Submitting yourself to the creative process is like falling in love. You feel shakey and uncertain on the inside. Especially at the beginning, joy and transformation await, but first you must takea risk! Make yourself vulnerable and that's scary. There is a natural desire to stay safeand secure by not facing the unkown which your mind keeps reminding you need. If you play it safe you miss outon a great romance. With that being said I consider my self to be open minded and enjoy my life just as it is but I definitely what to use all my skills to own a slave. If you the type of person who is unsure about what it is she dreams lets start by you communicating your dersires and I well mold you into the person you always dreamed you whated to be.