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Grendl

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male.
35 years old.
6'2 190 lbs.
Shaved head.
Blue eyes.
7 1/2 Uncut.
Live alone, Hamilton, Ont. CANADA.
Non Smoker.
Drinks Socially (rarely)
Never married.
No kids, buts wants them.
Works out regularly.


~ AS A HEDONIST I SEEK PLEASURE ON IT'S MOST EXTREME LEVELS... COMPLETE SEXUAL INDULGENCE. ~
I do these things willingly because it fullfills a need inside me I can't explain. My sexual experiences began at a very young age and had a profound influence on my sexual growth.
As a result, I simply wish a sexual lifestyle of pleasure, kink and fantasy fullfillment that allows the exploration of flesh... ecstacy... lust... and passion.
I am a DOM... nothing satisfies me more than pleasing my woman and feeling like I am her perfect Master by taking her the way she craves when she gives herself to be loved... cherished... and used.
I am looking for a partner to love and grow with... laugh and cry with... teach and learn from... and mutually fuck the living hell out of as we wish.
Two people who are completely and utterly addicted to one another.
I do what I want, when I want, and I am completely unapologetic about my choices and unguarded sexuality. Theres virtually nothing I am not willing to talk about, entertain the fullfillment of or share with my partner.

I have a sense of humour. I like to mantain the amusing aspect of this lifestyle by playing it up occasionally. I honestly feel some people take this shit waaaaay to seriously and use it as an exscuse to be abusive. I am notlike that in the slightest. I'm just a kinky fucker who gets off on virtually every form of pleasure imaginable.
If it feels good ... DO IT!!!
That being said... my absolute limits are:
No SCAT - under any circumstances.
No EXTREME PAIN - I am not capable of inflicting extreme pain on someone I love.
No ANIMALS - as erotic and kinky as it is, I'm just not into it.
No KIDS - ageplay and fantasy is fine, but I do not play sexually with children.
No CHEATING - I'm open to others in our play, but not behind each others back. This will simply end any involvement with me.
No DEAD THINGS - Ummm... InANIMAte is good... deceased is not.
No BAGPIPES - They sound great... but fuck they are annoying in bed


I love D/s play, beginning with emotional capture and intellectual stimulation. If the chemistry is right between us, there isn't much you could suggest that I would be opposed to. I have learned that life's circumstances can be changed in the blink of an eye, and want to minimize drama, conflict and drudgery, preferring to laugh, explore and enjoy every moment.
I'm fascinated by the psychological aspects of D/s, and enjoy nurturing, taking care of my sub, and making sure she's purring with satisfaction. The desire to pleasure comes naturally to me, and is a deep part of my character. I love to delve into her past, learn her pleasures and pains of experiences left behind.
I am not looking for a pain slut: I prefer sensation play to pain. But I'm not beyond a good spanking or a little twinge of the senses as it suits our needs.
If your a doormat... I am simply not interested.
I appreciate that some ladies wish for the No Master, Yes Master scene, but I'm not that type of Dom. I can't connect with it. I would prefer the brat in my sub to come out and rebel rather than see that aspect of her personality repressed. Please, Express yourself dear...
I feel respect and complete understanding of a partner is priority one!!!
I hope to find my partner-in-crime, somone I can connect with and explore our minds, bodies, fantasies and mutual desires with. That includes love, respect, trust, friendship, lust, devotion...

~ To produce within the two of us an infinity of new images and feelings that will raise us to ecstacy. ~

In many ways I tend to think of my partner as a succubus... a temptress that simply loves to entice, seduce and indulge in excessive pleasure. Selfishly for herself, and generously for her mate.
The balance of power is maintained by the submissive. Herself a conduit for fullfillment by empowering herself with her inherit desire to be cherished and used.
Submission is power... to balance Dominance.

IDEAL PERSON: Men and women are equal... this is not about total subjagation for me... the role can be fun, but a woman who respects herself and her partner is so beautiful.
I in turn do the same.
She takes care of herself, loves to look pretty, is sensual, attractive, has secrets to share and fantisies to explore.... lusts for pleasure and grabs hold of her mans hand to walk beside him proudly knowing they are both totally equal... even when they commit such wicked atrocities in the bedroom together!!!
I am attracted to a woman who views herself as beautiful and knows how to use the image of herself to her advantage. I love confidance and self respect in a woman... a woman who wants to give herself to her Dom freely... not be taken because he demands it.

~ A cultivated, capacious mind set upon knowledge and wisdom leading to the gratification of desires. ~

WHAT I AM NOT LOOKING FOR!!!
A womans submission is a privelage, not a right for a DOM to take advantage of.
I'm not looking to boss someone around or micromanage them.
I am not looking to enlave or force someone into obediance.
I do not tolerate abuse.
I am not looking for a doormat.
I am not looking for a maid.
For me to Dominate a submissive woman I have to respect her.
I have NO respect for those who prey on submissives who are novice, or suffer from low self esteem, therefore for me to do the same would be completely unacceptable.
I'm not a 24/7 lifestyle person, but can entertain certain aspects of the lifestyle that are mutually desired by US on an ongoing basis.

~ She is kind, gentle.... COMpassionate... but inside, secretly... there is a black widow seeking incipient pleasure.~

She who wins my firm embrace will experience deviance, lust, kink and a true desire for a lifestyle of mutual pleasure.
I am a hedonist... and I seek the same in a woman. I'm inspired by trust, respect, good communication and affection, and I give it back with interest. I am man who can control myself ... and enjoys the control a submissive can have over me with her love. By placing me at the centre of her world I can easily make her the centre of mine.
I am open to life and adventurous, natural and intuitive. I have a lot of interests, but some of the best fun in life for me is spontaneous, I just prefer that spontineity to be with a partner than with myself.
My interests are sparked by good chemistry, mutual erotic passion, and fun. Some of my passions in life (outside of sex) are an obsessive love of History of almost any kind.
I study Paleontology, American Civil War, Canadian Military History and biographical World War 1 topics.
I have a love for horror films going back to when I was a kid.
I still collect comic books, roleplaying games, plastic soldiers and build military figures and models. I love movies. My DVD collection is well over 200 titles and grows weekly.
I have recently discovered a love for Architectural design and I'm hoping to build my own home one day (designed by me and my partner) which will feature a Dungeon/Adult playroom underneath the Master's bedroom for private scenes and group play.
Presently I am a truck driver and personal trainer. I am career and goal orientated but I do not place them above my partner or potential family when I have children. Any job (career) that makes me spend less time with my family for a few thousand dollars a year is not worth having.
I am a Liberal... but have some socialist values for the common working folk.
I believe in complete freedom of choice... I oppose censorship or repressive law of any kind.
I am not religious. There is no god(s) in my world and I personally don't think theres any in yours either.
I am a Secular-Humanist.
I believe in Evolution not Creationism... but I am not entirely opposed to the notion that there is a Flying Spaghetti Monster and that the real reason for global warming is correlated to the decrease of pirate activity on the seas.
RAMEN!!!
If you have no clue what i am talking about (especially the secular humanist part) GOOGLE it.
I champion indulgence rather than abstinence.
Vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams.
Undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit.
And anything that leads to physical, mental, or emotional gratification.
I believe in open sexual relationships, but closed emotional relationships. In other words we can fuck, suck and lick who we want (as long as it's mutually agreed upon) but emotions for these people (or secret meetings) constitute CHEATING.
So let's rub our dark and deviant sides together and see what sparks ensue... I know the right connection can lead to the most extreme pleasures and fullfillment.

I want a partner I can feel comfortable opening myself to. Who understands my desires and needs me to understand hers. I want to talk and share each other... build something genuine that compels us to become better people for one another.
I am not looking for sex or just casual play...
I know that my perfect partner is someone who craves the same and needs a fullfilling relationship at this level.
Eventually the two of us will stand back and behold the accomplishment of our toils.
Some have called me a dreamer, but I just beleive that every moment in life is another chance to change everything.
Lets chat and see how we connect.
I am not an email you once and have a date type of guy. I would like to chat with you online some and get to know one another and our desires within open discussion. I am not into cyber-sex or online roleplay. Just conversation.
I am sincere and honest and hope to hear from like-minded people.
You will have to message me with your contact info.
Talk to you soon... I hope.
6/19/2008 6:45:34 AM
This is a true story of a scenerio I fullfilled with a woman I had never met, but chatted to on the internet for 1  evening.
SHe asked me to tell her a fantasy... so I did. Describing in detail everything that's below.
When i was finished... she asked me to meet her and fullfill the scene.

SO we met 2 hrs later.
                                                                            



Setting:
Motel Room. (Not too fancy, a little sleazy)
I will arrive first.
Check the room and make subtle preperations.
Items of interest will be laid out along with a written set of instructions.
I will then leave, satisfied that everything is right.
The key will be left in the door so that you can enter upon arrival.
I will be waiting in my car across the parking lot.

The sub's requirements:
There are a few items of interest you will attend to. The first is the note containing instructions describing your requirements.

'' Prepare yourself.
Use the EZ-Glide if required.
Light the candles and place strategically.
Turn off all lights.
Return the key to the door for my entry.''


... it continues with more instructions...

''The slut will be found face down on the bed. IT will be on all fours, back arched, presenting. Both hands will be spreading the flesh of it's ass.
Exposing the anus and cunt.
The holes will be glistening in anticipation of cock.
The slut will not move from this position regardless of how long it takes for Master to arrive and lay claim.''


I will enter.
The slut will NOT turn to see her Master.
The sounds of my arrival are to be the only way you will know someone is there.
Keys placed on counter... jeans being unzipped.
Footsteps approaching.
The sound of a Man sniffing the holes.
Breathing in the scent of a whore.
Holes that have accomodated so many cocks previously.
Nothing is spoken.
You are forbidden to make any sound until he climbs upon you and penetrates your ass.

Then the screaming will begin.

6/19/2008 6:40:41 AM
Sometimes... when I awake, I like to remind myself that somewhere, some sweet little sub has served her man and spilled his cum.

Then I get all pissed off cause it wasn't mine.
6/15/2008 7:58:16 PM
What is it about this lifestyle, the Domination and submission... that I find so attractive.
Why do I crave it so.

I enjoy the dichotomy that exists within this lifestyle.
I love the extremes and polarity of opposite roles.
Guidance vs. Corruption
Nature vs. Nurture
Law vs. Chaos
Good vs. Evil

As a Dom I like to exist in the middle.
The fulcrum on which these extremes co-exist.
Remaining nuetral... unassuming, non-judgemental... a creator of these roles where they are required to be indulged in.
A Master.
Creating balance where required.
I guide my sub... nurture her desires to explore her sweetest innocence and her deepest depravity.
Exploiting everything about her.

I have always enjoyed “normal” conversation about “abnormal” things.
Scenes... imagery that shocks the senses and shatter the moral boundaries society brainwashes us with.
I dream of having that partner who finds fullfillment and satisfaction during these moments.
Making us both content.

I LUST for all inordinate cravings of pleasures for the body and mind.
I believe in pursuit of anything that leads to emotional, physical and mental gratification..
... but there are extremes... polar opposites that I cannot balance in life.
Where one must exist without thought or acceptance of the other.
These are what I know strive for in life.
Indulgence instead of abstinence.
Vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams.
Undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit.
Kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates.

I take PRIDE in the excessive belief of my own abilities... I embrace it's vanity.

Am I depraved?
Most would say I am a truly sick fucker... society would spurn me if they knew the full extent of my fantisies and desires.
... but if thats the case... what does it make a sub if she deirves pleasure from it.
Is she a slut?
A whore?
A hole?
A pig?
These words... these names are terms of affection for one who understands it's role.
She understands that to be called my fuck-hole whilst in the midst of a warm, protective embrace or during a agressive rape is no different than being called beautiful, precious or loved.

My sub must be as perverse and as deviant as I.
Encouraging her Dom to push the limits... explore the extremes... complete the downward spiral.
I will require the revelation of every sexual experience life has brought her.
Regardless of the age she was, the circumstances or the taboo nature of the act.
She MUST confess!!!!
Her “history” will be tirelessly repeated to me whenever I find it necessary... I want to vicariously relive those experiences, her pleasure so that I can be more complete with her.
If possible, we will travel to the location of these incidents so she can recall any impression or feelings to me.
Often.... she will be required to demonstrate what ocurred.
I have missed years of her life... decades of sexual exploration and pleasure that I can never be a party too.
By sharing all of her past with me... I gain that experience for myself.. it becomes ours.

But the present adventures of the sub would never be taken lightly.
I will require a scrapbook of her exploits.
This diary will record in words and pictures every adventure she goes on.
We will keep a running tally of all the cocks that each hole has been penetrated by.
Quantity and quality... descriptions of each... length, thickness, ethnicity, cut or uncut and where each unloaded its seed.

I want this whore to become my wife.
The mother of my children.

I want the mother of my children to be the filthiest fucking whore imagnable... and love it!!!

Together we will have a normal, everyday presentable life.
But underneath the surface is something wicked.... a secret, taboo lifestyle of epic, erotic proportions.
testing the limits...
pushing boundaries...
breaking the rules...
shocking all senses...
11/28/2007 2:25:25 PM

I fantasise about submitting to my partner when she "switches" and assumes a Dominant role... becoming an oral slave to her... serving and worshipping every part of her body with my lips and tongue.... licking, sucking, kissing and nibbling her to orgasm for as long as she demands and requires it.

I imagine coming home to find her in “one of her moods".

Laid out on the couch... dressed only in a pair of heels, garters and a tiny lil top that says “Bitch”!!! across the front in bold letters.

Her hands wrapped behind her knees... wantonly spreading herself open for my immediate attention.

Presenting herself to me... demanding I come to her and please her.

The pale, smooth skin of her thighs looks as delectable as the soft, glistening pink of her slit.

I often imagine hearing her voice call from the bedroom...

Singing my name sweetly.

Then to find her in that position again when I enter...

Peering down at her beautiful pussy... as she speaks sternly.

“Eat it ... get on your knees fucker and make me cum... “!!!

Sweet jeezus I can't begin to describe how hungry that thought makes me for my woman.

The most intoxicating scent and taste... all mine to savour and devour.

I so crave a woman who continually desires this servillity and worship from me. Turning the tide of Dominance occasionally to re-enforce the power-play and mutual desires between us

Nestling down into her sex .... hands on the back of my head... I will suckle her pussy the way she loves it most.
Dragging my tongue up the sticky slit, scooping up the honey and tasting her sweetness.... slashing her open with my tongue.
Like a hot knife sinking into butter.
Long.... slow strokes of my tongue... the way ice cream is lapped up on a hot summers day.

Creamy and moist.

Sucking.

Slurping.

Tongueing.

Eating.

Savouring.

Gorging myself on the pink flesh and honey.

Leaning back occasionally to part the lips with my fingers and see the smooth folds... the hard clit.

Having her watch me as I dive in again and feed.

The clit popping out for attention.

My tongue grinding into it... thrashing vigorously to send those electric shocks through her body.
I love the feel of that hardening lil' bud on my tongue.

I want to be used by her in such a way that she is wicked... evil... almost degrading in her demands that I "Eat her... taste her" and "Do what you are good for".

“Suck at my cunt baby”! She says.

“Eat my fucking hole'!

“Stick your godamn tongue up inside and lick out the juice ... YOU FUCKING PIG”

“EAT IT... EAT IT MOTHERFUCKER” She screams at me.

Hissing through her teeth and sneering at me. Spit snapping on her tongue.

I want to hear hate in her words... humiliating hate towards men whilst I am forced to submit to the degradation of slavery to her crotch.

I want to sniff the hole like an animal... have her laugh at me when she pushes me away.

Desperately licking at the air between my mouth and her pussy... longing to eat it.

“Do you love it baby...”? Sweetly purring at me... teasingly.

“Do you love my cunt”?

... and I gasp out “YESSSSS”!!!

“You pathetic fuck.... look at you, you can't even control yourself ” She quips.

She grabs my head and pushes it back, leaning down and spitting in my face violently.

“TONGUE FUCK IT YOU BASTARD.... “!!!

Slamming that wet cunt into my face and grinding it all over. Smearing the juice over my lips and grinding the clit into my mouth.

Both hands clutching the back of my skull... fingers pressed into my scalp... fucking her hips up into my mouth like a desperate whore... pumping herself into me.... her entire body in spasm from the sheer intensity of her lust.

She's seething... hissing obscenities at me... degrading me while I serve her.

“YESSSSSSSSS.... you little fucker... thats all your good for isn't it ... eating my cunt.... feeding on my juice....? “ Theres an evil, wicked tone to her voice.

She repeats to herself softly over and over “Eat it .... eat it.... eat it... you fucker .... yesssssss”!!!

I will lick her ass... lap my tongue up and down the crack and tickle her pink buttery asshole.

Sucking up the cunt juice that oozes out of the pink slit... my tongue exploring the soft ridges of flesh around her asshole.

Stabbing the opening... feeling it soften... her anus pulsing and snapping around the tip of my tongue.

"FUCKER..."She growls. "EAT MY ASSHOLE"!!!

And I do... swirling and grinding my tongue around her hole... my face pushing deeper between her soft ass cheeks.

She pushes me back... kicks me to the floor onto my elbows and stands over me with an air of authority thats intimidating...

“DOWN”!!! She orders... and I lay back.

In a matter of seconds she's climbed onto my mouth... squating down with a commanding force and rides my face.

Hands on my skull for balance while she fucks me.

Her orgasm is hard... theres no sound of pleasure from her... only a roar of triumph and a scream of release.

Juice spills into my mouth... her sweet cum.

I try despereatley to consume her but the stickiness drips down my face and makes a glistening mess of me.

The scent of her orgasm is overpowering.

She allows me to clean her up... and much of her lust seems to have subsided now.

I take pride in satisfying her... and a display of warmth and affection spills out of her as she looks down at me fondly.

She grins...

“Your a nasty fucking pig ...” Shaking her head and laughing softly.

“And I fucking I love it”!!!!

My mouth is to be used as a tool... a device to simply get her off.

It's my privelage.

Her right.


luvlday
 
 Age: 19
 Germany