How wonderful it is to just kneel in front of him and serve him a drink! The warmth inside me comes up from the pit of my stomach and radiates through my whole body. The sensations can become quite intense and hard to keep inside.Then as I'm at His feet and our eyes meet and I see that glimpse of satisfaction coming from Him, I know He can sense it. That makes it all the better.
While to some, the protocols and rituals of an M/s relationship seem a bit over the top, to me,they are yet another outlet for feelings of gratitude, pride,respect and yes, love. Knowing the pleasure He gets in me remembering my place and looking forward to showing Him that all He has taught me has not been in vain, how could I possibly deny either of us that? It's not just a self gratification factor, it's showing thankfulness for who I am, how I have become that person and what I have been lucky enough to find in life and making sure that it's evident to Him.May you all be as fortunate as I have been! |