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~Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. ~


I'm very fucking happy

&

I'm not looking for anyone !


GoddezzT`


xXx




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12/5/2016 5:14:30 AM
Hello guys & dolls,

It's been a long time since I looked again on this website, since the last sub went up in smoke... pretty soon,..

It's been close to impossible to find the one soul for Me.
So I'm just passing by. It's almost Christmas again 2016,
and I do wish all My friends, a very merry Christmas,
and a damn hawt & good & kinky New Year !

xXx

GoddezzT` 

5/29/2016 7:35:38 AM
And you never know how you catch a sub right? I've met a sub 'wetslut2016 ' do ask him how he gets his name *EG*. And even though he is not near Me yet, I've started to train him, and one of the tasks I've given him, is to write his journal :)

I wish everyone enough for this Sunday!

GoddezzT`

2/14/2015 12:13:37 AM
It's amazing how many people in Bdsm talk out of their ass. If you can't read, if you aren't serious, if you're only interested in your own clit? Then don't bother Me at all. It's getting so old after all those years I've been here, so if you're sincere, kind, warmharted, and for real? I do wish you all the best, and don't be afraid to drop Me a line, and I mean not a oneliner, cmon you know way better then to do that !

Have a Happy Valentines day for all of you out there!

smooch

GoddezzT` .

12/24/2014 12:34:18 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS 
dear people, that all your dreams may cum true in 2015 !!
xXx
GoddezzT` 

12/16/2014 3:31:07 AM
Dear readers,

It's 16 December today. How time flies when we're having fun and life goes on. I've been busy with loads of things, and of course I've been talking to loads of subs and Doms in between. I've even met a few. To Me it seems that there are pearls out there, people who do matter, people who are genuine, who are willing, honest, and kind, and witty spirits. 

There are, but are they with many?

No, they are an exception on the rule, and if you're not obsessed, and desperate to want to find someone, it will all come to thee, when the time is right. Even for Me. It's far from important anymore, since that has never been any helpfull in My life. So I focus on good stuff, and work hard with friends to be happy, and feel satisfied in life.

Bdsm is awesome !

But only in the way that I want it to happen.
And if not? Then not. C' est la vie, I don't die 
over it. So be good to other people, be polite,
kind, it cost nothing. and stay true to who 
you're, that's so important.

I wish you all enough!

Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT` 

7/23/2013 5:23:10 AM

Becareful RANT


been walking arround in this Bdsm scene for way too long, about 10 years now. I used to have another blog in which I wrote out the dates I had, the crushes I had, on people who weren't ment to B. 

 

It all happends, also in Bdsm.

But I truly do wonder what kind of people are drawn to this.

Doesn't honesty work anymore?Is it really so selfish and onesided? 

As I happen to see in Bdsm?

 

People don't give a shit but themselves, or their orgasms.

No one wants to commit, and empty promises are easely made.

 

And why?

What do you gain from this all?

Because I don't seem to get it.

 

Through out the years, I've learned that Bdsm

is something very precious and beautiful when it's based upon Love for Me that is, I know that isn't a standard, but this is how I work.

 

Why is it so close to impossible to find a single soul, 

who understands this, and also wants this?

 

Who is honest and genuine, and true to their word.

 

After Ten long years, untill this day it still seems an utopia.

Is it time to trow in the towel? And walk away, which I did a numberous of times because to go through all the players, wanabees wankers, liars and frauds, doesn't mean it doesn't do anything to Me.

 

I'm not from Stone, Im no robot, I'm a very loving soul 

with a big heart. (those who really know Me, do know this)

 

Maybe I speak a language which no one understands,

Maybe I seek the impossible,

Maybe so,...

 

It saddens Me, that beauty is a rare to find.

As well as sincerity.

 

GoddezzT`

 

End Rant

 


6/16/2013 4:03:59 AM

Happy fathersday out there to you all,

My picture number 12 is for you !

 

xXx

 

GoddezzT` 


1/2/2013 12:14:43 AM

Another year is over how time flies, doesn't it. What can I say about 2012? It has been a fabulous year for Me. I've met loads of sluts/wanabees/wankers online again, even met a few irl. But still, there wasn't one in between them.


So My conclusion for this last year is, that internet isn't the easiest medium to meet new people, nor soulmates, it's a matter of keeping up the faith, and not let yourself being dragged down, by all the empty promisses, and lies you find , in this ' world' called Bdsm.


I do wish the truthfull people, and all My dear friends, a very happy 2013.

And loads of Love & Happiness


GoddezzT` 






2/20/2011 2:02:58 AM

Is it so difficult what I seek?

or is it a real Utopia?

Isn't any relationship based upon Love, the best there is,

the most intens?

I'm most certainly not a certain someone who wants to use/abuse

people. That hasn't got anything to do with D/s, that's why I don't

do one niters, that to Me, is just empty shit, and I get nothing out

of that.


D/s is very intimate and No I don't want to do this with just anybody, I want to do this with someone I care for , I feel atracted too, I feel inspired by, and that to be mutual. And no, no doormat, no boring clitobsessed slut. I seek a strong & loving partner, who seeks the same, why does it take forever to find that certain someone?


Maybe, because it's still an Utopia.


I wish everyone enough.


GoddezzT`


12/24/2010 10:36:36 AM

Merry Clitmas all!!!

 

xXx

 

GoddezzT`


6/13/2010 12:52:00 PM
What amazes Me, is the amount of people who only seek a fantasy. I've spoken to so many 'subs' here or should I say wanabees. Who just seek a thrill, and then most of 'm are Dutch, the dutch people I meet on here, most of them want a quick fix, and then go on with their lifes. What is Bdsm about?
Is it just to get ya clitty hard, and then go on living? I thought that's why there are Pro's .. to work out your fantasy.. and have No strings attached , but it amazes Me, how lil amount of true subs, who are willing, caring, and interested to learn and grow, and invest because that's the only way that D/s will work.

Maybe it's just an utopia,
which I'm after, then so B it.

 I'm happy with what I do in life, and ain't waiting on those so called 'subs' who hardly have a clue which beauty lies within the deepness of Bdsm.

Where are those souls, who truly understand what I'm on about,
come out of your shell, and get in touch, to enjoy how beautiful life can B.

I wish you enough.

GoddezzT`


5/15/2010 7:45:34 AM
Domina's,
you've all sorts of Domina's,
Being a Domina means we aren't robots without feelings, so you can say whatever, or promise the moon the sky and stars, and just move on with your life. I can't count the amount of times this has happen to Me. Even today, I got stood up, and I lost count really. people are so easy with their words. but it's a given that ACTIONS speak louder then words, so put your mouth where your money is, and don't sell lies. Because I'm not from stone. I've feelings too, and if you have any selfrespect, you wouldn't treat anyone the way you don't want to be treated either.

amen

5/4/2010 7:27:18 AM
Im very happy to anounce that I've My exposition with My poetry, in A Library in The Hague. The name of the Expo is called
"Lonelyness in word and image, for big and small"

It's awesome to work towards that moment to get it all finalised, from just an idea, to work together with My friend, who is an artist in paitings, and sculptures, now we're busy to try to get our work exposed in other places , life is beautiful, because it will be the way you paint it!

GoddezzT`
 

3/4/2010 12:42:19 AM
Yes it's My birthday,
and I'm off to a friend
to go draw.

Have a goodone !

GoddezzT`

12/13/2009 2:03:28 AM
I believe there are ways to treat people.
I treat people respectfull in order to b respected.
I don't lie to people, because I don't want to b lied too.
I'm honest to people, because I want to b around honest people.
I'm openminded towards people, and they all get the benefit of the doubt, untill proven, they don't deserve My attention, for whatever reason.
I show interest in new people, and am polite, it never cost anyone to b polite anyways.


And how I would want to be treated.

If you're genuine interested, then show your undevided attention. Be in touch
on a regulair basis, and not just
when it suits you.

Bdsm is serious, and  know how to treat a
Lady.

This Lady loves to be thought of
and to hear that too.
It's not about money
and gifts
( I leave that to the pro's, and other wanabees)

I love to receive messages,
cards, nice links to stuff
they've found online, for instance.

I love dayly journals, in order
to know what's going on in their world,
and they know about Me.

I love it when a sub really
works on getting to know Me,
and what My likings/limits are.


Maybe I'm after an utopia,
who knows, it's just nice
to find people who do that,
out of their interest
in Me.

Don't ever promise Me
empty promises, I've heard
enough of those, and I'm
really fed up with that shit.

Don't ever keep Me waiting,
I hate that , as if I don't
have anything else to do.

Be who you say you're
and act upon that.

Instead of playing a real good act.

Don't ya think I will figure you out?
sooner then later...

But then again,
I've been wasting so much time here,
by thinking they would be out there.

So Prove Me wrong.

It's a nice dream.

And it happends for some.
but the rest keeps on seeking,
for that impossible dream.


I wish ya all a happy hunt
in this jungle.


GoddezzT`

~*
Follow your passion, and success will follow you.  *~

11/24/2009 12:25:44 PM
For a REAL good laff :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tciamZUQAHw&feature=player_embedded



GoddezzT`

11/6/2009 3:18:35 AM
you know what you should do,
just once for the fun of it..

When your a Male Dom/sub,
go into chat with a female nick...

Don't say anything, just wait..
Wait on the unasked for abuse..

Which you get just being there..

It's unfuckingbelievable in chat.

How rude stupid and once braincelled men are!

So just feel it for once, maybe you'll create more respect towards woman that way.

If ya didn't have any yet!

Have a good weekend!

GoddezzT`

7/27/2009 12:36:48 AM
I saw a documentary last night,

It was about a 54 year old Dom, who was making a break with Bdsm.
He had been in the scene for 25 years, and He had been a pro Dom, and found his soulmate in this, a slightly older guy,
whom he could talk to about any level of Bdsm, and He was like a kinda SugarDaddy for Him, who supported Him financially.

The SugarDaddy always told Him, that whenever anything would
happen to Him, he would 've been well looked after, so He wouldn't
ever have to worry about a thing, which He believed. He lived a great
life and lived in big house with a Dungeon, and it seemed that He was
well known, and living good of being a Master.

Until the SugarDaddy died,
and He was left alone, penniless. He felt betrayed, and it also seemed
that He wasn't the only one He had been fooled around with, so He told
the reporter. He felt lost, alone in the desert. He had no clue what to do
with his life now, He always thought that He would grow old with Him,
but now, He was very bitter, and felt lost.

They followed Him for over a year
to make this documentary, and at one point He said that He felt like that
little boy of 3 years old, who got abandoned by His Daddy, how He got
raped while in His teens, and He just felt sadness, and that huge feeling of
being lost.

He had given His everything to Bdsm it's all He had known in His life, and all He had been good at, and gave hisself  to His soulmate whom supposedly could have fooled Him all those years.

 At the end you see
Him ripping His house apart, and throwing all His equipment away from His
Dungeon, telling how He feels lost.



It all seems very Shallow to Me, the whole Bdsm 'scene", if you look at Him,
who was a well known Master in the Scene for So long, and that in the end,
it all boils down to Feeling Loved & cared for & accepted for who you are.  

Otherwise this "scene" is damn empty, since it's all about people's wants & needs,
and where are you in all of this?

When I read One page of journals here on Collarme, it strikes Me, how many people
are fed up with the lies, the players the fakes, and it proves once more, how shallow

the Whole Bdsm 'scene" is. At least online it is. So many people who are only into
this simply because of themselves, and their own pleasure, who feed you lies, as if
it's the most normal thing to do in life. I've seen & heard it all before all over the years
I've been busy with Bdsm.

Although I've been genuine, and honest in what it is I want and seek, it doesn't mean
that the world out there is that too. I believe that Bdsm can B beautiful, but for Me that's only in the right setting.

 When there is Love involved.

Bdsm it's a beautiful fairytale, which isn't meant for everyone.

There is way more then Bdsm in life, and it's time to focus on that,
instead of this dream. So real world... Here I come !!

I wish everyone enough.


GoddezzT`



~* One can pay back the loan of gold, but one dies forever in debt to those who are kind.  ~Malayan Proverb *~

5/24/2009 10:28:03 AM
It was fabulous the play, and it's a shame that it's not for all to see, and a shame too that there aren't too many art lovers on CM.
Most of 'm still r busy with rubbing their clit I supose.

8 nights sold out, and a great success, that's awesome to do :) And I'm seeking another group to participate in. I went to watch one last night, but boy that was really amature, and so not interesting. That We we
re so bored, and we're happy that the end finally was there.

So The search still goes on.

As well as that one person who knows what I'm revering too, and not is all about blablabla.. which most subs are whom I meet here.

And who know how to treat a Lady.

It's  not too much to ask or is it?

where are those Dutch subs,
who know what I mean..

I wish everyone a good one

GoddezzT`

5/7/2009 3:13:33 AM
Tonite is the night!
The premiere of the play I'm in.
The Title is " Memory of water " from  Shelagh Stephenson.

I play the fabulous part of Catherine, and yesterday We had the final rehearsal, and it went great, so I'm happy about that.

It's fabulous to be on stage.
I love it.

A shame you're too far to come and see, and you're missing out, grinz.

Alright, I'm going to get ready.

Have a goodone.

GoddezzT`

xXx

5/3/2009 12:31:25 AM
What makes a good advertising here?
fill in your details, if you're bi straight, your age, and where at ofcourse, then you can add interests, so that's also covered.

Do write a personal note. To tell what kind of person you're and, what you seek, your experience, in what type of relationship youre in or not.

That gives an idea of what person is behind the nickname. A picture is also important, no need to have your face on there, nor ya clit, because that's not of first interest.

So what's so difficult with so many people, who just fill in a blank add, and whine about never getting in touch with Domina's?

Or can I state that all white profiles , are wannabees, wanker, fakers, because they simply don't care? *EG*

I love a sub with a brain, so the one who will catch My eye, won't have an empty profile, because that's a waste of My precious time to even wonder who's behind that nick.

So make it worthwhile while you're at it!

I wish you all enough.

GoddezzT`

4/18/2009 5:44:39 AM
Its amazing that despite all the wankers and wanabees I've met there still are a few pearls here online, who keep on walking into My life, which makes Me believe it's possible, it can happen, to find that true submissive for Me. Yes I'm a demanding Bitch. Simply because I don't settle for any less. I do quality over quantity. And yes that means a long hard walk through the jungle called D/s, but I've learned from every step I've taken, and that made Me stronger, and more secure. Although I had more then once the feeling, after being lied too, betrayed, or just conned, of whatafuck am I here for, this never brings Me the beauty it so carrys it itself in. But apparently I haven't met enough idiot's yet in My lifetime, grinz. I'm blessed for the lovely group of people whom I've around Me, and who know who I'm, and apriciate Me for who I'm, instead of fuckwits who judge without knowing anything. That's just too easy. But it takes all sorts to make this world go round, I know. I'm off to enjoy this lovely springday, and do wish you a lovelyone too. B safe. GoddezzT` xXx

3/3/2009 10:22:44 PM
Just another year, full of growth, happiness, some sadness, one doesn't go without the other. Thanks for all those beautiful souls who stepped into My life, and which Love I enjoy tremendously. I feel truly blessed. Have a good day. xXx GoddezzT` 

2/13/2009 9:18:59 PM
Happy Valentine,
~*~
As My heart is full of thee
My smile will show you
How much you mean to Me
~*~
I wish Everyone a Loving
Valentine
~*~
GoddezzT`

2/5/2009 11:15:48 PM
What is more beautiful  then to let Me touch you, in the deepest way possible
to want nothing else but surrender because you simply know that's where you belong

GoddezzT`

1/24/2009 12:43:45 AM
You know, what I don't get, are all those "subs" which they call themselves, who are full of promises, and beautiful words, but nothing ever comes out of it. Simply because they are thinking with their clit, or just love the fantasy. They want the fun, but nothing else. Amazing that there is No true Dutch sub on here it seems. So no it's not that weird that hardly anyone gets found here.
Simply because of how men are.

always keep on smiling though, that's good for the soul.
GoddezzT`

12/22/2008 11:52:51 PM
I wish you all
a Very Merry
Xmas,

and a Loving
2009.

For everyone out there.

Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

11/26/2008 11:15:24 PM
Happy Thanksgivings Usa.
I wish you all a happy gathering, with family and friends. smooch GoddezzT`

11/24/2008 1:50:00 AM
Its hard to Be original on here especially when they steal your roomname on the server !!!! GoddezzT`, p.s. there is Only One GoddezzT`, and that imposter GoddesT is a male...including GoddezzTT from Holland who is 58 and 213 cm is male too for all you out  there!

11/14/2008 7:43:42 AM
Bdsm,
the kink which is most spoken about, but never enough done!
I don't play just now and then I only play with a sub of My own. I wish you all enough.
GoddezzT`

10/13/2008 1:22:12 PM
No matter
how I 
held on
with both hands
it disappointingly
 
slipped through
my fingers
as lose
sand
..

10/3/2008 12:37:30 AM
If you're just able to think with your clit,
 and think about your own welfare, interests?
Then fucking don't bother to write Me.
Because I don't give a flying shit about it.
Am tired of all those selfish bastards thinking they are so submissive. My ass.
 Grow up and Get a life.
GoddezzT`

6/30/2008 11:39:15 PM
26 june I released My Italian.
It didn't feel right anymore, so I had to let him go. Wwe parted as friends.
It's time for new chapture in My life.
I wish him well.
GoddezzT`

6/18/2008 7:04:37 AM
I sometimes meet a soul,
And that's truly not too often.

Who just knows..
knows without a word.

Who feels without
a sight.

Those are precious souls out there,
who inspire Me, who dare Me,
who touch Me.

Who convince Me,
that it does exsists.

And that truly makes Me
DAMN happy!

I wish everyone a fabulous day.

GoddezzT`


6/2/2008 2:55:51 AM
Is what I want just a fantasy?
It feels like it, allot of times, and that doesn't make Me happy. I know I'vent got the least kind of wish how I want to live My life, and that many wouldn't fit in that picture, was clear too. At times it just seems impossible, I meet subs everyday, online, nice once adorable once, smooth once, and get promised allot, but there arent many who keep their words, and really mean what they say, and would fit in the picture which I've in My mind.
Having a child doesn't make My search any easier, and I understand, how so many aren't waiting on such, but this is who I'm. Is it close to impossible to find the compatable one? Or are they simply not online, because they live the real life...
who knows
I wish everyone goodluck in whatever they wish to find. Serve well, and work hard!
warm Greetingz
GoddezzT`

5/26/2008 6:39:09 AM
There Ive sorted out My friends list on here. Everyone who ever farts once, added Me to their list.
I've kicked allot off, who arent in touch with Me anymore, or who are simply not worth My time, I like to keep that real, and honest. So those people who are in My list, are people who Really know Me, and know Me well, and are worthy of My time.

I again came to the conclusion that youngsters aren't the once worth of My time. All I experiance, they are full of beautiful words, but never pull through.

So please don't bother with Me.
I only seek mature, and serious subs, who are ready to submit.

Are you ready for the ride?

Get in touch !!!

smooch

GoddezzT`

5/21/2008 11:53:01 AM
12 may 08
was the date, the date I was going to fly out to My slave, My bitch, My whore, after two long years of not being together, after a seperation from eachother, the moth got drawn back to the flame, so here it is where the story starts.
 
 
 
 
When I came on Schiphol, I said goodbye to the people,from the train whom I was talking too and walked happily towards the place to check in. I was ontime, and it was very buzy at the airport. And I checked in at a machine, with My pasport, no need for papers anymore, its all inside of the computer. When I went through customs, I had to hand them My lilbottle of Spa Red ( water with gas) because it could b very dangerous.
 
So that was a pitty, because behind that counter I could by another spa red and pay 2,5 euro for it. But oh well it's holiday so just enjoy life. So I went to get Myself a nice cuppa cawfee, and started to read in My new book, and waited till the time had come to board. It was luckily not buzy , so I was sitting at the windowsite, and the seat next to Me was free. The view was clear, but the sun was very hot, so I closed the window, and kept on reading in My book, which held My attention tightly. The time went by, and it was already time to land in Bologna, how would it be after 2 years of seperation to see eachother, and where would I go, I had no Idea!... It was lovely weather in Bologna too, so it was a Warm welcome !!!
 
 
 
 
I waited for My suitcase, and then went out to meet My brat, who I thought would b standing behind the doors.. but No assai.. so I walked on lookin around and around..
 
Then My eye spotted him sitting with the back to the doors... and his phone rang.. I smiled happily as I walked towards him, other we're sitting near him, who saw Me, but all he saw, it wasn't Me. he kept on talking on his phone, and I stood there besides him.. shaking My head, as he spoke.. and I tapped My shoe... is this the way to greet your Mistress after so long...? So I saw other people looking at Me standing.. while I waited for him to finish his phonecall with whoever... and then I said well  hello you! his eyes sparkled, and hugged Me tight... that's a better welcome !
 
 
 
his smile was H U G E ! And the shining eyes we're great to see again, it was all happiness, I didn't look at his pants at that time, but am sure he was gappy too down there :D
 
 
 
 
Wwe walked to the car... although in all the happiness he kinda forgot where the car was parked *EG* so Wwe found it , and I was going to bring the car away where Wwe had put the bags on..then I told him to pick Me up infront of the station.. so I stood there waiting and waiting, and saw him running all offa sudden , and I thought what's going on? so I started to walk in his direction, but I couldn't see him anymore untill My mobile went , and he asked where I was at.. so I waved at him and walked back to the place he parked his car... I went into the car, as he asked Me to get out of the car he had to show Me something.. So I stepped out.. as he handed Me a bouguet with 3 roses and a card, saying " 3 years 3 trips 3 and all my love, assai."
 
 
 
I smiled and thanked him and hugged him tight, as Wwe kissed, and I felt his beard on My delicate chin, and stepped back into the car, as Wwe drove off, he had a bit trouble to find the right way to Mauro's new house, since they've done allot of building on the roads around the airport, so he was getting angry with that, I told him to cool it, and asked if he was in a hurry now, so to relax, and just turn around. he cooled down, and find the road... it was warm, and the wind was carressing My hair through the open window, Oour hands we're intertwined and caressing eachother, as I had to tell him to keep his eyes on the road, Wwe drove in the mountains, and My ears kept on popping in and out, because of the hight difference, but the beauty was amazing, and sometimes the roads small, assai knows these roads very well, but it's all new to Me, so...it was something to get used too.
 
 
 
 
Just as I wished Wwe would be there, Wwe stopped at a fence, which assai had to open, and cost him difficulty, as I waited in the car, and admired the beauty of nature. As he finally could open it, and Wwe drove into this private lane..with trees on the side house on the right with red wooden windows infront of thier windows, damn I don't know how they are called in English. but it was a big house, and Wwe drove on, and the first house on the left was Mauro's home, a 2 store building, and he bought the downstairs part, it was like a dream to live there, really amazing, normally this is a place for people, to  have as thier second home, to get away from the city, but Mauro, did a great job in buying this place, so Wwe opend the doors, and entered, and got the stuff out of the car, and put all My stuff in the bedroom.
 
 
 
 
Then I had to take a look around, and it just look marvelous, m. came home pretty quick as I hugged him dear, it was good to see him agian, he is a very sweet slaveboy. he aranged a dinner in the late evening, and I had My inbetweeny, because of My diabetes, I've gotto eat ontime, he brought Uus to a place where it's not really a restaurant, but where you can knock on the door if you can eat there, and they bring you inside their home, to a big room where there are tables, and Wwe ate delicious food.
 
And had allot of fun together, the 2 Italian boys had trouble with starting to speak English again, because they never really did since I left 2 years ago, so Wwe spoke and found the words allong the way, it was really great food, and the company was exellent ofcourse.
 
 
 
 
Then Wwe left to get home, and the roads we're dark, and not lighted, but Mauro is a good driver, and takes his time, assai, is more aggressive in trafic, and I don't always like it that much, untill I warn him to cool down.
 
 
 
When Wwe got home, assai made My cuppa blackberry T, and I showed Mauro the stuff I had bring with Me, and he showed new meaner toys, then I've from hard plastic & rubber, it was nice to see, and he showed the things he had been building, and it was great to see the boys work on that together, to put that in order, a workout bench, and a sling , but that construction wasn't as safe in My opinion, but I've pics to prove it was there LOL.
 
 
 
 
Then m. went to bed, and assai and I cuddled up in bed..did allot of hugging and kissing, being happy to finally feel each other again so close. Then it was time for assai to went home, and I went to sleep, I didn't hear anything, it's so quiet, and the house is good issolated, that it was heavenly to sleep there !
 
 
 
In the morning I heard m. waking up, and preparing for his work, I stayed in bed, and layed around till assai arrived with a lovely breakfast, and woke Me up. Wwe ate together, and then prepared My 10 am, and Wwe went for a walk to look around the property. To find a good tree for My bitch to b tied too, it was lovely weather, and it was really like heaven on earth around there, and Wwe walked towards the creek, and enjoyed the beauty... wild orchids we're growing all over the place, among other beautiful flowers, which I took pics off.
 
 
 
 
Then Wwe walked back for some lunch, and assai made the most lovely lunch for Me, with strawberrys for dessert, then it was clear Wwe couldn't play outside, because the neighbour was there, and felt the need to cut the grass, so there went Oour peace.. .I was sitting outside reading My book, as I waited for assai to finish. Wwe ate, and then Wwe tried out the workbench of m.,  I tried to milk the bitch, and was at it for quite some time but it didnt work, he still couldn't let go, and felt that he had to pee, that feelings means it is coming, but what ever I tried, he wouldnt b milked so I pushed assai's new buttplug in his ass.. after Smacking his ass with serveral things, and fucked him with My new glass dildo, he was a true bitch moaning, as the marks apeared on his ass. hmmmmmmmmm
 
 
 
 
Gotto love a bitch on da bench, then he said that his legs we're hurting, so I got him off of there, and decided to play with the candles, and Wwe rolled out a big plastic sheet on the floor, and assai brought lovely scented candles, strawberry and Liquorice, My favorite candy, grinz.
 
So then I saw and heard My bitch squirming infront of Me, and wiggling around as the spots fell on his ass.. which was red hot from the spanking before, and heard him moaning as never before, I knew this was a good one, grinz wicked.
 
 
 
 
and I kept on dripping it over his ass.. as he squirmed away, almost..! he had told Me to write something on his back, but those candles werent once with which ya could write, but I dripped upon his shoulders and down his back, as he squirmed and moaned loudly, as his back was fill with wax, he looked like he had the measles LOL
 
he wiggled and squirmed, and I was proud of My bitch.. and blew out the candles.. and rubbed My hands over the dried wax, and got it all off him. Wwe hugged, and it was great to finally played with the wax over his brown back, and white ass !!!!
 
 
 
 
Then Wwe went to the bedroom , where assai massaged My feet, and legs, and My back, which was lovely then assai ate My ass, and which was very fucking heavenly, as he enjoyed it very much, as did I ! Then I fucked My bitch and came good over My ho.. but assai still didnt came, not even when I told him too... a condom holds him off much.. So when I wanked that bitchmeat, allot of withheld cum squirted all over the damnplace, and he finally came...
 
 
 
Wwe cleaned up.. and refreshed Oourselves before m. would be home, and to get Oourselves ready to go out for dinner. assai and I would go out in Bologna together so Wwe drove off before mauro was even home, and Wwe had a most lovely dinner, in a great restaurant where I ate shrimps , DAMN YUM !!!! It was a lovely evening, and had a good time. Then Wwe drove home in the darkness, and m. already slept, and assai made Me a cuppa T, and Wwe cuddled some in bed, before he went home, and I slept great again.
 
 
 
 
Wednesday, I was already awake when assai entered, and made Me breakfast, again it was a lovely day, and Wwe had allot to do, so after breakfast, and preparing Oour toybag, full with rope and toys all stuff for when Wwe would find Oour tree where the fun would all be starting *EG*.
 
 
 
Luckely there was no one around today, so Wwe found a tree in the neighbours yard, where Wwe had space to put the camera, for pics, and for Me to work around My bitch. So I told him to strip nekid, so I could put the restrains on his wrists and feet, and tie him to the tree, and there I whipped his ass with all the toys you can see lying in the grass, and beat his ass well.. I put nipplclamps on him, as he wore a gag, so he couldn't complain much, and I hang weights on them.. as I kept on torturing his red ass :D It was gorgeous to watch, took movies and pics, then I turned him around, and put the clamps on his balls, since he begged mercy, da pussy, on his nippls.. and he loved them juggling on his balls, as I tortured My meat, and balls... and bit his nippls... and made him suffer for Me. After that I took him off the tree, and tied him to another one for some pictures, as well as a movie where he crawls behind Me, as being My bitch! Then Wwe took pics standing against the wall, and some portrait's together , I love My new camera, damn am so happy I bought it, Wwe took allot of pics, then cleaned up everything, and went back to the house , where I had My T, and relaxed.
 
 
 
That night, I went to dinner with m. and ate truffles for the very first time in My life, it was different. When Wwe came home, Wwe spoke allot about the lifestyle, and collarme, and how it goes in the Italian scene, and all the stuff he did, he showed Me movies of him serving a Mistress.
 
 
 
 
Alright, I went to sleep till the next morning, as assai woke Me up with breakfast again, and I told him, I wanted a good morning walk, around the beautiful nature here, so Wwe prepared My bag with water and My 10 hour snack, and My camera, and off Wwe went, it seemed lovely weather, but Wwe took a sweater with Uus anyways, and off Wwe went, Wwe crossed a first creek, and went deeper & deeper into the nature.. untill Wwe found a 3rd creek, where Wwe sat down, see pics, and I told assai to strip, and whipped his ass with a branch from the tree, and made his ass nice and red !!! he even drew a heart on the stone with Oour names there, how sweet huh? grinz, then he kneeled down, and kissed My feet.. it was a very fuckin fabulous goodmorning, with all the beauty and peace around Uus, I said, it looks like Wwe're on Fantasy Island, don't Wwe. being so fortunate to be there, and enjoy the beautys of nature, and Oourselves. After sitting there a while and enjoy life till the fullest Wwe went and walked back, and up the road where Wwe found a field, to sit down, and enjoy the beautys around Uus. I took allot of pictures, of beautiful flowers , butterflys a bee, it was just wonderfull, to b so close, and part of nature.
 
 
 
Gappily Wwe walked back to the area with the houses, and came home to go out for some lunch. Wwe drove to a restaurant where Wwe had a lovely lasagna, and a light lunch, which was really yummy! Whenever do Wwe eat badfood in Italy?
 
 
 
When Wwe came home, I told assai to strip, it was time to be wrapped up in folie, something new for Me, and try the sounds ofcourse, but assai didn't knew that I had them with Me, so it would b grand. So I wrapped him round and round & tight, and then trew him on the bed... it was impossible to move him then, and he looked like a true Mummy, I used My crop to swat on his nippls.. and My meat, which was squirming in the folie! It was great to see him lay there, and could not do a thing... I had blindfold him when he layed there, and put on a black dress, which made Me look gorgeous, and I walked around to get Myself all ready and swatted this tied bitch who couldn't move hisself at all, grinz, how lovely !... so I rubbed My cleavage over his face.. and hungry he kissed them.. as I swatted his nippls and meat through the folie, what a lovely way to torture My bitch.. then I squated over his face.. and grind My wetpussy over his slutface
 
as I told him to open his sluttymouth, because I would start to feed My bitch, he hungrily opened, and I fed him My pee, My filthypisswhore.. I heard him gurgle, and swallow it till his best ability.. and slowly but surely I fed him more and more.. as I ripped his crotch open... and rubbed My cleavage over My meat... and heard him squirm as I kept on feeding him My piss.. and I couldn't wait till I could put the sounds in there, so I stepped off him.. and heard him happily sighing.. as I grabbed My new lub, which has the intention of getting HOT *EG*, and I put a drop on My meat.. as I had the 6 mm sound in My hand.. and I slowly pushed it in his pishole.. I heard him moan.. but he couldn't move, grinz which is needed, so da bitch couldn't get away, and just could lie there, and feel the sound sliding in My meat, surely and slowly... as It was a beautiful sight, and heard the pussy moan!!! pussy is the best nick, ever given to him, because he still is, and always will b one * winx *. then I took that one out, grabbed the next size, 7 mm, and started to push that down his pisshole...he moaned and moaned louder... and groaned, and it was so awesome to see My meat swallow that piece of steel. I took it out.. and grabbed an 8mm and started to push it in.. which was really more difficult, then the other two.
 
 
 
 
The night before, I tried the sounds on m. for the very first time, I showed him what I had bought, and asked if he would want to try it, sure he had said, so I told him to strip, and I would get the camera ready, to film him, and got out all the stuff I needed, and started with the 6, m. maoned and groaned, as he got beaten really bad, so I called him assai's brother, just another pussy.. as It just slided in pretty easely! then Wwe tried a 7 which was going fairly smooth, and then he wanted to try an 8, and this was gettin more heavy, and since it's My first time, I didn't want to force anything, so I let it go, but m. told Me to push it deeper, and I did, and he was grimacing on his face...but it was great to watch it go so smoothly.
 
 
 
so I was curious if assai could take the 8mm , and soon he was asking to please stop, it was burning, and I told him what a true pussy he was.. because m. had done the 8 totally *EG*.
 
 
 
 
I took the sounds away, and let him see what was happening, and he saw Me in the dress. as I squated over his face again, and fed him allot of My nectar as I played with My meat.. it was fuckin horny to do, and I love pissplay, and can't wait to have MORE of it!
 
 
 
I unwrapped assai after a while, and I played with his ass, pushed a dildo in there, and felt how tight his ass was, and the time was running late, and Wwe would have to get ready for dinner, assai would go home first to clean up a bit, and then return to go to dinner with Uus around nine.
 
 
 
 
Looking back at this incredible week... it was really a trip to Fantasy Island, Wwe did allot of amazing things together, new stuff, Wwe also didn't do stuff, which I wanted too, but there is only so much time, to act in, and it was great the way it was, I want to thank m. for opening his home for Me, again, and loved his hospitality.
 
 
 
And last but not least I want to thank assai, for this wonderfull Holiday, Oour being together, all the things he did, to give Me this marvelous holiday. Thank you so much.
 
 
 
Ti amo mucho!!
 
 
 
Your loving Mistress
 
GoddezzT`
 
 
 

5/18/2008 1:10:03 PM
Hello agian everybody.

I'm home again, back from Fantasy Island, and all I can say, that it was fabulous, from A t/m Z. The weather was great,
The place I stayed was one from a fairytale. In the middle of the mountains near Bologna, and saw the most beautiful colors green, and loveliest flowers, and to see deer walking in the fields so free, and a skunk even... that's not thinkable in the town where I live, so as m. said this is a gift from nature to witness this sight, and I so fully agree...!
The journey with My assai
was one full of warmth, growth, happiness, torture, passionate sex, and good food and loads of fun.

I will write about that on the forum.
I hope you're all fine, and wish you a lovely Sunday evening.

Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

5/11/2008 10:25:03 AM
Today I posted a log from Amnesty International, how Transsexuals got beaten up by the NY police.
It amazes Me that this shit still happends, and My opinion.

Amnesty International
asks people to write their complaint about this to the NY police :

Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly
New York Police Department
1 Police Plaza,
New York, Ny 10038
United States

I hope everyone will be safe,
wherever you are!!

Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

4/30/2008 6:08:36 AM
The Count down
Has started.

12 May will be the day
I will be finally with
My ho again.

Flying to Italy, for 4 days of party, of molesting, of a deep spiritual get together.

I can't tell how happy I'll be
when I finally see My slut again.
Because it's so intens
there are no words to describe
This feeling.

assai,
you better b ready!!!

Love

your GoddezzT`

Ti Amo

4/21/2008 1:36:06 AM
It amazes Me, to read the forums on here, and find so much noncence in there, people who get treated badly , and all put up with that because that's all in 'the name of Bdsm'
How many people forget common sense when Bdsm is involved, and simple things as respect, would He/she want to be treated like that when roles would be refursed? And why would Wwe advice Oour friends against such a behavier, but for Oourselves we condone it, and make it all right.

There is so much Mystic around Bdsm, and Eeveryone has to invent the wheelbarrow on thier own again, and if they don't meet a caring soul out there who is willing to explane that Bdsm is about real people, and real feelings, and that's it's ok to say no to things you don't like, and to protect yourself at all times, and always keep on thinking for yourself, and not lose track of real life, no matter how deep you're going into Bdsm, I see allot of people bow, and get hurt in the long run.

Bdsm isn't about hurt.
It's a loving commitment between two Ssouls who promise to look out for eachother, and take good care of eachother, in every aspect, and support the other party, in order to grow together into a deep deep commitment.

To Me that's Bdsm, but it's not just that common to find souls out there to really understand what it's all about, and they get conditioned by "So Called Dom/mes" and hurt, deeply hurt.

And they thinking this was Bdsm?
So they close up, and build up defences, which are hard to tear down, untill they are ready to show themselves again, to make them vunerable again, in order to surrender.

I often get a compliment on My profile, because people understand it better, and I truly wonder, what is wrong with telling people and educating people what Yyou know?

It's up to them if they want to learn from Yyou or not, but be open for them, and embrace them, because in general Wwe're all beautiful Ssouls who seek to belong.

Don't ever hestitate to ask anything,
how else can you learn something?

I wish you a safe journey.

Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

4/20/2008 5:09:58 PM
How can one not love More,
then I already do?
How can one be even Happier,
then I already am?
How can one not Embrace,
then I already embrace with all Im?
How can one not enjoy Life,
while there is so much beauty out there
for each and every soul?
Open your hearts
and set
your spirit free.

With Love

GoddezzT`
xXx




4/4/2008 5:54:34 AM
Dear reader,
I've got some new pics, taken by BikerDom4, which I thank Him dearly for!
And I'm very happy about that, My boots look awesome in here, and even My smile, grinz. So I wanted to share them with you, and I hope they r on the site pretty quick.
Warm Greetingz
Love

GoddezzT`

Guess they like em too, because they r on the site within the hour *EG*
Thanx.


3/23/2008 1:01:54 AM
I want to wish all My dear friends, and admirers a Very Happy Easter !!
Despite the cold weather which blows over Europe, and the snow which is visable here on the square, it's dry now.
Let's hope it stays this way.
It's nice to have a few days off, and enjoy a music festival which is in town. Today Im going to listen to jazz for kids, and tomorrow Im going to an opera, havent seen one in ages, so it will be fun.

I wish you all enough.

*blows a kiss*

GoddezzT`

 

2/21/2008 11:56:35 PM
Dear reader,
Last night was an awesome night.
I read My poem in a big theater infront of 400 people :D It's an awesome feeling when they are there. I've always loved acting, and this is another kind of performance. It was a big succes, My friends family and son was there. It was great to do!!! I wish everyone a great weekend, and wish you well.
Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

2/14/2008 6:59:51 AM
Dear reader,
I wish Yyou a lovely Valentine!!
I got an awesome big bouguet of Roses, what a lovely treat which I enjoy immensly.
People should be this nice the whole year through, and not wait till 14 februari.
Show eachother that You love eachother, and you truly do care!
I wish Yyou enough.
GoddezzT`
xXx

2/5/2008 4:54:33 PM
~Hero for one day!!!~
This is a day to never forget.
I went to town with My dear friend. And while walking towards the city, a car came from the left with a girl in there, who was scared and fighting, to get away from those in the van. All that was obvious.
I grabbed a pen and paper, and wrote down the licence plate, as My friend ran to the van and opened the door, and told them to let her out of the van NOW!
when I wrote it down, I shouted to all the people who did NOTHING, Call the COPS, don't just stand there DO SOMETHING !!!
People said : but we don't know whats going on, I said what does that matter? It's obvious she doesnt want to be in that van isnt it???
My friend kept talkin to the people in the car, and that girl managed to get out of the van, as she was pushed back into the car. My friend grabbed her arm, and told them She aint going anywhere, as long as Im here, We called the cops who came right away, and they took us to the police car for a statement, and they arrested the exfiancee for trying to kidnap her.
She told us this was the second time, he tried to kidnap her.
As if We walked into a movie...
It was just amazing what happend. The police thanked Us, and rang Me up later, for a full report. He said it was very heroic what We had done, and applauded Us for it!!!
SO it feels awesome to be a hero for One day :D I hope she stays safe.
And hope all of you stay safe too!
*warm greetingz and hugglz*
GoddezzT`

2/3/2008 3:39:01 PM
I had a great day today.
My PoetrySister came to pick Me up to go to the bookstore. There where She was gonne read her poem infront of 150 people. We both wrote a poem about the town The Hague, and got chosen to come in the book which they published with almost 500 poems inside. We felt honoured.
Especially because My poetsister could read her poem out loud today, and I will do that the 21 of Februari, and the Tvstation will be there too. Aint that awesome?
I felt great, and happy, met allot of fellow poets, and We just had a blast.
Afterwards We celebrated it with a lovely cuppa cawfee and cake!
I've to learn My poem by heart for the 21st, so I will be ready to say it to the 200 people who will be there.
I hope Yyou've had a great weekend too.
Warm Greetingz and b safe.
GoddezzT`

1/26/2008 8:44:25 AM
Today was The funeral, of My dear friend, there we're so many people, they didn't fit in the chappel.
It was good, the flowers smelled lovely, and there we're a number of speakers.
The sun shined, and it was peacefull, there we're so many people that we left after the burrial. I want to thank special people who have supported Me during this horrible time of My life. I really do apriciate it very much.
Thank you so much.
Warm greetingz & b safe
GoddezzT`

1/24/2008 2:01:24 AM
Right I was wondering, what would happend when I would put pictures on My profile, and it's really starting already.
boys READ MY PROFILE.
Try to show some interested, and don't just stare at the picture, and feel ya meat stir!!
Because I'm not interested in people who can't even read My profile.
GoddezzT`

1/22/2008 11:53:45 AM
Ive got the most terrible news today, and all I can say is that I'm in shock.
My good friend called to say that her house burned down and her hubby died in it.
She stays behind with two young girls.
He's way too young to pass on...
This was a terrible accident, so the firedepartment said.
My heart goes out to My dear friend, and her two daughters, who will have to find a way to deal with this horrible loss.
Thank you for reading, and
please stay safe.

GoddezzT`
Jonas rest in peace My friend.
I will meet you on the other side.
You've earned your wings.
with Love.
T`

1/19/2008 7:48:27 AM

Slavery is a social-economic system under which certain persons

— known as slaves — are deprived of personal freedom

and compelled to perform labour

or services. The term includes the status or condition of those persons who are treated as the property

of another person, household, company, corporation or government. This is referred to as "chattel slavery".

 

Slaves are held against their will from the time of their capture, purchase, or birth, and are deprived of the right to leave, to refuse to work, or to receive compensation

in return for their labor. As such, slavery is one form of unfree labor

.

So Dont talk to Me about slavery!

GoddezzT`
 




1/18/2008 12:45:53 AM

This Morning I woke up with this song on the radio, A dutch artist Anouk, so I downloaded it, and I so enjoy it that I had to share the lirics with you.


Have a Great day!


GoddezzT`



We're breaking things we can't repair
And none of us will take the blame
No, nothing can be done this time
All the memories that we've made
I threw them all away
There's no need to talk it over
Don't let me get you down
Let's just move on
I'm setting you free

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more
No, I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day
No, I don't wanna hurt no more
Strange enough I always knew
I'm taking off today
Don't wanna hurt no more

The darkness you left in my soul
Do we know how much we've lost?
Will the moon be shining as bright as before?
And as I'm singing a song
The tears well up in my eyes
And I will always wonder
Why I will never have
The life I wanted
Now I'm letting it go

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more
No, I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day
No, I don't wanna hurt no more
There's not much more to say
It's too late now
I won't hurt no more

Should I wait 'til morning comes?
You made it clear that it has been
Only pain loving me
Things that we won't do for love
I am setting you free

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more
No, I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day
No I don't wanna hurt no more
Strange enough I always knew
I'm taking off today
I'm letting you go



1/15/2008 3:43:08 PM

Today I was touched... very deeply so, by a certain young man. It's gorgeous to meet a beautiful soul online. And today it proved that they are out there, and it's just awesome to meet them ! Since I'm on the forum, I've met a few pearls, which I feel enrich My life with their beauty, but today one was added to that list. I'm proud to call you My friends. *smoochers* and B safe,
GoddezzT`


1/3/2008 4:58:41 AM
I've been doing allot of thinking after My trip to the Uk. And it made Me wonder where to go from here. I've come to realise that what's going on between Me and My subbygirl, who can't submit right now due private issues, made Me take the step to release her. It's not that I don't love her, because I do. I need to think of Me here. And although it's always sad to let someone you love go, for Me this is the best to do right now. I will be there when she needs me, and I hope when she is ready We can be friends again. I wish you all the luck littlesweet1.
T`

12/23/2007 11:58:25 PM
Amazing, how life can turn out...
The Trip to the Uk was cut short, I was stood up by the sub I was going spending time with In Darlington. Why are there so many lairs and cheaters out there? Where did honesty go.... Thanx to My friend from London, who came to My resque, and My best friend in Holland I'm back home again. This lesson was... never to trust anybody on his word ever again.... Happy Holidays to Everyone!!
xXx GoddezzT`



12/19/2007 10:27:04 PM

Another year over,
How quick it all went. Allot has happend in this year, when I look back. I've met loads of submissives. I've met some wonderfull friends, and build up a good group of friends around Me.
People who has grown very dear to Me, so the good overwins the bad.

Im off to the United Kingdom for the Holidays, and I wish Everyone a Very Merry Xmas,
and a Very Kinky New Year!!!!

Hope to meet Yyou soon in the New Years!

http://www.geocities.com/miztrezzt37/Xmas.html



Warm Greetingz

GoddezzT`

xXx


11/22/2007 12:17:05 AM
Alright, I had to let urchin go. he ain't ready to submit yet, because of his private life, and he aint the sub for Me. I've tried it twice, but came to the conclusion that he isn't the one I'm looking for. It's always sad, when it doesn't work out. But Wwe've spoken about it yesterday, and had a lovely day with littlesweet1, and he is a great guy, just not My type of sub.

*blows a kiss to urchin*

Goodluck in your search lilone, and you know you've a Friend :)

smooch GoddezzT`

10/7/2007 1:02:42 AM

~How I Live My Bdsm~

First of all, My Bdsm is based upon Love. I can say that fully. I'ts been a few years to find out what I want, and so much what I dont want.

Its a deep commitment between two people based upon Respect, Love and Trust, there will have to be vanilla, and there will be Bdsm, for everything is a time.


Bdsm is a path which has many layers, many ups and downs and hights and also depths to go through, to developed Myself and My sub/slave, My wants My likings, and what it is I want.

There are 1001 ways to live Bdsm, and I can only tell you about My way, how I want to live it, and how it makes it worthwhile for Me.

I'm willing to share this with you, reader, and to explane stuff, if something isn't clear. So don't hesitate to ask Me anything.

~Seven years ago~

My journey started, because a sub told Me, that I was Dominant, so I said : So what? And that's how it all began.

~Whats importent to Me~:

honesty, devotion,respectfull, openmindness, loving, kindness, willingness to work, learn, grow, invest and show that you're into submitting to Me.

~The magic~

I need to have some magic, with My subs. That is unexplanable, but it's needed, that's pure based upon My feelings. One can't make someone love the other. So either it's there or it isn't. I deside if you have that magic or not. If there is none of that, there won't be anything else. A sub needs to intrigue Me, inspire Me, and give Me something , which makes Me want to work on that person. Without that magic, to Me it's just empty, and there for No fun to do. I'm No Pro, I'm a loving woman, who is honest, and a caring creature, and loves to guide My subs, and make em grow, so I can grow with them

~I'm~

demanding to My subs, and I want them to work hard for Me.

I love to feel loved, to feel spoiled, to feel thought off, to receive gifts, and I don't even mean in money, but little things which shows they thought of their Mistress, and to hear that I was on their minds, makes Me feel good

I want them to keep a journal, and write in that everyday, to hear what they think/feel and fear, so I can learn them and get to know them better everyday. To know their ins and outs, and to guide them where I can. That is the most fullfilling task of being a Dominant for Me that is.

~Bdsm is~

more then sex for Me. I love sex, and sexuality. Am always open to talk about it, and to teach others what I know.

Bdsm is a deep devotion. It's based upon Love, and a very deep commitment between two souls. They share more then Bdsm alone, there has to be a Vanilla click too, Wwe live in a Vanilla world so what do you think?

To Me submission is putting someone else very special before you, which comes from a deep deep desire within. The willingness to serve, the feel of pleasing someone totally, will give you a deep fullfilling feeling, which you've been craving for so long.

Out of that deep innerfeeling, you would want to learn to get to places you've never been before. That journey is called Bdsm. To go that path together, in full trust and respect towards eachother.

I put My propertys under restriction, that means they can't cum anymore, their orgasms are Mine, and that makes them very devoted, and more submissive, and the willingness to please Me, just grow, and the pain, and frustration will go away, and goes into a certain state of mind, which they love to be in a matter of devotion.

I don't tollerate any whining about that. It's their choise to submit to Me. I tell them upfront what it is I want from them, what is My way and they can ask Me anything. Either you want to submit, and let yaself go, and surrender till da fullest, or you want to whine, and want it your way, and want to fight everystep I'm taking with you, then you most certainly arent My sub to begin with. If that attitude won't change it will simply end.

~My Motto is : I want to have fun ~

I don't want struggles, fights, I have had enough of that in My lifetime, and now it's My time, and I want to have fun, in any way I want it.

~My prioritys~

Ofcourse My son goes above everyone and anyone. He is on My first place, and priority then anyone else, people who can't handle that, arent even considered wasting My breath on. There for My time is limited, I've to fit it in My scedual for when I've time to meet My subs, when My son isn't here, otherwise I can't meet My subs. Da nosey little bastard, don't know about Bdsm, and I like to keep it that way. He can invent that hisself when he is ready, but Mum isn't gonna tell. (just yet that is, Im happy to tell him when he asks Me about that)

~The subs I seek~

The subs I seek have to be bisexual, Im bisexual, and love woman as much as I do love men. I don't want to complicate it for Myself to have straight, and les people in My harem. I want one happy bunch of subs arround Me, and have as much fun as possible. Also I want em unmarried, and free to surrender to Me, and scedual themselves to My life, Ofcourse I do speak about the Most ideal subs for Me

 

I hope Yyou' ll find what Yyou're looking for.
 

warm Greetings

GoddezzT'

 


9/26/2007 12:32:25 AM
Alright Im happy to anounce that I've found a lovely subbygirl, littlesweet1 and a boy urchin, and together with posseduto{T`} I've My hands full. I hope to enjoy them for a very long time !!! Please join Uus in chat !
 
#subs`crave`Humiliation

B safe all :D

GoddezzT`

9/12/2007 4:18:04 PM

Are You interested?
Then join Me in My chatroom :

#subs`crave`Humiliation

And get to know Me

GoddezzT`


9/12/2007 4:06:18 PM

What started out as magic, went up in flames. It is hard, very hard to find that one who fits My list of sub for Me.
I knew upfront it wasn't gonna be easy, and I tried, tried to give it time.

I know now this isnt the one for Me, so I have to move on, and look for someone
who is devoted,
who has the time for Me,
who is ready to serve,
who wants to learn,
who wants to grow,

that person can contact Me,

and write Me a good email,
in which s/he can tell Me what
s/he has to offer,
and why I should invest My time in them.

Untill then,

I wish you the best of luck.

GoddezzT`


8/21/2007 6:27:15 AM

Hello Aall,

I'm happy to say that I've found a potiential candidate, whom I've taken on, rebelz, and started to train, to see if there is a future for Uus. :D


I wish everyone goodluck in thier search.


*spanx for My rebelz*


GoddezzT`


7/2/2007 1:20:50 AM

Its Extremely difficult,
to find that magic..
It's not just simple to submit..
and it will be alright.


No there has to be that magic spell, from which the desire grows, to make someone grow and learn, and teach all I want them to know.

I've met numberous of subs, and even them who came close, a shame they were not available..

So the search is still on, how difficult can it B?

Have a good day Yya Aall.

GoddezzT`


5/28/2007 11:34:35 AM

Im so tired, to just meet sicko's and wannabees here, am I not clear enough I AINT got time for you lot?


True people are so hard to find.

It just makes Me getting fed up with this site really.


So only respond if you're real and NOT AS SICK as da rest of em !

GoddezzT`


3/20/2007 3:26:52 PM

And its end of March already, and I did meet loads of new people.

A few pearls with whom
I'm very happy.
As far as real life,

there isnt any dutch subby
worth My time.

Amazing.

What amazes Me too, is how many sick people r on the site, and I will keep My eyes open, and ban 'm out of My room.

For all sane people, who have
a brain, please come on in the chatroom :
#subs`crave`Humiliation


Wishing you all goodluck
on Yyour search.

xXx

GoddezzT`


3/3/2007 2:40:26 AM

Hello reader,

Tomorrow I will become 40 years young, and it's just amazing how hard it is,

to find a devotedone.


THe oneliners keep on floating in, or emails full with cursing, apparently that's all there is out there (complaining about it to the site has no use because they just can stay on collarme), or are you really an exception on the rule?



Well convince Me!


GoddezzT`


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