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Looking for, sub, pet, baby girl, or more than likely our own combination or way.
My dream is to find the Love of My Life
Dear Future (sub, pet, baby girl, or more than likely our own combination or way.)
Love of My Life
I know. I should have written before. Forgive me. But I got the feeling that you were beginning to think a gentleman Dom HoH didnt exist.
But I do.
And I wanted to let you know that while I might be as elusive as a unicorn grazing in a field of four-leaf clovers, Im close. Im around the corner, down the street, two gas pumps over from you at Seven-Eleven, in your office, at our local coffee shop, a complete stranger. I made eyes at you once at Publix. I saw you across the room at a party. I swiped you right on Tinder.
But its not our time yet. And I know youre wondering why.
Its really not fair that youve had to wait this long, filtering out nasty, fake or imposter Doms or go on blind dates, endure bad sex, settle for meh relationships, feel misunderstood, cry from loneliness, wrap your arms around a pillow as you fall asleep at night wishing it were me.
Im so sorry, my love. You More than deserve an explanation. So, here is some honesty purge. Its taken me a long time to even admit this to myself much less to you, so please know that everything Ive written here is true.
The reasons we havent met yet, in no particular order
I havent thrown out the list of things I think you should be.
I was with the wrong person but was faithful.
I wasnt ready to be loved unconditionally.
I still wonder if women really can be totally devoted and faithful.
I dont need you kneeling before me out of superficiality, but rather I want to feel it and recognize you feel your unrelenting desire to be there along with the emotion that I, have your heart, your soul and you are mine, yes, from your knees.
Ive been intentionally keeping my head too busy to think with my heart.
I need to date someone that can prove there really are emotionally stable women out there that can give and show love unselfishly.
Im pretty sure even if we did meet, you may be put off at my alpha approach or stature but if you give me just a moment you will learn of my soft spots.
Its entirely possible that we did hit it off once, and I left without getting your ination as sometimes my interest with innuendos can be vague or
maybe I did get your number and never called because of any one of the above reasons.
Be patient with me, my love. Know that Im working my way toward you. So dont spend any more time thinking about where I am or am not.
Just keep making your life exciting and full, so when we do finally come together, we can bring each other joy, because we will be happy.
I know its taking longer than youd like.
Its a hell of a lot slower than I could have ever imagined.
But Im here, a knight, aiming to be your King. This is me talking to you. And Im not going anywhere.
Dont give up on me.
Yours, in perpetuity, the Love You Havent Met Yet
Your Daddy
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