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Recently, for various reasons, my last strong, in-person connection to another person was severed. It started me thinking about how easily I could currently ghost myself. I could quit my job, move in with a Master, and let my old life go completely. Ive fantasized as long as I can remember (even when I was little and it didnt have a sexual component) about being the perfect, stay-at-home wife. As I grew older, sex became part of the fantasy, of course.
Ive had some, very limited experience with bondage play, but otherwise my relationships have stayed fairly vanilla. My family was always very conservative, so while the idea of being a stay-at-home wife might not bother them, anything that hinted of kink would have caused all sorts of problems for me.
As for my approach on here, my thought is that it would involve several, slow steps, to try to make sure things work out well
Step one is getting to know you on here. Learning about what youd want from me, what Id want in return, how wed expect our lives together to go. This is the most important step and trying to rush it will tell me that you probably arent a good match for the intensity of what Im seeking here.
Step two would be meeting, spending some time together, and seeing how well we click in person. This could include the beginning of a sexual relationship, as well.
Step three would be spending some time exploring domsub together and getting into some of the things that we decided would be part of our long term arrangement.
Step four would be pulling the trigger - I leave my job, move in with you, and become your live-in slave, with my only contact with the outside world being through you.
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For an admittedly too brief but basic idea of what interests me, so that we can start with an idea of whether or not we are compatible ... Im a very service-oriented sub. Im less interested in whipschainsphysical force and more interested in being trained to happily pleasure you how you want it. I am not a masochist, so particularly if you need to inflict regular pain in order to enjoy yourself, we arent a match. I do play some online games, and would expect to be able to continue to do so, even if my time on them is limited to when youre at work, so I can focus on you the whole time youre home. Im a private person and would expect you to treat me like a normal girlfriend when were in public or have company, but when were alone, you can treat me like your property and be as ifying as you want.
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