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I'm just looking to see what's out there. I'm VERY open~ minded.....romantic,mysterious,moody,passionate,seeking adventure and pleasure and friendship and much more and looking for someone I can make a deep connection with. Sooooo.....Let me know If you may be interested In getting to know me further...... I have become quite bored and restless for the past....welllll....few years or so....and I'm realllllly wanting to find someone whom I can tell my inner~most secrets to.....Most relationships that I have had really do not seem to do the trick for me and I always crave something more....sometimes I'm not really even sure what that is......I just know that I'm sick of having what I'm used to......that's just leaving me feeling.....bored outta my mind! I want to relate to someone on ALL levels.......I want to be stimulated and courted and actually feel something more powerful....I suppose you could call me a "Switch"......because I really don't seem to like the Mystress/Slave/Pet side any more or less than the other. I do already have some exp when it comes to this....but haven't been in this public lifestyle for a while...idk.....I am looking for devotion that's mutual.....and for a decent friendship and lots of communication....and hopefully something much more sacred...with that right person. I Think I'm sometimes more attracted to females.....sometimes I'd even go as far as sayin I'm prolly 75~80% les.....but that depends on how mad I am at MEN that day! HEHE......Really...I'm not that unusual of a person.....I'm VERY romantic and care about those who are close to me....which is far and few between.....I do try to stick with my values and stand up for what I believe and I am not part of the crowd on most issues.....I've always felt like the outcast so to speak of my town.....I wish I lived In the Midieval times.... I just want someone to make me feel alive and whisk me off my feet.....I want that balance of that perfect mix of everything.......

7/29/2010 12:13:15 AM I'm not nice enough Not pretty enough Not rich enough I don't have a huge house I hate to clean I am too complex I'm too bitter and moody and jaded I'm not a happy person I want what I want when I want it I am a Witch I am an odd Veggie I am bipolar I am bisexual I am sad and lonely I am a jealous person I am somewhat shy I am picky I am foolish and make the wrong choices alot I am very emotional I am impulsive I am depressed My cats are my best friends I have a better virtual life than my real one I am just ME!

7/28/2010 10:47:19 PM Why do people toy with me Why do people act like they're really interested when they're not Why do I make that mistake of letting them close to my heart When they were only planning to break it from the start Why can't I just let go of the pain and move on Why is it I'm ALWAYS the one in the wrong Why the hell do I even miss you when you're gone Why do I burst into tears whenever I listen to those damn songs Why do I have any hope left at all For meeting someone new When I just can't seem to forget about you You can't bring back shades of the past but you can't trust a stranger You can't even trust your own family or friends it seems Tell me what do all my mixed emotions even mean I Sooooooo long for someone just to be with and who will accept me for me Who won't try to change who I am and who will not be afraid and hide Someone who will always be right by my side

7/28/2010 12:50:33 PM Welllll....according to a certain someone, I am a "bad person"Well buddy. I do NOT agree! U don't know the real me inside! It just really hurts when You THINK you're at least so called "FRIENDS" with someone ,,,then they just erase you from their lives all together. :( Well FUCK THEM then!!!! I've about had enough of fake friends!!!

7/26/2010 3:28:17 AM Uhhhhhh,,,,,,people just annoy me! PLEASE just do NOT be fake and lie! What's the point in that? I mean realllllly.....Just do what you say and say what you actually mean! Understand,,,OOOOOK.....If you are in fact ,,,,interested,,,,then SHOW it!!!! If you're not,,,,then don't waste my damn time,,,,,,,thank you......

7/26/2010 3:23:51 AM Hey People!!!! I'm STILL Single and NOT Collared! And I STILL haven't even met up with anyone who's actually REAL or serious!!!!! Soooooo WTF!????