I am here to explore a certain humiliation fetish, an "ugly" fetish (Thinking this fetish is so uncommon it doesn't really have a name lol). It started long ago when I over heard two very attractive young ladies talk about me behind my back. My first emotions were painful, I was embarrassed and had that dull ache in my gut. I left immediately, as I was driving home I was going over in my mind what each of them were saying, how I was ugly and bald and how my teeth were messed up. I was feeling worse and worse! And that's when I realized suddenly that I was aroused? How could this be? Why am I suffering emotional pain, but yet feel sexually stimulated at the same time? After doing what seemed like months of research on why, I discovered a term that best described me, an Emotional Masochist. I found that when a woman hurts me emotionally, that pain is translated in my brain as pleasure. I don't know the reasoning behind it, but I know that pain is very pleasurable, much like people get that feeling when they are told they are pretty and sexy, I get that feeling when I'm told I'm ugly or made fun of because I'm ugly. So here I am now looking for honest opinions =), Yes, honest, I am willing to send non-nude (unless requested) face pictures, video or cam to women and have them rate me if they wish, but honesty is what I'm looking for, if you really don't think I'm ugly, well let me know, I want to hear the honesty even if it's not the response I'm looking for. So feel free to ask me for pictures or what not anytime! And of course I will be willing to donate for your time! I am also interested in purchasing audio and video clips of your reactions upon first seeing me, just send me an offer =). If you have read this far, I would like to say thank you, I find it rare for people to take the time these days. =)

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