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Perhaps the first thing anyone should know about me is that I am kind of a geek. Doctor Who, Sherlock, video games, and digital art pretty much make up my day. If you're not sure what a sonic screwdriver is, or even a TARDIS, we probably don't have much in common. That being said... GERONIMO!
Though naturally submissive, I have never really fit in to anyone's perceived "norm." I am a shy, coquettish sub with a penchant for lolita and darkly romantic Victorian imagery and attitudes.
My image of ideal submission is a sub kneeling at the feet of her Master, resting her head on his knee while he runs his fingers through her hair affectionately.
I am not a pain slut. In a D/s relationship, I am not seeking a Dom who wishes for nothing but to tie me up and beat me. I'm searching for something much deeper, and though young, I want to commit myself to the right person. I want someone who I can trust enough to give, not just my body, but my mind and heart to as well. I want a man who will guide me and shape me into the woman that, not only he wants me to be, but that I am meant to be, as well. I'm a hopeless romantic and wish for some aspect of that in a potential relationship.
I tend to be a quiet person, preferring the company of good books and music than a large group of people. Though I can be a loner, I do surround myself with a tight knit group of close friends.
I am absolutely addicted to music, especially symphonic/gothic metal, dark wave, dark ambient, victoriandustrial (Emilie Autumn), epic/fantasy metal, industrial, instrumental (especially Akira Yamaoka and Yuki Kajiura), and Japanese pop and metal.
My other addiction is horror films. I tend to lean toward Asian ones. My favourites include "A Tale of Two Sisters", "Ju-on", "Saam Gaang Yi", "Saam Gaang", "Audition", "One Missed Call", "The Hamiltons", "The Abandoned", and "Closet Land."
That, as they say, is the end. If there's anything else you'd like to know about me, just ask! I'm happy to answer (most) questions!
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I've noticed lately that a lot of people will send me a message for the first time calling me a "slave." I am not anyone's slave at this time. Being called a slave by someone I do not know is not a turn on for me. Please, when writing to me, don't do that. I most likely won't reply.
Another thing, I won't reply to one liners...Just won't. I need intellectual discourse to grab my attention and hold it. Perhaps I'm just being picky. Who knows? |
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A song that I feel a special affinity for, at the moment... What If?
Here you sit in your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn't know 'cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If you like we could play a game
Let's pretend that we are the same
But you will have to look much closer
Than you do, closer than you do
And I'm far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don't care what you think anyway
'Cause I think you were wrong about me
Yeah what if you were, what if you were
And what if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
I know you've got it figured out
Tell me what I am all about
And I just might learn a thing or two
Hundred about you, maybe about you
I'm the end of your telescope
I don't change just to suit your vision
'Cause I am bound by a fraying rope
Around my hands, tied around my hands
And you close your eyes when I say I'm breaking free
And put your hands over both your ears
Because you cannot stand to believe I'm not
The perfect girl you thought
Well what have I got to lose
And what if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home
You don't know me
Never will, never will
I'm outside your picture frame
And the glass is breaking now
You can't see me
Never will, never will
If you're never gonna see
What if I'm a crowded desert
Too much pain with little pleasure
What if I'm the nicest place you never want to go
What if I don't know who I am
Will that keep us both from trying
To find out and when you have
Be sure to let me know
What if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
Sleep...
Sleep...
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I Am Human
I am human.
I have vices, faults, problems.
I make mistakes and have regrets.
But I learn from them and grow.
I am human.
I do not fill the "normal" view of beauty.
I have tattoos and piercings.
I am not a size two.
Yet they are but outside appearance.
They are not the totality of who I am.
I am human.
I have wishes, dreams, desires.
I have a heart -
And it is not unbreakable.
I have experienced nightmares,
Heartbreak,
Loss.
I am not ready to lose again.
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| Age: 25 |
| Canada |
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