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Ok, so as far as everyone's concerned you're a good girl. I get it, I'm a good guy too. But we all have a hidden side. A dark side you believe no one lese could possibly understand. A side you think that no else shares but one which you long to fulfill; more and more as each day passes.
So, perhaps underneath that every day exterior you're a dirty little whore, who just wants to be fucked, used and abused in every imaginable way. You long to choke, splutter and gag, as your mouth and throat are filled whilst your head's held firmly in place.
You want to be degraded, humiliated and made to feel like the worthless little slut you've fantasised about being for years, but no one's had the balls or brains to see that in you and bring it out to play.
You long to be bound, beaten, and made to feel helpless and vulnerable. Unable to escape as you're used, over and over again, like a fucktoy and a plaything.
Every night you imagine the most unspeakable things being done to you as your fingers bring you relief from your fantasies.
Lot's of women enjoy rough, dominant sex, the most common female fanstasies involve being taken by force, and I've lost count of the number of women who've told me of their embarassment at how wet and turned on they get at scenes of rape and sexual violence in films and on tv. Many enjoy and some crave the feeling of being controlled and owned. Some find the restriction of being bound, restrained or just held down tightly to be oddly calming; whilst others find physical punishment and pain to be such a relief, and a release of pent up anger, frustrations and emotions, that they would hurt themselves in the absence of someone else to inflict it on them, which in turn causes more guilt and shame. Of course they all think they're the only one that feels that way and so there must be something uniquely wrong with them, but they're not, and there isn't.
Maybe you had a very strict religious upbringing; perhaps you had couldn't care less or absent parents; maybe it's daddy issues or you suffered bullying, abuse or whatever, any of which may have led to your current feelings. Equally though it could be none of these and just the way you are. Either way perhaps your darker desires are just an outward reflection of your deeper emotional needs, to feel owned and controlled because that feeling of power over you makes you feel safe, desired, protected and cared for.
In any event, what it boils down to is that, despite the every day persona you present to the outside world, you're a much more deeply complex and fascinating individual than most people might imagine, with hidden depths and dark corners, and a somewhat greater sense of emotional maturity and self awareness than the average girl. It means that at times you're aware that there's more to life for you if only you could find it, and so occasionally you can't help feeling a little isolated and alone. As such you know that in order to feel completely fulfilled you need someone intelligent, patient and understanding, who can penetrate those depths and handle what he finds when he gets there. Someone strong and capable, who won't stifle you and your needs but help you enjoy them and share them with you.
So, what's the dilemma?
Well for a start, aside from your somewhat extreme needs and desires, you're a perfectly respectable girl, and so ocassionally feel a bit conflicted or even embarassed about how you feel and would like to be treated. Despite being aroused by the words above, intrigued by who might have written them, and tempted to reply and find out, you think surely it must be someone crazy, perverted and depraved.
But what if it's not, at least not in a bad way? What if it's someone just as respectable as you. Someone who's normal and sane, but who simply shares the same dark desires as you but from the opposite side of the spectrum, the dominant side. Someone who's had a number of relationships like this and enjoys them because he knows just how deeply fulfilling and rewarding they can be.
What if he's intelligent, funny, good company and just as easy going and down to earth as you are? What if he's very open to seeing where things lead if you both get on well enough? If he was good looking, succesful, confident, imaginative and fun to spend time with, then that would be absolutely perfect and you'd be on your knees begging to be abused faster than you could finsh your first drink with him.
Well, you don't have to get on your knees just yet (you can if you want by the way), and instead you just have to hit reply and send me a message telling me a little about yourself. Obviously I don't expect you to go pouring out all your fantasies right away, let's at least get the pleasantries out of the way first; so just the usual stuff is fine until we know a bit about each other and think we'll get on.
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