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Isnt it odd when you stand up in front of the universe and scream with all the anger and rage you have. What the universe sends as an answer.
Todays thoughts http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOy8rneWlrs
Sins of our fathers or fathers son?
Do you belive in happy endings? I dont there just stories that have not finished yet.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengence; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me ?
They say that the greatest trick the devil ever played was. Convincing people he didn’t exist.?
I may be a cruel and heartless cunt. But im good at it.
Whats on my Kinky mind hmmmm. A blow torch and a sharp knife hows that.
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their dark clothes
I have to turn my head i dont want my darkness to go
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
Never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
It just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to come back
When the whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee These things happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
I wont have see the next new mornin' when it comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls go by dressed in their dark clothes
I have to turn my head i dont want my darkness go
Hmm,
I wanna see it tainted, tainted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it tainted.
**Oooooo im reckless now. Thats a new one.**
Thats What i call reckless [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emnRXP_MJbY]
One sole desire, one passion now remains To keep life's fever still within his veins.
**You should never underestimate the predictability of stupidity.**
Submission is giving them the power to destroy you, and trusting them not to.'
It flows but its just a collection of molecules. It serves no purpose other then to move stuff. But why do some like to watch it flow. To feel the warmth as it trickles over the skin?
I know why i do. Do you ?
“Men ought either to be indulged or utterly destroyed, for if you merely offend them they take vengeance, but if you injure them greatly they are unable to retaliate, so that the injury done to a man ought to be such that vengeance cannot be feared.”
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'
But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'
Yell all you like - the Lord its self won't hear you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nN3zICfdKwk
He waits, it's what he does.
And il tell you what.
Tick followed tock follwed tick followed tock followed tick.
Ahab says " I dont care who you are . Heres to your dream."
The old sailors return to the bar "Heres to you Ahab."
The fat drummer hits the beat with all his heart.
Heres to waiting.
Sometimes i hate people.
I will enjoy making you hurt. And I will enjoy making you enjoy it.
**Something to ponder.**
Seems there are three types of people on this planet.
*The good
*The bad
*The worst
**Todays Feelings**
Perfect.
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xlqXHnb2YA]
**Anger**
Anger is an emotion. The physical effects of anger include increased heart rate, blood pressure, and levels of adrenaline and noradrenalin Some view anger as part of the fight or flight brain response to the perceived threat of harm. Anger becomes the predominant feeling behaviourally, cognitively, and physiologically when a person makes the conscious choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening behaviour of another outside force. The English term originally comes from the term angr of Old Norse language. Anger can have many physical and mental consequences.
Or is it just pointless?
**Fear**
They say face your fears, challenge them over come them. Fear is nothing but shadows of your life you don't want ,you don't like, you don't need. To this I say what if the shadows aren't aspects of your life. They are you. And the shadows walk with you were ever you may roam. There are some that cast a shadow. Some run from them. So is it better to cast the shadow or live in it ? I cant answer that for everyone only for me. I know I'm happy with my shadows they comfort me and accompany me. But as for casting a shadow ?
**Hell**
What is hell? Is it Dante's 9 circles ? In which it is said the 1st is Limbo or the edge of hell where you stand and look over the edge to nothing but what is the abyss down. The 2nd Lust
"carnal malefactors" for letting their appetites sway their reason. They are the first ones to be truly punished in Hell. These souls are blown about to and fro by the terrible winds of a violent storm, without hope of rest. This symbolizes the power of lust to blow one about needlessly and aimlessly. The 3rd Gluttony. The surrender to sin which began with mutual indulgence leads by an imperceptible degradation to solitary self-indulgence. The 4th Avarice. Those whose attitude toward material goods deviated from the appropriate mean are punished in the fourth circle. They include the avaricious or miserly (including many "clergymen, and popes and cardinals", who hoarded possessions, and the prodigal who squandered them.
The 5th Wrath. The wrathful fight each other on the surface, and the sullen lie gurgling beneath the water, withdrawn "into a black sulkiness which can find no joy in God or man or the universe. 6th Heresy is the rejection of one or more of a religious body, or adherence to "other beliefs." The 7th Violence. But then this is spit into 3 rings the outer
houses the violent against people and property. The middle
In this ring are the suicides (the violent against self), who are transformed into gnarled thorny bushes and trees and the inner ring Here the violent against the established beliefs.
The 8th Fraud those who deceive. And the 9th Betrayal.
Or is it having a itch you can never scratch. Not being able to tell someone you need something or just never knowing ?
**Presence**
Presence is a curious thing.
If you need to prove you've got it, you probably never had it in the first place.
It's not about ostentatious adolescent display.
It should be something effortless.
Somebody once said, "The whisper is louder than the shout".
Newton's Third Law of Motion
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2658 Days
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-OeaRnQrs0 And no this isnt about you.
**Guess they were right again.**
i did wind up one seriously fucked up individual. But then thats just me.
**If death has no meaning. Does life?**
What Doesnt Kill You...................Hmmmmmmmmm
**Why do we hold a lighted match just to watch it burn ?**
Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. Is it ?
**Dont worry this will only hurt.......... A LOT**
This will only hurt for a second. What comes next........More so.
**Some people aren't looking for anything logical, they can't be bought, they can't be bullied, reasoned with or negotiated with. Some people just want to watch the world burn**
**The Healthy Human Mind.**
The healthy human mind doesn't wake up in the morning thinking this is its last day on Earth. But I think that's a luxury. Not a curse. To know you're close to the end is a kind of freedom. They will remember us. For this. Because out of all our vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves.
The self-destructive nature of the human condition.
**The Human Pack.**
It is a fact everyone does it we try to find our place in the pack. you always have your alpha in any group and i find it intresting to sit and watch how they look and move in the group. There seems to be a few types from my observations. Theres the obvious size orinintated ones that know there big and use it. The vocal ones that bark the loudest. Then there is the ones that use a bit of both and pounce snap and bark there way in. But what about the one that doesnt say much and isnt that big. just walks around in cover and and doesnt run with the pack. Thats the one thats courious to me. They seem to be the ones that dont need the 'whos got the biggest bark mentalalty' or to prowl and show off. Are they truely the biggest baddest dog in the yard ?
**Poor Us**
If a unpleasant wounding has in some way enlightened the rest of you as to the grim finish beneath the glossy veneer of a persons life and inspired you to change your ways, then his injuries carry with it an inherent nobility, and a supreme glory. We should all be so fortunate. You say poor, sad and strange little man? I say poor us.
Tears in the Rain
When the is nothing left. When there is no soul left to burn. What is there left? They say that A Fool fights because he can. A Man fights because he has to. A wise man has no reason to? But what happens when the only person you are fighting is yourself? What happens when the only person that can hurt you is you? What happens when the only person your frightend of is the one looking back at you in the mirrior. But its not you, the person that your seeing. Its something diffrent. Its something dark and whats worse is the fact that you know its there sitting there. Waiting thats all it does is wait. It waits for the right time for when the moment is perfect when you cant hold it back. It happened once. To someone i love once apparently i scared them. For that im sorry. But they knew how to and when to hit the big red button. And they knew i would not aim it at them. Its not what i do i aim it at me. But it proves the point it was in there waiting. Biding its time. There are two people that have seen that. They didnt like it. They saw it once. I have to look at it every fucking day. I hate it.
They say that a Man learns from his mistakes, a Fool doesnt but a wise man learns from others. Again im FUCKED.
I know im not a nice person. I know that you know that and if you didnt you do now. I do treat people harshly. I know this and im sorry but its the way i am. The only thing i know. Again i was different once. A long time ago i was normal (in most peoples eyes). But That was taken. I know its no excuse.
96 scar's 4 of them put there by someone else's hand. The rest were by my hand, glass, knife, scrubbing brush, cigerttes, cigars, razor blades, irons, toaster, brabed wire anything i could get my hands on just to ease then pain or add to it. To hurt more the way i deserve to the way ive hurt others. For everyone ive hurt i deserve to hurt three times more. What ever i have had i desereved everything. I know Who i am. Do you ?
People only see the side of themselves they want or can see. no one person see's every side of them. And when we look at some one we only see the side of them they want us to. I know i do it. I let people see the side of me i want them to. I hide behind my mask no one see the real me. Someone did once they didnt like it.
Mathew 7:2. Im Fucked. Are you ?
**Who ?**
Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.
I can see that
Of course you can, I'm not questioning your powers of observation, I'm merely remaking on the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.
Anger is one letter short of danger. ~Author Unknown
This is not me. Its just a mother fucking decoy.
This is me taking control.
From Sloan.
From the Fraternity.
From Janice.
From billing reports.
From ergonomic keyboards.
From cheating girlfriends and sack of shit best friends.
This is me taking back control of my life.
What the fuck have you done lately?
(Film WANTED)
**Why is it that you always remember things you want to forget ?**
I'm always amazed at the way people react.
28/11/2002. Good day? 18/02/2010 2646 days or 7years, 2months and 28days
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7YNtsRVSsM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMePM9Q-bYk
One day we shall look to them and shout "Save Us!".
They will turn and whisper "No"
**Mood for today.**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBYkj7LQMzw
**If God Made Us In His Image. Who Made Me ?**
**Hell Lies In Other's?**
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysSxxIqKNN0
Love this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZBjd8kBNsTc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdDxjeccjmI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vJlYoogYVE
Quite an experience to live in fear, isn't it? That's what it is to be a slave.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARPCjp0ppEE
I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the darkness at Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain. Time to die
End of Days.
O the jungle drums work quick down here dont they. Lets see how long this time ???????????
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xlqXHnb2YA
I heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor... I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4lRVeOITjY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO_QntXc-c4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QRvgQGWhKg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrFwtlMd0H8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2xA4i257aY&feature=related
A live human body and a deceased human body have the same number of particles. Structurally there's no difference.
Just a matter of time, I suppose.
I suppose its about time i actully wrote something here. But to tell the truth i cant be arsed. Apparently a part of my life has be laid to rest and blown away. With the rot that in my mind was never there. Not on my side anyway, But i digress. It seems most people put here about who they are and what there into and what they are as a person. Im not going to. You can see from my profile what i am and who i am and yep most of the names your thinking are about right.
Anything else ask.
(And there is no doubt countless spelling mistakes and grammer errors but to tell the truth i dont care)
Never compromise. Not even in the face of Armageddon.
Yes your right ?
**Peace means having a bigger stick then the other guy.**
Its my **WILL** agenst your's. And you **WILL** lose.
Yes the song is right.
About me.
Im closed and cold and with a fairly large fuck off zone. If thats not for you then im sorry but jog on. Its the way i am and the way im staying. I opened up once.
How i think.
They pull a knife. You pull a gun. They put one of yours in hospital. You put one of them in the morgue. You have nothing to fear but fear HIM self
Greed is for amateurs. Disorder, chaos, anarchy: now that's fun!
see you have made your decision, now let's see you enforce it.
I hurt myself today to see if i still feel.
I focused on the pain the only thing thats real.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuqN93PnkVc
If you have got this far then i comend you on having the time on your hands to read what bolloxs i have writen.
This by no mean exonerates me from my actions and my lies but instead of listening to hear say try getting both sides of a story.
As in life there are 3 sides to a story 1,One side. 2,The other side. 3,The truth.
Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle
Fray the strings
Throw the shapes
Hold your breath
Listen!
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!
I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm
I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles
Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
Listen!
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!
My end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road and my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!
End of Days.
In the past years i have been cut, burnt, branded, beaten and punished mostly by myself.
either out of choice or desperation. But in that time there were some things that were done for neither of those reasons.
9 numbers that will be with me till the end of days.
No amout of cuttings, coverings, beatings, burns or brands can remove them.
Fucking Great isnt. Just when you think things are on the up the fucking go back fucking down
YES I AM A EVERY NAME YOU WANT TO CALL ME FOR EVERY REASON YOU CAN THINK OF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The profile was blocked on their request.
Before you embark on a journey of revenge. You should dig two graves.
Im the best at what i do.
And what i do isnt very nice.
Hide behind blue eyes and lives in the shadows.
i know who im am one very fucked up person.
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