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	Hello, I'm an inexperienced submissive looking to learn as much about BDSM and submission as I can! I'm taller, more athletic, and I'm a bit of a nerd and outdoorsman as the same time. I always grew up playing sports, but since graduating college I've mostly just weight trained. I also love to be active, so hiking or working with my hands has always been a part of my personality. Ask me about local hiking trails or restoring an old car of mine and I'll talk our ear off! I also love animals and have always been into gaming, so I'm not averse to spending a rainy weekend inside. I tend to be pretty laid back and enjoy laughing and joking around more than being stern. When it comes to kink, I'm pretty inexperienced and still learning. I'd love to meet people, talk, and experience as much as I can to learn more about BDSM and specifically submission. I've always found myself to be sexually more submissive than dominant. Sexually, I love to serve my partner, doing what they say, and letting them control me. Growing up, and even into my young adult life, I always thought this made me strange or weird. I fit the "macho" stereotype pretty well (taller, muscular, outdoorsman), so it always worried me that I wasn't more dominant. I've become a lot more comfortable with this in recent years, but I've always wanted to learn more about my submissive desires. In my public life and work I'm a leader and I enjoy directing and supporting teams, but privately I much prefer to obey and be told what to do. I've always had a fantasy of being dominated by a mistress, getting tied up, gagged, and pegged until I became completely their's. The idea of giving into their power and influence is the biggest turn on for me. Along with that, the idea of being completely restrained and helpless sounds amazing. I've dreamt about being dominated by a dom and giving in more and more to their power until I became totally submissive and obedient, even to the point where my mistress would give me away as a plaything for others to enjoy. I'd even fantasized about being given away to men so they could dominate and have their way with me for the pleasure of my mistress. Of course these are just newbie fantasies and I don't have experiene to know what it would be like in real life. I imagine as I learn, experience, and talk with others more these fantasies may evolve. But deep at my core I think my desire to submit and be dominated will only grow. That being said, I'd love to talk with and learn from anyone, so please reach out and say hi!

9/19/2022 10:52:46 AM

After talking with someone on here recently I've done a lot of thinking about my desire to submit and be bound. I had never really thought about how long I've felt that way or why. Looking back on my teen years I think I've always had a fascination with restraint. My first sexual dream revolved around me getting "caught" and bound up. Looking back I have a few memories where even when I was younger there was something about being restrained that appealed to me.

Now, as an adult, I think my feelings now are rooted in my desire to be helpless. I'm fortunate enough to have had a safe life, and I've never been in a bad scenario where I was in significant danger, and I suspect that may have something to do with it. Regardless, I think my root desire is to be helpless, forced to trust another person and do what they say. Something about giving into that power and giving up total control is what I really want.

i don't know fully, just been thinking about it recently and these are my first thoughts. Thanks everyone for teaching me more and helping me explore these feelings!

9/15/2022 1:14:07 PM

Today while eating lunch in my cubicle I opened up my yogurt and started to lick the little lid. While I certainly didn't think I was being conspicuous, I looked up just in time to to see a coworker staring right at me while I was doing that. I'm sure they didn't think anything of it, but I still felt awkward and have been thinking about it pretty much all day, haha!

9/12/2022 11:44:45 AM

I've been really busy the past few months and haven't really had time for anything fun. That being said, this fall I'm hoping that life will slow down a bit more and I can start up some of my hobbies again. I'm really looking forward to getting back into the weight room/gym. it's been a few months since I lifted regularly so I'm sure it'll take a bit of time to get back into shape. Still though, I'm excited to start back up soon!