to push him deeper and deeper.

And I would.

The next morning I woke lee by flicking a crop along the bars of his cage. his eyes became wide as he rmembered where he was and I could see the fear in them which pleased Me. I unlocked the door to the cage and ordered him out. As he shuffled forward I gave him the odd kick to hurry him up. I told him to stand and walked around him a few times eyeing up the welts which now covered his body. As he stood there, I couldn't resist stroking his wounded but still sensative cock and balls and leaning into him, I whispered in his ear all the things Mark had done to me last night. Once he became erect I took hold of his balls and squeezed them tightly until he was begging Me to stop. I told him to appologize for pretending to be a Real Man which he did of course. Clamping a bag of ice to his bruised genitals I then unlocked his hands and once he became flaccid again, ordered him to put the device back on.

Once he was securely locked away again I had him put on his maids uniform. This and the heels he wears are both lockable. Suitably attired I set him to work making breakfast for Mark and I before cleaning My house. I loved seeing him teetering around in his 4in heels and constantly teasing him and making him go back and forth. Mark got well into it as well and the humiliation on lee's face was a joy to see.

I told lee that Mark and I would be going out for lunch and that he was to continue with the jobs I had set paying particular attention to cleaning the kitchen floor. I think he was slightly relieved that We were going to leave him alone but if so, it was short lived as I fitted him with a belt which locked his hands to his side and chained his ankles. All this meant he only had a few inches of hand movement and had to hobble everywhere, a practice that I continue to this day.

When We returned We found lee still busy cleaning down the sink as best as he could with his shackles. Casually We walked straight into the kitchen through the back door without wiping Our shoes. We sat at the breakfast bar and first I orderded lee to get on his knees and lick the floor clean again which he did without complaint (he knew better!) then to further his humiliation I instructed him to lick Our shoes clean. I know that licking My shoes gives him a certain amount of pleasure but I could see that licking Marks shoes was a different thing altogether. While he was licking all the dirt from  Marks sole I had an idea and left to get a piece of equipment. When I came back in I unlocked lee's hands and ankles and the lock at the top of his dress and pulled it down. I then gave him a special tray to hold while I tied it around his back. The front of the tray is supported by 2 chains which are held up by clamping them on to his nipples. lee's nipples are VERY sensative and he winced as I screwed them tighter. I told him this was for his benefit as he was to make Mark and I coffee and serve Us in the lounge and that if any was spilt then last nights punishments would pale into insignificance!

he did really well with the coffee and despite the pain, made worse by Us also using the tray as a coffee table. After using him as an ashtray for Us both I informed lee that his maid duties were no longer required. At this he thought he was going to be released to go home but instead I relocked his dress and attaching a lead to his device led him back up to the play room and locked him back in the cage this time locking a humbler onto his balls securing it to the cage to restrict his movement further and left him pondering how long he would be left.

Later in the evening after forcing him to listen to Mark fucking Me again, I came in to release him. Still horny, I forced him to lick Me to another orgasm then secured him once again to the whipping post. With a look of fearful resignation on his face I told him that he had done a really good job as Our maid (I genuinely was pleased) and said that I was not going to punish him to which his face brightened up only to drop again as I told him I was going to whip him purely for My pleasure and because I could.

This whipping was nothing like the previous night and when I finished I released one of his hands and removed the device allowing him to relieve some much pent up frustration. Mark and I watched and derided him as he pumped away dressed as this slut maid.

Before I let him leave (still wearing his female underwear and painted nails) I praised his work and told him how pleased I was with his progress and that I felt he had so much promise which I hoped to realise in the future. With the contract nearing it's end I arranged his next session.

Phase 3

With the end of the contract looming I decided to move things on. I already knew I wanted lee to remain in My service but I wanted to give him a taste of what would be in store for him without directly telling him what I was up to.

I decided for his next session I would have him overnight and I would make it his most painful yet. As I think I mentioned, lee was no pain slut when he came to Me and though I had moved him along with this, his next session would be worse than anything he had experienced.

Once he arrived he could tell from My face that he was in for it. Normally the first thing he did was get on his knees and kiss My feet thanking Me for his frustration and continued chastity but this time i just ordered him into the dark room (thats what I call My punishment chamber). After ordering him to strip I tied him spread eagled to the whipping posts so that he was fully exposed. I took the key from the chain hanging between My tits and roughly removed the device. At this he groaned with pleasure, My response was to tightly grab his balls and yank them sharply down. I told him coldly I had removed it purely so that I could torture it. At this point I should add that lee has an above average size cock (it is genuinely a shame it's attached to such a pathetic sub) contrary to the classic small prick so often found on subs. There is a certain extra pleasure knowing I am denying this cock the pleasure it was definately designed for.

I digress, on a stool in front of him I laid out several whips and floggers including a semi-rigid singletail he absolutely hates and told him he would be feeling all of them before the end of the night. I place a crop in his mouth and told him this would be first and that if he dropped it his punishment would double. At this I left him tied up to imagine what lay in store for him.

After a while I sent Mark up to see him. (Mark is My long term partner, He is also dominant though rarely with Me. As a long term sub, lee had already met Mark). In a pre-arranged move, Mark went to speak to lee (all part of his humiliation) and in doing so removed the crop from his mouth. I can't remember what was said but the upshot was that at the end Mark put the crop on the floor and just smiled back at lee as he begged for Mark to put it back in his mouth as they both knew what it meant.

After about an hour Mark and I returned together. Mark took up a viewing seat as I launched into a tirade of abuse at lee for disobeying Me and dropping the crop. I can't remember how long I worked on his arse, legs, back, cock and balls but I must have laid on over 100 strokes all told where his previous record had been about 30. As he hung there limp and sobbing Mark and retired to the bedroom. Just before We left I told him that whipping him had made Me horny (it really does) and after Mark had fucked Me, I'd be back to give him the same again. There was that look of resignation again that I love sooooo much.

When I finally finished with him for the night I locked him in the cage. I had to leave the chastity device off to allow his cock to recover so his hands were tied. There was to be no pleasure with this pain!

I'm not a natural writer but I so want to tell this episode. In doing so I know I am missing out lots of smaller detail which I will add in as I (and lucy) remember it.

I've had so many questions and I will try to answer them as I go. A common theme is so many pathetic sub males out there wanting to be My slave and being jealous of lucy. First, I would now describe Myself as being semi-pro and am not actively looking for new subs although if the right one came along...

I am in a lucky position in that I do not need to Domme as a job but do it as I simply love it. In fact I need it as much as You subs need to serve. I have a good stable of longterm slaves most of which are kept in chastity some for almost as long as lucy though not nearly as severe.

Secondly, this is only the start of lucy's journey so be careful how jealous you are. Few of you, if any would really want to be where lucy is now!

It should be remembered lucy came to me wanting to experiment with chastity and power exchange and had no intention of things being taken to the level they are now but with careful manipulation of his increasing submissive nature he is now under My complete control. he would still love to freely enjoy the pleasures that real men enjoy his need to serve Me is overwhelming. It should be remembered that at each major junction he has been given a choice to leave if he wished. However, that choice is no longer available!!!

The first 3 months

Sessions with lee were held roughly once a week/10 days and were spent with Me finding more about his limits, teasing him and seeing how I could gently push him. One of My favourite games is to give the slave an impossible choice. On one occasion with lee locked up and frustrated for about 3 weeks I told him he could finally wank his cock and enjoy his pent up orgasm OR he could get on his knees and lick Mistress to orgasm...his choice but he better pick right! Of course there was little decision, his duty is to please his Mistress without thought for himself and so he goes away frustrated and horny with the taste of his Mistress in his mouth while I am doubly pleasured from My orgasm and knowing that I have control of a 'man' out there who is sexually denied for My amusement.

Two of lee's personal limits were forced fem and forced bi. Both have been pushed to the (almost) absolute limit now but back then they were scenes that held a real fear for him.

Quite early on I made him buy and bring female lingerie to session gradually increasing his wardrobe and with it his humiliation. On one occasion I sat him at My computor and chose some outfits for him to buy as well as making him choose some for his own humiliation. In one session I had him fully dressed in underwear, skirt and heels then placed all his male clothes in a bowl and made him watch as another slave and I pissed on them. When he was due to leave I offered him the choice of going home as he was or wearing his piss soaked clothes he opted to wear the dripping stinking clothes from the bowl. Concidering it was dark out and little risk of being caught it was obvious how much being in female clothes scared him. Another time, to push him a little, I had him in fishnet stockings, allowed him to get dressed but then locked on some stilleto heels. I told him he would have to leave like that and when he got home he could phone me for the combination for the locks. I can still see the fear in his face as I pushed him out on to the street lol. Taking those photos to enforce the contract and his chastity was certainly a good idea!

I could see that forced bi really was going to forced but would need a little more encouragement. For this I left him for about 5 weeks (his longest back then but nothing compared to now) with constant teasing then told him that as it turned Me on to see two men together I would like to see him suck another slave's cock. I put this to him at the end of one of O/our sessions when things are most relaxed. he told Me though he wanted to please Me, he didn't think he could. So just casually I told him in that case he would remain locked up until the end of the contract, the contract that he had empowered Me to extend if I so decided. Well, that was it! Next week there he was telling Me that he would do it. Not good enough, said I. Last week was the moment for gentle aquiesence, now he should be pleading with me to forgive him and begging to suck cock for My pleasure and that he should go away and think about his actions. The following week I had this sub, who had once told me how bi was a limit, literally on his knees in pretty pink underwear begging Me to allow him to suck cock. All I can say is he was a natural! I had one of My long term slaves there to fuck his mouth and he greadily swallowed as instructed (not much choice with his head being forced down on his first cock!) . Just to humiliate him further and to teach him that I must be obeyed without question I informed him that he would have to wait another week for relief. With the end of the contract getting closer I also told him I was extending it for another month to continue his training. As was usual, he got on his knees and thanked Me though really he sooo wanted to grab hold of his cock and yank it like he'd never done.

Generosly, and I have to say he deserved it, in the following session I allowed him longer out of his cage to fully enjoy pleasuring himdelf and as I sat there watching him wank away I could help thinking that, even though he had earned it, I still wanted to deny him. At that moment I had an idea but parked it for later use. After that I frequently had him service My other clients which led to another game where I would offer him the chance to wank and cum if he could make another slave cum just bt using his mouth, the catch being that he only had 3 minutes to do it or he would remain chaste for another week. To help things along, I told the other slave that if he came within 3 minutes he would be severely whipped. It was obvious incentive to both as lee sucked like a greedy whore while the slave tried desparately to hold on. To My amusement the results of this game swung both ways but were sometimes tampered by a certain cruel Mistress wanking  her slave to orgasm before lee got his lips around the now limp shaft lol

Where was I?  Ah, the contract...

After he signed it and gave it back to Me I again told him to beg Me to use his chastity for My amusement and under My terms. Once he had done this to My satisfaction and in front of him, I changed the One to a Three.

Now, one month I've had many subs manage that in chastity but three is often a lot harder (no pun intended) and it has not been unknown for a sub to cut the lock, never to be seen again. With lee (Lucy was yet to be born) I saw potential and didn't want to risk losing him to his sexual yearnings so I told him to give me the phone number and email address of a female friend or work colleague. I was going to go into telling him how he could trust Me with this information so long as he remained true to the ammendment in the contract but he readily agreed. Once I had the details I took a couple of photos and his fate was sealed.

From the start, lee had told Me that he couldn't really explain his submissive tendancies and his draw towards chastity but that he felt it was something he needed to explore in spite of his love of sex/orgasm and the humiliation that a D/s situation entails.

I found all this indicative of someone who would be easy to shape into the sub I wanted. I have always loved sex (in all it's many and varied ways) and love the feel of both a strong Man and the sensuality of a woman but just as I love these I also love the feeling of superiority and power over both men and women subs. I love seeing a sub kissing My feet or licking the dirt from the soles of My boots knowing that they are so desperate to please.Thus, I was determined to train lee to become My loyal subject.

At that stage I knew I wanted lee to become a long term slave (as I have said before, I much prefer to have long term slaves rather than short term subs even if this means I have fewer subjects to play with) but even then I couldn't forsee what was to come

Well here it begins. To mark the passing of lucy's 5th year locked in chastity and under My control I have decided to tell his journey into long term submission to me. I never expected things to turn out as they have but I only wish I'd kept a diary of how he fell deeper under My spell. So this is based on My and his recollections.

The beginning.

lucy originally came to Me as Lee and wanted to be locked into chastity. What he wanted was to be locked and have no control over the  terms of chastity. As chastity is all about the loss of control he wanted me to dictate how things would go (and have I ever!). It was made clear that despite this there would be a time limit of one month. Other than that it was up to Me. So during his first session after lots of teasing i made him get on his knees and beg me to lock him up. What really turned me on from the start was how real his begging was, so without letting him have any relief i locked him into a CB2000 with points of intrigue to ensure it was secure. he was shocked not to have recieved any relief before the padlock was shut and I loved (still do) the pathetic look in his eyes.

I sent him away with instructions to return in a week.

The next day he called to say he couldn't make the pre-arranged date for the next session and asked to come the day before. Just to test him at this early stage I said no and that the next day I could do was 4 days after to which he agreed. So 11 days after lock up he arrived at my door and quickly fell to his knees. Throughout this session I teased him mercilessly and threw in some torture for good measure. Eventually he was begging me for relief which I'd implied he could have. I allowed him to cum but only after a lot of begging. It probably only took a minute or so and after a quick clean up he was back under lock and key after having him beg me over and over to go back into chastity. I have always loved that moment when the lock clicks shut and the sub realises he has lost access to the one thing that makes him a man.

I presented him with a contract stating he had willingly given control to Me under My terms. The contract stated a month and I remember his sad little face as he asked if that included the past 11 days which I told him it didn't