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WOW,
I was gone so long I didn't know collarme shut down. Good news, The degree is finished. And for some more good news, I am single again! This means that the reasons I could not participate in this lifestyle have melted away...for the most part!
MIKE, Are you still out there???? If so you better message me ASAP. (my number didn't ever change)
I am excited for what's to come....profile update in the near future, promise! |
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Guess who has a birthday Monday???? That's right, Me!!! So those of you who helped me get my boob job, thank is a million. These things are amazing. I will be sending each of you pictures when they finish healing :):) Now I just need some new bras to put on them....Subs??? Send Goddess some birthday $$LOVE$$ |
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Saturday night and I got the itch...who wants to come be my bitch tonight? The house is a mess but I'm all alone, I'll make you scream while you make me moan ;) anyone wanna come out to play???? |
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SO it turns out being a nurse and a student is an utter time suck :( I need to find a good sub to use as a housekeeper, footrest, and punching bag (though more like a toy to torment, not punch) I may also need said slave to hang out between my legs from time to time, as my stress could use some lowering, and possibly to suck my man's cock, as I get pressed for time.
Any takers!? ;) |
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Ugh, will it ever end!? So I'm sure many of my followers have noticed that I have not been online much. School has been taking most of my time again :( However, I simply do not feel complete when a day goes by without telling at least one subhuman what I really think of them. So, in order to keep my spirits high through the never ending grind school is proving to be...I plan to start getting online nearly everyday again for at least a few mins! I know, yall are so excited you probably messed yourselves a little :) Get to welcoming me back, and showing me how much you've missed me bitches! |
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Listen up :) I am going on vacation the last week of next month in Atlanta...so those of you in the surrounding area should message me to find out where you can meet me. |
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I'm still alive...nursing school is going well, other than the fact that it has completely taken over any play time I had. Sigh...I need a fix :-D
Any takers....line up subbies, I have a lot to get off my chest! |
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I nearly forgot to mention the lovely subby I met for the first time Thursday. I thoroughly enjoyed our brief and meaningless encounter. Nothing like meeting a new toy, telling him to strip, then shoving 6 inches of rubber cock in his mouth and whispering to him "be sure it's good and wet or you will certainly hurt worse".
The pleasure I got from painfully thrusting my cock in his tight ass was momentary as his screams helped me to reach climax rather quickly. I withdrew from his ass as his body went limp, then, removed my portion of the feeldo and led him, still blindfolded, to the bathroom where I handed him the cock I had just forced into him and told him to clean it.
I excused him from the room he had paid for and took a hot shower. A short time later my next victim would arrive.... :) |
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Had a blast with that live session Tuesday night, hope a lot of you got to see me in action. It sure was fun learning that I do enjoy electrical play, very much! I plan to be back on here live in the near future. I will try and give you a little warning next time though. :)
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As you can see from the journal entry immediately before this one, I am a very busy person. I also work, so if I don't get back to you very quickly, know that it is not JUST that I am ignoring you :) |
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well, I got busy and disappeared again. I miss you guys! I had to take a break from kicking asses and put all my dominant energy into school for a while. I am dying for a playdate though and would be okay with just an online one if I have to settle. Who's up for it!? |
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So, if you are wondering where I have been...I know you have and you probably didn't know what to do with yourselves with me away ; ) I have been working and going to school and studying all nonstop. I have no time and about a zillion messages.
I will be on here when I damn well please so don't rush me! |
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Getting to your messages at my leisure....today is my first day of work, yesterday was my last day of school. Needless to say I am a very busy Goddess!
Christmas is coming, what did you get me ;)
Goddess Cassandra |
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UGH! (could be good news for you though) :) :)
Okay, so if it isn't bad enough that it is finals week...my car broke down after school yesterday, after I had put 45 dollars worth of gas in it. It broke down at the gas station I had just filled up at and they said if I left it for more than a couple of hours they would tow it. I tried reasoning with them but the grouchy bitch of an owner obviously has no sense of humanity and probably hasn't been laid in a long, long time!
I called a tow truck after none of my friends were able to get my car running and paid to have my car towed over 30 miles to a shop in my home town. cha-ching!!!
Now I have to pay for the repairs as well! Did I mention I am a poor college student?? That being said I need to raise some funds soo...I am willing to part with a few personal affects. If there is something you think I may have that you may want send me a message and we will discuss a fair price.
Other than my shit hole day yesterday the last week or so has been really great. I went shopping with a sweet sub last thursday and though he lead me to believe I had actually picked up the bill he reimbursed me after he walked me to my car and put my things into it for me. Guess he is a little shy about simply picking up the bill :)
Then, on my way home from seeing this sub to shop I stopped for a drink and some foot rubbing at another subs house. He took me out for the drink instead and, well, it was a good embarrasing time for him :) Longer story than I have the time for at the moment
Then Saturday was the best day I have had in a while when I met up with my shopping sub again and we explored my mean side a little more...ahhh what a night!!! |
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Some days are harder than others, given. In my life most days get increasingly difficult. Not difficult in the ways others lives do by any means though. Most people are out to complain about the difficulty of a test coming up at school, or how many hours they have to work or how this or that isn't going their way. Depression, fear, so many problems out there.
Mine is a fairly unique situation however. Walking around in this world with their problems. Brushing shoulders with those people...completely disgusting. I have to hide it though, every single day I have to put on a fake smile when greeted by nothings, to laugh at a lame joke to keep "friends" in their world. I have to eat and even piss in their facilities. All the time pretending to be one of them...taking their shit to some degree or another. All the time knowing my superiority, all the time trying to keep them from knowing.
The world by in large is not ready for the truth, for the utter and complete perfection and control that is me. Strong, intelligent people are hunted and killed everyday out of fear. Repression is my only hope. My only release is the small doses of puppets with broken strings.
This is building within me and repression wont work forever, I am a strong being, but not stronger than this. My body is still that of flesh and bones and that is my only weakness.
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Had a pretty great weekend :) :) Got my feet rubbed all night Friday night (literally as I went to sleep) That sub is so damn lucky he better know it! He has almost made up for his misdeeds though I honestly consider discarding him many times a day. Scroll through pics...he looks drunk off my feets!
Then last night I played with TeamViewer for the last time <3 <3 <3 it was great...got to buy myself presents from a sub's computer :) and like a good slave he typed all of his CC information in for me and I pressed place order.
Then I used TeamViewer again to find some very incriminating information on another subs computer...you know who you are and I really hope you can keep me happy ;)
Goddess Cassandra |
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Getting a much needed foot rub ;) Digging my heels into a pathetic little foot slave. Good night basically :)
Debating on having this slave drive me to a party and drop me off when I get done with this foot rub.
Decisions Decisions
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I need to session...so much bullshit right now making me so angry and I need to tie up a little bitch and degrade and humiliate him/her beg me. I need that so much right now. Where are all you REAL bitches anyway?
Goddess Cassandra |
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Ugh!!! I am so tired of fakes and all of you little worms out there that are only interested in jacking off and not really, truely being owned! I must have some kind of leverage on you or I will NOT own you. If you aren't willing to obey me completely then do NOT contact me!
Matt734...this has nothing to do with you bitch, I am actually almost impressed by you...so honest and so soo very submissive. If only you hadn't been resistant at first you would get an A+ rating from me ;) of course that is nothing a little work can't fix. I will have you for my own and it wont take me long!
Goddess Cassandra |
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I got so many nice gifts for my birthday :) If you were one of the lucky subs that sent me one, as I get them in the mail I am taking pictures and sending them to you privately so be checking for those. If for some reason you don't get one and you did send me a gift might want to check with me and be sure I recieved your gift so that if I haven't we can track it down :) :)
Thanks to all of you that did get me gifts, you made my birthday special. And to those of you that didn't....well I have nothing nice to say!!
so far I have received 2 packages:
one containing a nice stripped panty :) Thank you Softmetal they fit like a dream!
And another containing 2 sporty panties Thank you Ben84800 I love wearing these on my tennis days :)
I have also received a very genrous gift certificate in the amount of 50 dollars on amazon from usemelikeabitch which of course is one of my favorite gifts because I get to pick, but it also kinda sucks cause there is too much I want to pick from :)
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So I think foot fettishes are a must from now on :) If you don't have a serious thing for my feet I apparently have trouble being interested/staying interested. I am still looking for some good subs/slaves. Are there any serious ones here? |
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It's my Birthday!
I am hoping to spend the whole day spoiled. I am a little upset that I still don't have a house slave but I will by my next birthday I am sure :) Today is going to be perfect, like me! |
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So, for those of you that care (and for those of you that don't too :) I got a 99.5 On that A&P lecture test!
Oh, and Tomorrow is MY BIRTHDAY :) :)
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Long night of homework ahead...If you have messaged me recently and have not received a reply there are two possible reasons:
1. I am not yet interested, keep trying ;) or
2. I have not had the time to read your message or
3. I have read your message but am not ready to/do not have time to reply at the moment.
Worship on...I will get to you when I am ready. Don't forget: Only 2 days left till (: (: MY BIRTHDAY :) :) |
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It's nearly my birthday :) Wish I had a house slave for my birthday, that would be my top pick for a gift. However, I do have other wishes too ;) I will be 24 before the week is over, what are you going to get me :) :)
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My house is such a mess today. I am having friends over for a party later and I really don't want to clean:( I really need to find a couple of outstanding slaves. The kind that live to make their Mistress' life easier and that know that my happiness is above all else...sigh.
I don't want a slew of mediocre slaves just a couple of truely amazing ones. So tired of fakes and bitches, I just need a couple of REAL slaves....the kind that understand they can't gaze above the knee, the kind that understand their place... |
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