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With a young age of just 12 years I started to get my first encounter to BDSM followed by a 18 months relationship with a 38 year old mother of a classmate when I was 16. And she truly was a real slut ;)
Being active within the BDSM scene since I was 20, my likes have changed throughout the years. As a born sadist I still like inflicting pain on playmates matching any limits easily up to now that have been on the receiving end. So being a true masochist would help establishing a permanent relationship and enlighten my life ;)
Talking about permanent... Well, stating my likes have changed throughout the past, I found it more and more important not to play, but to live and stand for my lifestyle permanently.
I could try to explain my lifestyle with "1950 household", but even if this one comes close, it would not really match. To give you a better example what I'm into, I'll quote myself from 2003 when I pinned down the following statements:
"Gor isn't just about sex. Goreans engage in it but it is not the basis, like in BDSM. It's about having a place and knowing it, and living a life where you comfortably accept and love to serve a Master. True kajirae aren't forced to do anything - rather, they wish to do whatever they can for their Master because of a deep love for them and a deep love for being taught and upholding a sense of perfection to a man who honors her with his collar."
"The bond between Master and kajira is the deepest, most profound, most beautiful and most satisfying imaginable. No 'vanilla' relationship, however profound, however loving, can equal the connection, the passion, the communication, the love, between Master and kajira. The kajira's every thought, every wish, every breath, is dedicated to pleasing her Master. The simple words 'good girl' bring greater joy to a kajira then a diamond to a vanilla girl. And the Master is always concerned with teaching, training, educating his girl to make her everything that she can be."
As you should have noticed by now, I'm a Gorean Lifestyler and I'm happy with it. What that means may be a secret for you, but you may read the novels and see if the storyline touches your soul. If it does, feel free to pm me anytime and if it is just for a nice chat/talk.
If I feel interested, a personal meeting will follow very likely. Due to my job I'm quite often at most big cities in Germany. And a good dinner is always something I'm looking for ;)
If you can't get a hold on the novels, drop me a note and I'll send you the first one to check if you could be addicted...
Greets,
P.
PS: If you're in SKLAVENZENTRALE, you'll find me there as "Gorean".
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